Friday, 28 July 2017
Saturday, 22 July 2017
Further Research On FemDom
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Friday, 19 May 2017
jazz noir
private email to a friend:
1. the conformity
2. he's one of them
3. gutter club
4. the broad dame sings
5. cemetery trenchcoats
6. city under wraps
7. nicotine break
8. projection room
9. glass tower
piano and brass. cymbals and snares.
sound is to describe a mood.
The Viscounts Harlem Nocturne (inspired by Duke Ellington)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KfAv8yAaHps
Duke Ellington's Harlem Nocturne
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uIkekMoEQY4
piano and brass, cymbals and snares.
smokey late night jazz, film noir style
the rules of film noir
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G2_wWc99g88
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G2_wWc99g88
tracklist for an imaginary album
1. the conformity
10. bullets in the rain
deco and sleaze. speakeasy and freeze!
with roots deep into the shadow of a criminal mind.
with roots deep into the shadow of a criminal mind.
the title theme describes the scene.
his voice is clear spoken and firm;
her voice is diesel husk,
clawed fingertips honey inside your spine.
her voice is diesel husk,
clawed fingertips honey inside your spine.
the best line in the movie was snuffed like a secret candle.
in an abandoned warehouse downtown.
The Viscounts Harlem Nocturne (inspired by Duke Ellington)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KfAv8yAaHps
Duke Ellington's Harlem Nocturne
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uIkekMoEQY4
the megabox set of Jazz Noir
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjU0FSHLMrw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjU0FSHLMrw
personally this seems too bluesy to be proper noir
(still on disc 1, it might change yet)
the style of the albums art is about right
not entirely sure if we are working on this yet
its more of an idea for an idea, than an actual idea
i thought about your music and atmosphere,
emotion and progress: mostly of focus.
again aspiration seizes me with its storm virus sights
and you know the real sounds come from experimentation
scheming to set up a cymbal and layer up samples of its raspy chime
deadbeat dreams because real work is too much like reality
something we all need to take a break from sometimes
so the plan as it forms is to take half of the tracks each and write the backbone, then
swap and add flesh to it, building in layers
try
to stay away from borrowing more samples than we could clear because
ultimately the investment of time into productivity should on some level
be commercial, commerciable, commercialable, saleable. If not for us
then for the kids.
I'm so
lazy. this new place is good though - I need to force myself to set the
music gear up o I can work with it. Had a setback when i updated the
macs OS and the firewire alesis mixer is not compatible with the new OS.
Mac's are bastards i have to factory restore it to go backward with the
OS and to do that I would lose all my software. Easier to sell the
mixer and go back to using the dj mixer through a usb converter. Its
funny right, for all the gloss of modern tools, when it comes down to
the reality of knowing what I am doing because i know what actually
works, it's the low-fi simple crude basics that outlast high-tech
'keeping up with the trend of development'.
Keep it
all loose and easy so the tracks can be modded into movie soundtracks,
well the whole thing should sound like a movie soundtrack more than a
series of vaguely related but very different tracks. Keep it all simple.
That's why I started the list:
piano and brass, cymbals and snares.
piano and brass, cymbals and snares.
thinking
about music in ways to conform to the structures of the traditional
jazz-noir tracks is quite different from the loop based stuff we are
used to. It progresses. Sections after sections after sections where the
two instruments talk with each other. That's a common theme here, the
lead instrument and the answer instrument. They do that and then they
play together at the same time. Then the rhythm changes, often
introducing an entirely new instrument before the main ones (piano and
brass) return. Each section is quite short. A lot of it is long and
drawn out, a lot of it is short stabby bursts of sound creating ... they
aren't exactly melodies. They are stressful and discordant sections of
peaceless fucking nuisance noise. A lot of it falls up its own ass and
disappears into self indulgent nonsense. The whole genre does, that's
why it only really works when it is totally underplayed. I much prefer
regular melodies which you can relate to. Think its time to use some
modern synths in here and see what we can come up with that is both trad
jazz noir and yet very much 21C. And nothing at all like Blade Runner.
