Zen

“The truth is not discovered in seeking new horizons but in seeing with new eyes.” 

Ancient Proverb 

Evolving beyond the id. 

(Self-identity with external delusions).

Letting go of the super-ego. 

(Experiences and Conditioning). 

When we are truly Alive we are in the moment Now. 

Not held back by decisions of the past based on past events. 

Not owned by distractions. 

There is stillness. 

There is intuition. 

There is wholesome knowing. 

This is our completion. 

We flow purely without complexity. 

Enjoyment of simply Being.  

Enjoyment of being a part of the All, 

in our right place at the right time, 

doing the right thing. 

Belief dissolves away 

is replaced by Relief 

of harmony with the Harmony. 

UK GAS

Dear Utility Point Member, I trust you are well in these uncertain times. A few months ago, we appointed the global professional services firm Alvarez & Marsal Europe LLP (“A&M”) to advise on our strategic investment options going forward. Despite substantial interest and continued negotiations with several suitable parties and best efforts, recent international and national circumstances have created a perfect storm of events which has meant that Utility Point will cease trading and another supplier will be taking over your supply. All of us at Board level have been working hard towards a different outcome, and I wish I had better news to report to you today but regrettably in the end we weren’t able to overcome these external forces.

Timings Now, we must begin switching gears and preparing for the wind-down process, which we expect to begin as soon as this afternoon.  We will enter the Supplier of Last Resort (SOLR) process today, Tuesday 14 September at 14:00. We have already switched all phone lines over to a message which will inform you we have entered this process however you can still get hold of us in an emergency with the usual number provided. You will find our website contains the standard OFGEM message as well as some F&Qs you may find useful and a copy of this letter.

More about why this has happened Utility Point has undergone a remarkable evolution in the past three years as we’ve pursued our vision to become one of the nation’s leading utility companies, indeed rising to 15th biggest in the UK during this time. Previously I have commented that we have seen – and mastered – many challenging situations and I have always been so proud and inspired by the way our company has risen to these challenges - with flexibility, resilience, and courage, but current global events coupled with the ongoing COVID-19 situation has been a significant challenge and understandably so. PFP Energy - which had around 80,000 domestic customers and MoneyPlus Energy, which had around 9,000 domestic customers ceased to trade last week, and we expect several others to follow suit in the coming weeks and months. Pressures will continue to rise in the market as wholesale energy prices have soared to record levels from what has been a 99 percentile move off the back of an increase in extreme weather conditions leading to a global gas supply shortage, inability to provide timely and necessary generator maintenance causing multiple sites to be taken offline simultaneously, lower exports from Russia and rising demand. To put this in some perspective, prices in the UK have recently hit over 157 pence per therm compared to less than 30 pence per therm one year ago. Power prices closely follow the gas price and have climbed to an unprecedented level of over £540 per MwH. This is more than four times their normal level over the past decade. This has meant that National Grid have asked coal-fired power stations to switch on to help manage demand. Indeed, it may be worth noting that testing of the Norwegian electricity interconnector continued last week, exporting power out of the UK, even though the UK power market was experiencing a tight system and prices well over £3000 per MWh! Graph 1 – (Month Ahead Prices. Daily view 14/09/20 - 01/10/21) below, clearly shows the rise in wholesale power over the past year reaching highs of over £145 per MWh just last week however, this has now spiked further to over £540 per MWh as previously discussed.   Graph 1 – Month Ahead Prices

You may be aware last year OFGEM announced that all suppliers where required to offer extended payment terms and be more lenient with the collection of debt due to the pandemic, something they are asking to continue into this winter. Utility Point has always supported all its members and understands the variability of vulnerability and that it is not static, supporting many of our members through hard and uncertain times. Unfortunately, this extra support has meant an increase in debt and deficit.  On top of all this the price cap on default tariffs which was introduced to limit the amount suppliers can charge customers has not been covering the costs of supplying energy which means that every supplier is undercharging for energy and that the fair cost for energy that OFGEM was trying to encourage is actually well under the value at which it costs to supply. Although the rise in the level of the price cap is set to increase by £139 from October to reflect rising wholesale costs, bringing the average dual fuel bill to £1,277, this is still over £200 below the cost to supply the energy and it has been impossible to hedge in line with the way the price cap is calculated making the whole market unsustainable to operate in. Indeed, in most cases the only reason that suppliers end up charging more for energy than it costs is to offset the cost of debt and the collection of debt which is a major issue in the industry and one that requires a rethink as those that can, and do pay, end up paying for those that don’t pay. This toxic mix of circumstances and lack of commercial understanding from the certain powers has made it impossible to continue, indeed the only real outcome for consumers, which will be felt in the coming year, is that prices will rise for the very people that they are trying to protect. Thus, it is due to this perfect storm and with great sadness we close our doors. Whether you’ve been with Utility Point for a few months or several years, I hope you know how much we valued your custom and you have enjoyed some of the small perks we have offered along the way. Thank you. The coming weeks will be difficult as we wind down operations, but I ask my team to continue to hold their heads highs. They have done us proud and, I hope you will join me in wishing them all the very best in their future endeavours. Warmest Regards,

Ben Bolt Chief Executive Officer Visit our website: utilitypoint.co.uk

Truth Denial

Conspiracy theory versus Truth denial

As usual, the application of logic to confusing situations is necessary for the purpose of accuracy upon which humanitarian behaviour can be founded. 

If it is proven as truth it is not a theory. 

If it is proven as truth it is not a conspiracy. 

If it is proven as truth it is not a conspiracy theory.

To label something as theory when it is proven as truth is delusional. 

To label something as conspiracy when it is proven as truth, in the context of conspiracy theories, is delusional. 

If there is a conspiracy built on something proven as truth, that’s a whole other the matter. 

When the truth is labelled as a conspiracy theory, in attempt to discredit the truth, we have delusional people actively on an agenda. It is called truth denial.

Truth deniers occupying a managerial position and actively enacting a covert (hidden) or overt (publicly stated) agenda are corrupt. In either case it is abusive behaviour. To derail away from truth into delusion is abusive behaviour. It is against humanitarianism. It is against a harmonious and progressive community.

Any system or society which enables the enforcement of delusion and restores soon of truth, is corrupt. Any person who knowingly empowers such a system, is corrupt. 

This is the common sense principal upon which humanitarianism is founded. 

Bio Machine

1 THINKING

“I don’t think… yada yada yada” 

Nobody who does think would ever begin a sentence with a confession they don’t.

So now you know how to deal with anyone who says this. 

They have literally requested to be engaged with as if they have no developed self-awareness. “I don’t think, therefore I am not.” 

They have confessed to being a mindless, reactive automaton, a super-ego program combined with an id’s desire to become or to be known as something they are not, yet without a balanced, functional ego necessary to stabilise them. 

In short, an idiot. 

2 FEELING

“I don’t feel… yada yada yada” 

What does ‘feel’ mean? 

1. Physical sensory input through nervous system. 
2. Emotional self-evaluation. 

If somebody is talking about ‘feeling’ it is necessary to clarify what specifically they mean so as to avoid confusion. 

Never assume your own personal use of a word is the same as the next persons. 

See: 1 Thinking. 

The Meyer-Briggs personality profiling system…

although inaccurate due to its lack of awareness of how people; 

a) change through cycles of varying duration, 

and 

b) are strongly influenced by factors such as environment, task-at-hand, and adapting to other people. 

…indicates 50% of all people are “feeling” types but does not clearly specify the definition of either physical sensory or emotional self-evaluation. 

Emotional self-evaluation is “feelings”. 

Emotional evaluation of others is Empathy. 

Emotional affinity with others is Sympathy. 

“The difference in meaning is usually explained with some variation of the following: sympathy is when we share the feelings of another: empathy is when you understand the feelings of another but do not necessarily share them.” Merriam-Webster dictionary.

People use the word ‘feelings’ for all of this in both its senses. 