"low angled shots and wide angled lenses"
I was thinking this could mean stereo-panned dubsteppy bass and wide open ampitheatre halls (deep reverb).
trying to find an impressive picture to illustrate this email with. it sure as hell ain't easy.
film noir
fɪlm ˈnwɑː,French film nwaʀ/
noun: film noir
- a style or genre of cinematographic film marked by a mood of pessimism, fatalism, and menace. The term was originally applied (by a group of French critics) to American thriller or detective films made in the period 1944–54 and to the work of directors such as Orson Welles, Fritz Lang, and Billy Wilder.
- a film marked by a mood of pessimism, fatalism, and menace.plural noun: films noirs
"low angled shots and wide angled lenses"
I was thinking this could mean stereo-panned dubsteppy bass and wide open ampitheatre halls (deep reverb).
my
shadowed eyes are abstract chessboards squinting through blinds as
twitchy as my trigger finger.
Man,
we need some cello in here too. It's not going to work without cello.
The big ones as deep as fat larry's laughter booming through the subway
as he treads into the mists of time.
Next
up: Burial (cant recall if it's his 1st or 2nd album). Soulless
breakbeat. Urban sounds. It sounds more like concrete. I don't mean
"music concrete" because that's 90% shit even if it was an important
development in 'what music is' brought about by early-mid 20th century
sound technology. Burial is modern noir in its own way. Minimalist and
dark. That desperate, fatalistic futility. It's jazz with the jazz taken
out, what is left after the storm clears.
What becomes of survivors after the movie is over?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=keZDbIHJaHI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X-VmiLA3nqg
What becomes of survivors after the movie is over?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=keZDbIHJaHI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X-VmiLA3nqg
piano and brass, cymbals and snares.
cello.
©2017 snakeappletree
Sunday, 14 May 2017
Imagining Necromunda
Imagining Necromunda
High tech for the 80s is 16-bit battery op computer terminals. Necromunda is that at best. The infrastructure is closer to WW2 industrial mechanical level technology. Usually it is less advanced than even that.
“Most of that shit doesn’t survive long. Rust is a problem and the alloys we recycle down here, flake out so quick that lcd screens and all that crap are not worth the effort it takes to make them. They might have telepathic holographic sensory immersion technology up above the cloud layers in lala land for the posh but down here you get a lot further with a wrench and a dagger than you do with a digital distraction. Down here the smog eats everything which has not been sprayed with genelichen. Where you see phosphor-moss growing you know there will be air and that whatever it is growing on will last another generation without needing fixing. It grows so damn slow and tastes better than algae so its a rare thing to see around, typically only the abandoned zones have an abundance of it. If you do ever see any of it, bring it to me, its worth fifty times its weight in bullets. But be careful, where it grows means people don't go and if people don’t go there, there is always a damn good reason why.”
Necromunda Sets to Build:
Food schlop trader stall
Green Biscuit vendor
High tech for the 80s is 16-bit battery op computer terminals. Necromunda is that at best. The infrastructure is closer to WW2 industrial mechanical level technology. Usually it is less advanced than even that.
“Most of that shit doesn’t survive long. Rust is a problem and the alloys we recycle down here, flake out so quick that lcd screens and all that crap are not worth the effort it takes to make them. They might have telepathic holographic sensory immersion technology up above the cloud layers in lala land for the posh but down here you get a lot further with a wrench and a dagger than you do with a digital distraction. Down here the smog eats everything which has not been sprayed with genelichen. Where you see phosphor-moss growing you know there will be air and that whatever it is growing on will last another generation without needing fixing. It grows so damn slow and tastes better than algae so its a rare thing to see around, typically only the abandoned zones have an abundance of it. If you do ever see any of it, bring it to me, its worth fifty times its weight in bullets. But be careful, where it grows means people don't go and if people don’t go there, there is always a damn good reason why.”
Remember always it is a functional society, this is not a post apocalyptic, fallen empire. It has sustained itself more or less the way it is now for at least several generations.