Also, anybody who begins a sentence with “I feel that…” or “I don’t feel…” has most probably been semi-professional level trained in a social manipulation tactic to empower ones own opinion in conversation. 

“Studies show that a person who begins a sentence with ‘I feel…’ is more likely to be heard than a person who begins a sentence with ‘I think…’”

This is directly from the generic interpersonal empowerment training manual. 

Ask which studies and who wrote it. If the instructor cannot give you that information, it is bogus and part of a social engineering agenda. 

An opinion is not a fact.

A fact is not a truth. 

(It is a factor of an opinion, agenda or argument). 

An opinion is not a truth. 

“I feel it would be better if we ended war, stopped polluting the planet and all lived in peace.” 

Everybody wholeheartedly agrees. Yet none of us actively stop polluting, war won’t end in our lifetime if ever at all and the only peace you can find is within which apparently for most people is a struggle to achieve even momentarily. 

So, the statement of “I feel therefore it is right” is a non-sequitur argument. It is irrelevant unless you intend to manipulate mindless idiots who do not think clearly. Which, sadly, is the vast majority of people you will ever encounter. 

Therefore, we seek better ways to communicate more wholesome and honestly to maintain integrity at the level we are aware of. That is what it is to be self-aware. 

“I think…” and “I feel…” gains us little at all unless dealing with zombies. 

How can we progress beyond this? 

WeReturnToOurBooks

We return to our resource books. Our generation are post-post-modern. We realise that it was all done with freshness in the modern era and then it was all done again with reinvention in the post-modern era. Now we’ve all got portable computers so we don’t need to do it all again. We’re doing something different this time.

Raising a child who technically is post-post-post-modern, P3M, from the first generation who grew up after portable computers have already become a thing, observing his generations culture is to learn about meme wars which are when post-modern reinventive art becomes digital video postcards, one-liner gags which are only one liners because we’ve already assimilated all the required concepts involved. A culture which feeds on itself for inspiration endlessly.

Yet we continue the quest for newness. By definition this has to be a breakaway culture from portable computer culture.

The cycle of seasons each in its own place. This is the renewal. As such, we can identify portable computer technology to be not springtime, but autumn and winter.

What happens next is biotech. The future is biotech. This is inclusive of growing potatoes in a sack in your garden as much as lab-grown designer life-forms custom ordered to fill an ecological niche or a fashionable consumer whim. 

In the winter of mass extinction, we return to our books to look at how the world used to be, how the culture used to be, how the world that was is presented for posterity by those with foresight and finance to imprint it into hardcopy that it may survive even after the electric stops.

Britain

History of Britain

(Incomplete) 

Archeological evidence shows Neanderthals arrived in Britain approximately 400,000 years ago and were still there 50,000 years ago.

Archaeological evidence shows the Britons arrived in Britain some time around 10,000 years ago after the Ice Age. 

5000 - 4000 years ago the Yamnaya culture descended from Ukraine and Russian steppes region into Europe and into Indo-Asia, bringing the foundation for modern European languages. 

The beaker people settled Britain 2500 years ago from the European Yamnaya culture. 

2000 years ago Rome invaded Britain. 

1600 years ago Rome left Britain.

1500 years ago the Angles invaded Britain. 

A Germanic tribe. 

1400 years ago the Saxons invaded Britain. 

A Germanic tribe. 

1200 years ago the Vikings invaded Britain. 

A Scandinavian tribe. 

1200 years ago the Vikings invaded Northern France, creating Normandy region by integrating with the French.

1000 years ago the Normans invaded Britain. 

At the moment the 200 year old British colony which became corporate USA is culturally invading Britain.

Notes

Saxon word “wealas” means “foreign slave”. It was applied to the native Britons, whose descendants Picts, Cornish and Welsh retain the descriptive name even now. 

It is shockingly disappointing and upsettingly racist when white/Caucasian people are all bundled together into the same category on state forms, when very clearly, white/Caucasian British people are mixtures of many different bloodlines. 