The technology is such that a steampunk approach should be taken. While electronic grids exist, while relays of computer circuitry runs through cables, all of this is a support infrastructure not relied on by most people. Rats, and worse, chew through cables. Plasteel pipes protect cables making for a cross-over between electronics and engineering. Each plant is autonomous, because gangs, tribes, houses, facilities, inbred workers born to the family task, maintain the facilities which make life possible. It is not a high tech civilisation, the game-world was invented before wifi, before even the internet became a reality in our world. Perhaps it exists there but probably not as it is too distracting, the social climate is too violent. You need a gun much more than you need a laptop. It is a crime-land, a gangland, mostly lawless.
The pipes are everywhere and usually customised, new pipelines laid out to provide the temporal fix which became the new permanent after the previous one of those fell to disrepair or damaged by a gang violently moving into the region to take control of the facility and the prestige and power of running it. Purified water at filtration temples, and more often, chemical sludge reprocessed into raw goods, the chemical metal goop which becomes low grade plasteel used for pretty much everything. It rusts quickly and so a version of the goop is used to patch it, or welds are quickly placed, taking parts from a broken machine elsewhere in the region. This has been the way of life for living memory and the bare essential understanding of how things will continue, the facilities are established to permeate that. Chemicals sifted from the toxic dumps and retrieved from the toxic dumps to be sifted back into useful chemicals. Gas which can be burned for heat and to power reactors in the smelting process, since no natural ore remains in the world.
But what is daily life like here? The skirmish based tabletop war-game which we build environmentally, our play-sets, based loosely on the drawings and paintings of the designers, show only mutants, battles, and hulking architecture spiring high above us, rusting all around us. No questions are answered for what life is like on a peaceful day in the region, what non-combative roles are played by civilians, by single parents, by other essential roles in the ever shifting communities. It is the bronx ganglands certainly, tribal markings, graffiti tattoos and colours, yet for any culture there is much more than that.
The technology is such that a steampunk approach should be taken. While electronic grids exist, while relays of computer circuitry runs through cables, all of this is a support infrastructure not relied on by most people. Rats, and worse, chew through cables. Plasteel pipes protect cables making for a cross-over between electronics and engineering. Each plant is autonomous, because gangs, tribes, houses, facilities, inbred workers born to the family task, maintain the facilities which make life possible. It is not a high tech civilisation, the game-world was invented before wifi, before even the internet became a reality in our world. Perhaps it exists there but probably not as it is too distracting, the social climate is too violent. You need a gun much more than you need a laptop. It is a crime-land, a gangland, mostly lawless.
The pipes are everywhere and usually customised, new pipelines laid out to provide the temporal fix which became the new permanent after the previous one of those fell to disrepair or damaged by a gang violently moving into the region to take control of the facility and the prestige and power of running it. Purified water at filtration temples, and more often, chemical sludge reprocessed into raw goods, the chemical metal goop which becomes low grade plasteel used for pretty much everything. It rusts quickly and so a version of the goop is used to patch it, or welds are quickly placed, taking parts from a broken machine elsewhere in the region. This has been the way of life for living memory and the bare essential understanding of how things will continue, the facilities are established to permeate that. Chemicals sifted from the toxic dumps and retrieved from the toxic dumps to be sifted back into useful chemicals. Gas which can be burned for heat and to power reactors in the smelting process, since no natural ore remains in the world.
But what is daily life like here? The skirmish based tabletop war-game which we build environmentally, our play-sets, based loosely on the drawings and paintings of the designers, show only mutants, battles, and hulking architecture spiring high above us, rusting all around us. No questions are answered for what life is like on a peaceful day in the region, what non-combative roles are played by civilians, by single parents, by other essential roles in the ever shifting communities. It is the bronx ganglands certainly, tribal markings, graffiti tattoos and colours, yet for any culture there is much more than that.