It is also frightening how a vast majority of British people do not identify their own ancestry and indeed are unaware of how this heritage has been replaced in modern times by a corporate mono-concept. 

How can a people be proud when they do not even know who they are and what they have to be proud of?

For further information following my research into the history of Britain, follow this blog: PYR 

Elemental

I have story to tell you. 

A true story. 

It seem strange, perhaps. 

Part One - the Cross

I saw a Crucifix in a market store which along with imported African carvings sells incense, crystals, silk scarfs, typical Aladdin’s Cave fayre. What people often refer to as ‘hippy stalls’. 

There were actually two, a Celtic Cross and a Christian Crucifix with the long stem. Both were a cubit in size (a foot and a half, eighteen inches, about 46cm in modern metric). 

My being interested in Pagan and Celtic art I of course favoured the less traditional Christian cross. The market stall does not accept credit cards, takes cash-in-hand only. Of course I did not have the right amount of money on me at the time.

After the weekend I returned to buy it. My plan was to give it to my dad to donate to the parish Church which he is key-holder of. 

Unfortunately, the Celtic cross had been sold over the weekend. Instead I bought the Christian crucifix and was happy with that.

Part Two - the Voice

I got home. Having nowhere to store the cross without losing it in the chaos of my living space, which is an artists studio workshop, decided to hang it on the wall to remind me it exists next time I visit my dad. 

That’s when I heard the voice. It said only one simple word. An ancient word, a beautiful word.

“Alembic.”

I knew this word but just to make sure I looked it up in the dictionary. An Alembic is the original type of copper device used for distilling plant essences for herbal medicine. It is also used by hillbillies to make moonshine, and by pirates to make rum. 

Mediaeval European alchemists hid the knowledge of how to use these devices and all associated purposes for fear of persecution for witchcraft. The art was originally brought back from the far east during the Crusades against the holy lands.

Of course, I have no interest in making my own alcohol especially spirits which is not only illegal in this country but also powerfully bad for the liver and kidneys and general health. 

There is also the spiritual reason. 

This is not the first time I had heard a voice. It is not schizophrenia, it is spirit mediumship. I am a clairaudient. I have travelled to study with spiritualists of different religions, nationalities and experiences. There is a cohesion underlaying many of the schools. 

The reason alcoholic spirits are called spirits is because they perform the function of bridging as intermediary the gap between the world of the living and the world of the dead. There are two functions of this, both of which are practical. Some ghosts use spirits as sustenance. Alcohol helps human mind dissolve a rigid faculty which prevents us from communicating more openly and more often with the spirit world. 

There are many fake spiritualists, many of whom rely on the argument that there are dark spirits and light spirits and we should avoid the dark spirits. This is entirely unlike my own experiences. 

My understanding of the spirit world is that the spirits are us and we are the spirits. They are exactly like living people. Some are incredibly vastly more angelic and focused on enlightenment than others who are more selfish and destructive in their needs. 

The very best way to understand what spirits are like as a generalisation is to interact with them as if they are naughty children.

This particular spirit, is an advanced guide. Without any entanglement in distraction and bull crap, it directed me along a particular path. For the betterment of self and community. It is a potent knowing, through intuition and through simply knowing. 

This is why we assign the phonetic naming word ‘Noah’ to a man who, hearing voices and deemed crazy by his community, went and built a ship in the desert which everybody laughed at. Until it didn’t stop raining. 

It is very difficult explaining this to materialists and existentialists who do not believe in a spirit world interacting with us. Thankfully I have learned finally and often the hard way, I do not have to justify myself to anybody. Especially not to those who refuse to believe, accept and validate my own living experiences. 

Part Three - the Essence

I met a woman as cute as can be. A nature witch as creative with her arts and crafts as myself. She showed me her fire, every night beneath the stars she uses her black Chimenea. 

We live a distance apart. We speak every day thanks to modern magic of communication technology integrated into our culture. 

The fire of flint, the sword-in-the-stone which brings thaw therefore enables life to sustain through winter of death by sparking lighting to dry plant materials. 

My Norse ancestors living directly with nature deified the process, it is so important. Phonetic Thor with his mighty hammer Mjolnir is an anvil-shaped object found in many Neolithic archeological sites. This object is a core, same shape as an apple core, remaining after a flint node has been shattered to create portable blades so useful for crystal-age travellers. There can be no mystery to the practicality of survival. 

The sword-in-the-stone myth was reinvented again during industry. A blacksmiths forge smelting copper into bronze and later after addition of bellows, air element, smelting iron into steel. Metallurgical alchemies. 

Reworking of Earths bones into tools which define culture. Earths bones as flint, reinvented again as metal ore which is used now to harness lighting into digital tools which refract light, designer crystals, our consumer market internet cellphones, Merlins crystal cave. 

The alchemy of raw naked fire upon the soul. The alchemy of refining plant essences into essential oils by steam-heating them to create purest elixir. 

I researched the still of course, many types are now available. The type of metal has a chemical effect on the plant essence to such an extent it is visually noticeable in some sensitive yet powerful herbs. Patchouli oil is dark when processed through copper or is light when processed through a steel still. Despite steel giving a higher yield, copper naturally adds many desirable qualities to the juice, including it is antibacterial. 

Apart from hillbillies adding a thumper-drum as an extra stage to improve the purity and strength of their moonshine, a remarkable technological development; the only other change to this technology since the world of Arabian Nights is an alternate to the thumper drum, adding a longer neck to the top of the boiler pan for the same result. Stronger, purer essences. 

The Alembic is the same shape as the Chimenea. 

I believe this is what the voice was talking about. 

Part Four - the Recipe

On a high from discovering the possibility of creating my own herbal essences I did something I have not done for a long time. I prayed, selfishly for the money to come along so I could buy an Alembic of my very own. 

I swore I would help heal my community by giving herbal medicines to the sick - something I already am involved in by having grown a row of lavender along the public wayside near my house to replace nettles and thorny brambles which local children had repeatedly complained about hurting themselves. 

Having asked, I distracted myself by answering emails. Some junk email turned out to be a salesman attempting to make money from me by selling a book of his research. 

A Christian priest who was healing his church congregation by giving them Holy Oil the same recipe found in the Bible, Exodus 30:22-25. They have reportedly discovered it cures everything. When you read a list of what the ingredients do individually, it’s hardly surprising a combination of them covers a lot of bases. 

Of course I looked it up to discover the recipe for myself, instead of buying the priests book. I did a lot of research into that. It’s a worthy intellectual pursuit for many reasons. 

Holy Oil

6 parts Myrrh 

6 parts Cassia

4 parts Olive Oil

3 parts Cinnamon

3 parts Cannabis (Kanah Besom) *

*use cold-pressed Hemp Seed oil for legal purposes. According to Genesis 1:29 “God said: I give Mankind all plants to use”. The legal service is literally going against the word of God ** therefore it is satanic. 

** A British test case circa the Millennium 2000ad. A cannabis grower as his defence when prosecuted by the Police asked a Judge if he swore an oath of office to the Monarch who swore a Coronation oath of office to God, why were the underlings going against th bosses orders? The case was dismissed and the Police were ordered to refund the defendant the cost of his growing equipment and crop which they had confiscated. 

There is one location in all the world which processes food grade essential oils of all the types required to make Holy Oil. It is in India. They can distil, mix and even bottle any recipe I pay for and ship it out to anywhere I pay for with my own brand label on the bottles. 

The first snag is, they do a minimum order of 25 litres. The holy oil comes to 22 litres per batch. 

The second snag is, it’s expensive because the ingredients are from rare and expensive resources. 

The next day my dad sent me a text message: of the goodness of his heart he has decided to give me a few hundred pounds out of the blue. It’s enough to buy the Alembic. 

The Crucifix hanging on my wall. 

The voice of a Spirit guide. 

The Chimenea and the Alembic.

The recipe for Holy Oil.