Children growing up in this environment, learning skills which requires training, knowing from where to access items, how to barter, how to hunt and to hide, which safe routes to use to access between regions without putting yourself into danger. What call-signs to use when searching for a merchant, where to go for entertainment and relaxation, public 'no-fire' zones, safe places to sleep, where to get food from, the necessity for a factory-line of algae-vats processing into the green biscuits we all rely on which are not quite soylent. Boiler suit clad workers of many castes, and the mafia outfits running various facilities, collecting tithe so they may pay the upper echelons to leave this region alone because nobody wants the off-world purge to come down here and flame the zone.
In a bar, an old recruitment poster for the spacing marine core and better pay working for the Emperor's glory is all we have here to explain where the biggest and toughest cookies baked down here in the hive and its warrens, shaped by the insanity of life yet taking the only safe route out, where the worst types of troublemakers go when they go up instead of down into the sink, the grimy lower levels where worse things lurk, Lovecraftian things with tentacles and claws and the cultists who worship them.
We take our rites of passage down there collecting the psychoactive mushrooms which grow in the chemical soups, eaten by sentient rat swarms which mutate into bipeds and arm themselves, eaten also by us to give us battle strength and dreams, visions of beautiful worlds more peaceful, sedate, sophisticated or simple, communicating with denizens of such worlds who often are too docile to notice when we are looking through their eyes and playing with them as a controller operates a video game character. And which we process and sell upward to the elites for enough profit that they leave us alone or sell us some useful tools and exotic weapons, making it easier for us to protect our tribes, our gangs, our loved ones, our turf, our facilities which are our lifeline.
Only when rival gangs band together can they take on an existing facility. Most of them live in the abandoned towers, fighting for tunnels and vast chambers full of scrap which has been salvaged beyond repair. Most gangs who draw ceasefire and merge do so when they realise it is the only way for them to survive any longer. They present themselves as lower-caste workers for the machines controlled by established houses who are several generations into controlling the region. Because a lowly pay-check and some level of protection from a much bigger and established outfit does eventually seem a better option than the cool of the fast life down here in the slums where making a name for yourself and your gang is all that matters, aside from surviving or going into legend in a heroic, pointless blaze of glory.
Only when rival gangs band together can they take on an existing facility. Most of them live in the abandoned towers, fighting for tunnels and vast chambers full of scrap which has been salvaged beyond repair. Most gangs who draw ceasefire and merge do so when they realise it is the only way for them to survive any longer. They present themselves as lower-caste workers for the machines controlled by established houses who are several generations into controlling the region. Because a lowly pay-check and some level of protection from a much bigger and established outfit does eventually seem a better option than the cool of the fast life down here in the slums where making a name for yourself and your gang is all that matters, aside from surviving or going into legend in a heroic, pointless blaze of glory.
Necromunda Sets to Build: Food schlop trader stall
Green Biscuit vendor
Algae Tank Manufactory Facility
Red Light Robo Booth
Backstreet Surgeon
Backstreet Munitions Trader, heavily guarded and relatively high tech (cctv, autogun, blast shutters).
Red Light Robo Booth
Backstreet Surgeon
Backstreet Munitions Trader, heavily guarded and relatively high tech (cctv, autogun, blast shutters).
& etc ...
The following pictures are from City of Ember movie 2008, based on the 2003 novel City of Ember by Jeanne DuPrau. Copyright Images used non-profit for educational purposes only, within International Fair use Policy.
I included them here because they are so similar to official and scratch-built Necromunda sets there is a definite cross-over of inspiration. This movie suggests what life in a Hiveworld might be like if it were less violent.It is certainly full of plot ideas to be integrated into tabletop sessions.
Sunday, 2 April 2017
Radiant Stars
I love myself. I have not always. Culture taught me to hate myself and for a long time I did. People criticize me for loving myself.
“He loves himself.”
They say as if it is a bad thing, something to be ashamed of, something to deride and prejudice against a person for. And the majority agree, snide faces and comments, to belittle, to wear away any feelings of self worth. It has nothing to do with gender at all. Both gender’s do this.
Yet after time to heal and re-assess my situation I love myself more now as a result than I did before. I spend money on healthy food which costs more than what most people around me eat but I do not pay a tv license to be programmed by negativity, I do not run a car to poison the air we all share and cause cancer. So I can afford to eat a healthier diet, besides which food costs less when you stop eating sugar and carbs anyway. I still cannot afford to eat vegan recipes. I still comfort eat too much chocolate. I still criticize my own diet although I am no longer anorexic as I was a decade ago. I have not had to eat from skips for thirteen years.
I love myself and it becomes so much easier to identify those around me who do not love themselves, who as a result do not love other people either. Someone once told me there are two sorts of people in the world, two types of hearts: radiant stars and black holes. The black holes suck in all the energy, all the light, and they hate. The radiant stars are their food but also the healers, the ones capable of creativity and genuine happiness. He also taught me the secret of maintaining a radiant star. He did this by quoting Aliester Crowley who without going too much into it, he was very into:
“Love is the Law, the Law is for All. Love is the Law, Love under Will.”
I asked him about this last part, because I found it confusing: if Love is the ultimate foundation and source of creativity and happiness, why is it under Will, which can be used for nasty as often as it can be used for positive? His reply was beautiful: “You said it yourself: it is the foundation. How far do you think you can get without that ground under your feet?”
It was a long time before I learned sufficient legalese to understand that the word under-stand’’ means not ‘to comprehend’, rather it means ‘to stand under the authority of’. Crowley was not teaching that Will is superior to Love. He was teaching that Love is superior to Will but that Will is also a factor. In case you are confused, the word Will is used to describe a faculty of Mind which we could also describe as Intent. I made it my intent to love myself and not let anyone else grind me down.The ones who were used to doing so hated me more for it, but as people say, “Haters gonna hate.” After a lot of contemplation I believe Will is the factor involved in choosing to accept to Love oneself and others, accepting Love for what it is. Or not.
People do still grind me down, usually by envy and manipulation. I adamantly refuse to accept that Loving self is a bad thing. I love: it is not to selfishly take from the external universe. It is a glow, a radiance, a give to the external universe. I love people, even the sociopaths who want to cruelly control me and enjoy my suffering. Those black holes are probably the ones who need loving the most, they are incapable of self love and that is what motivates them to drag everyone else down to their empty and destructive level. Some of them mimic it but when you know what Love is, you can see through that.
There is no point in wasting eternity attempting to fill a black hole. All that does is make it bigger. A black hole ceases to be a black hole and starts to become a radiant star only when it decides to. The physics involved are entirely internal. How the energy is arranged within it so that it can be able to radiate instead of absorb. Humans are lucky, we do have the faculty to choose how we do this, and to accept that changing experiences are involved. Both in that they are necessary to do so, and that they will occur as a result.
©2017 Ordo Octopia
Saturday, 18 March 2017
DuchampsFountain
Somehow it seems beautifully fitting that this is the 69th blog I have made this year.
Perhaps I need to slow my pace down somewhat.
Happy Birthday Duchamp's Fountain.
Marcel Duchamp, influenced
by contemplating African spirit-worshipping tools, which were stolen
and exhibited in European galleries as art objects, changed the 20th
Century approach to how we perceive our world.
It opened up a lot of philosophy regarding psychology and perceptions.
It goes hand in hand with Magritte's The Treachery Of Images (ceci n'est pas une pipe), 1948.
20th Century artists no longer required to record their environment and period of history because the invention of the Camera, could now explore a diaspora of other ideas through many art movements. How technology changed Art and culture. Duchamp's urinal is the original symbol for all that.
To the Africans, their fetish artifacts were used to communicate with the Spirit World, it is Shamanism, Spiritism. Westerners still have a long way to go to assimilate this as a real living tradition and necessary part of Life, to make sense of our purpose.
20th Century artists no longer required to record their environment and period of history because the invention of the Camera, could now explore a diaspora of other ideas through many art movements. How technology changed Art and culture. Duchamp's urinal is the original symbol for all that.
To the Africans, their fetish artifacts were used to communicate with the Spirit World, it is Shamanism, Spiritism. Westerners still have a long way to go to assimilate this as a real living tradition and necessary part of Life, to make sense of our purpose.
Friday, 17 March 2017
TarotBones
She is brave. When I was working with animal skulls and bones I was
surrounded by their spirits trying to communicate and all the emotions
of animals frustrated at their situation.
It is difficult enough
communicating with human souls so much of the time, it came as an
onslaught until I recognized how sensitive I am and what was happening
to me - that I had to simplify my approach to everything means to
respect it one heck of a lot more, in a different way - there is an
obvious way once you start involving in
this path, it involves a shift of thinking.
I love working with bone it
is such a beautiful material, for carving and simply holding, however it
is very powerful, because it resonates not only with the species but
the individual. Studying "how can this be possible?" combining with
reiki and psychometry as well as the third eye chakra, it has taught me
huge about energy fields and resonance, how the bodies water and
electromangetic vibrations can be used to attune us.
Developing psychic
awareness - by the Carlos Casteneda / Yaqui shamanism knowledge base -
all of this together as an holistic cohesive body of knowledge. It is on
the one hand completely natural and can be explained scientifically
once one understands what the human organism and energy fields are
capable of.
On the other hand it is mystic mumbo jumbo to people who
have no spiritual connection at all. People of the Mind experience the
world differently from Intuitives who do not have a mind-set as the
center of their perceptions.
The irony is that when you understand it
completely, it is a science. Simply that it involves subtle energies
which a lot of people, especially because of pollution affecting their
systems, are too insensitive to connect with. As I mentioned, it can be
overwhelming when you become utterly yin sufficient to study it to
deeper levels.
Thursday, 16 March 2017
Spiritism
"I remember having spiritual visions as a child. As a little girl, I saw angel lights in multihued greens and blues. As an adolescent and young adult, the angel lights appeared as large flashes of white, like a strobe. These days, I know when an angel is near when I see small starlike white bursts of sparkling light." page 2-3 The Light Workers Way by Doreen Virtue
Today (16.3.17) is the first time I read this. In 2006 I explained to my mother that I was studying to be a spiritualist. I had traveled to study with several different mediums at varying levels and comprehension.
I already had many supernatural experiences and a field trip to Egypt to learn more about the Light Culture. Carved inside a granite sarcophagus in the Valley of Kings is a depiction of a human energy circuit, describing that the heart is the center of the manifest world, that our personal energy is recycled through it. The term Kaleidescopic Multiverse is accurate and a core of the Priesthood's teachings. The system developed a lot when the priesthood took the teachings to South America and influenced the culture there, from which we get the word Kundalini to describe the flow. From India we have established the seven lower chakras located up the spine and the crown, the lotus pillar. All of these are syncretic within the same teaching. It is an ancient spiritual tradition, and a living one. Light is measurable in terms of tonality and spectrum. Two people might have different vibrational harmonic within the basic colour-label associated with each chakra. A heart with its four valves is able to beat at many different rhythms.
My study into radio spectroscopy and the colour-codes of stars: each is unique, helped me develop an understanding of 'resonance physics'. We are attuned to and connected with anything that vibrates to the same harmonic as our self. In human terms this enables reiki deep healing methods. In cosmic terms it enables communication through use of the body and soul as radio beacon, with entities located in other parts of mass-time.
Many people when I attempt to outline this study, say "woah you lost me there" and for a long time i felt I was inadequate at explaining it. It took me a long time to reconcile that most people have not experienced sufficient scientific training to integrate this awareness as a real thing. Many people think it is nonsense. And yet the ancients from cultures all over the world did not think it to be nonsense. They carved stone temples which have lasted thousands of years to teach this knowledge to future generations.
It actually frightens me sometimes that we are living during an era where, despite the advancement of our ancestors, most people simply do not give a shit about spiritual development. The soap opera's are more interesting to them. Being programmed by state mind control, to the purpose of division amongst us, is more appealing to most people. We live in a terribly sick society.
Many people are prejudice against those of us who can perceive with sufficient clarity to study the ancient wisdoms and attain some level of mastery of it. Historically the ignorant have always persecuted the enlightened ones.
My mother described my symptoms to a mental health team. "My son is hallucinating, he hears voices, I think he is schizophrenic."
I have audio recordings of ghosts which clearly show a direct conversation between myself and entities which I could hear, and the witnesses could not - until I replayed the recording.
Question: Did my mind project the vibration onto the tape through a magnetic microphone sensitive enough to do that? Given that the brain emits radiowaves, this is a possibility.
The Answer came during a deep-session with a Polish clairvoyant, who taught me a great deal. I spent New Year studying with her. On one occasion I could hear spirits moving through the room from right to left while her eyes followed the same source, she was looking at the exact same place which I was hearing a spirit in motion. She described it as Orbs. Powerful was she, she attuned my perception so I too could see them (clairvoyance). My ability is clair-audience (hearing) and clair-sentience (feeling). That was when I knew for absolute certain that I was not generating the spirits - they exist independently of and outside the Human observer.
To some people this is all very obvious because they believe and have experience of it. To others this is attacked as making it up for attention and ego. I can state with sincerity I am simply reporting my experiences and insights back to 'the others' of my contemporaries. I invested a huge amount of my life to the pursuit of understanding 'all of this stuff' a lot better. There is no academic qualification, no paperwork, in shamanism. The syllabus of the Western mystery schools also does not hand out certificates of accomplishment. Real Life does not work that way.
When you understand that Real Life does not work that way, you understand also that the parts of life which do work that way, are attempting to authenticate themselves with certification. It is a comedy sketch because the infrastructure of a society is reliant on bureaucracy to such extent that its believers cannot recognize that it is a religion and they cannot recognize that Real Life exists outside of that religion. It is unquestionable to them that they do not have dominance on this earth.
I studied Thanateros since pre-puberty. For a few years i was lucky enough to experience and achieve high level with the Eros component through Victa Penfold's Order of the Morning Star methods. For vastly most of my life it has been the Thanos component. As a White Lightning Gate by the Tzolkiin Mayan calendar my associations are with the North and Death. It is quite natural that the symbolism (a modern translation redefines it as "electro-magnetic world-bridger") involved should be that of a spiritualist.
I would like to teach people about the facets of this knowledge base which are not commonly available even amongst existing spiritual schools. And that frightens a lot of people. Doreen Virtue's wonderful book is a best seller. I am grateful to the person who gave me her copy of it to enjoy and study from. I am not the only person who associates "flashes of white light" with the presence of high-vibrational entities. In discovering this, I believe that I can present further evidence that I am not schizophrenic, that I have been manipulated by the ignorant for their own political agenda.
Sunday, 12 March 2017
3Essays/Sociology
THREE SHORT ESSAYS ON SOCIOLOGY
(CULTURE, PSYCHOLOGY, SOCIETY)
Dumb Broads and Wide Loads
Quest for Authenticity
Culture Spring
"It is sad when a colony goes bad. When it goes bad it is because it has a bad queen. A queen goes bad when she has a bad mate. We can see this process simply in Bee's." A local bee keeper
Dumb Broads and Wide Loads
She has assumed responsibility for me which is why she is broad, she is too big for her responsibilities. What she has done with her assumed responsibility for me is punish me for living within my lawful rights. This is why she is a dumb broad. It is gangsterism.
She has assumed responsibility for me which is why she is broad, she is too big for her responsibilities. What she has done with her assumed responsibility for me is punish me for living within my lawful rights. This is why she is a dumb broad. It is gangsterism.
What needs to happen to get rid of the friction is for us to energetically balance. The simplest way to achieve that is to hug and for the hug to be accepted by both with no hidden intent of further manipulation, a genuine hug which works. This is called a sixty second hug because the energy fields automatically balance and override any agendas of the mind. If the mind is functioning properly, if not then it is stubborn and set.
These are what domination games are. The mind afraid to hug is an ego afraid to let go of its dogma issues. A hug is wholesome involving all chakras. Real people can cope with the maturity level required to balance holistically with a person. The result can be lasting friendship.
When a person is not willing to balance with themself they refuse to hug another person. They are not willing to be balanced with others because they are not willing to be balanced within themself. A hug balances people. This is why it feels so good. Broken people do not permit themselves to feel so good, neither do they genuinely respect others who they perceive as being more successful because they feel better about themselves.
It is so simple but the people who thrive on imbalance in the community they actively hate hugs, they oppress anyone who suggests the simple healing. They exploit the imbalance for energy and profit.
Living where I do there is a strong 1930s American gangster town vibe here. It is a cowgirl town. The second world war changed a lot of the developing culture, by the 70s it had gone corporate. The 50s tv and 60s mod generations imprinted a blanket mentality across most of western civilisation, tv modernity being the common frame of reference that acting is normal and authenticity is something to both repress and to seek.
A
schizoptypal mindset affected culture. Whether this 'reptilian
technology tool of war against Humanity' was designed or not for the
purpose, its effect is the same: to create dissonance, friction,
division. It is not working for the benefit of Humanity that our
perception and cognitive abilities are evolving in such a way.
Quest for Authenticity
The quest for authenticity. Dune original series. Breakfast at
Tiffanies. Modernity is television generations who did not grow up
around real people but learned how to be from actors. To them acting is
normal behaviour. Being genuine is something they learn to repress
because it is dangerous to wear an open heart. Lies founded on lies
become the working reference the experienced cohesion. A reality which is
constructed of fantasy. It is self-absorbed and illusion-worshipping, not a positivist fantasy. Certainly not consenting between all parties. It results in widespread confusion and levers for manipulation-exploitation.
Many people injured by cultural conditioning cannot handle authentic decency because they have been told it is a trick. As soon as they reject authentic decency believing it to be a trick, they have entered into cognitive dissonance instead of reality. Extreme cases is called disbelief syndrome. These are mental health illnesses. Simply because a cohesion is mainstream within a society does not make it any less of a mental health illness. Being aware of this is critical to surviving.
Use of the expression "well adjusted" is itself a symptom of cognitive dissonance and how deeply entrenched the delusion has affected culture. An adjustment to an illness means repositioning oneself to accept and accommodate the illness. That is secondary level illness.
Use of the expression "well adjusted" is itself a symptom of cognitive dissonance and how deeply entrenched the delusion has affected culture. An adjustment to an illness means repositioning oneself to accept and accommodate the illness. That is secondary level illness.
"Rot from the core spreads outward." Bene Tleilaxu
To accept that a trick is real and real is a trick is to be tricked. Believing in a trick regardless of awareness of this is willingly becoming delusional. This may be necessary for practicality however it is still use of trickery to create and grow a delusion in replacement of reality.
You only have to see a stage conjurer to recognise how easily the mind can be tricked. We have not even gone into hypnosis yet, which effectively is what this form of trickery is, is what cognitive dissonance and disbelief syndrome is. The hypnotised state. When mainstream are under hypnosis and programmed to persecute those who are not, it is a problem for those who retain objective clarity. Mental impairment is a tool designed to persecute those with clarity and to disable their ability to be immune to the hypnosis.
Culture Spring
Culture develops through stages. This backwater town is a microcosm still catching up with nearly a hundred years of social cultural development, within a generation.
When I was in Berlin five years after the wall came down, my host explained that within two years the youth had assimilated forty years of western cultural development within two years. He explained that they did not stop there, they accelerated to an extent that will take the rest of Europe and the western world another forty years to catch up with. Regarded as a social experiment we can understand the principle that a held spring bounces higher when released than does an open spring.
When I was in Berlin five years after the wall came down, my host explained that within two years the youth had assimilated forty years of western cultural development within two years. He explained that they did not stop there, they accelerated to an extent that will take the rest of Europe and the western world another forty years to catch up with. Regarded as a social experiment we can understand the principle that a held spring bounces higher when released than does an open spring.
The community I was introduced to were polyamory, polygamous, a tribe who look after its members. They were the closest I ever encountered to the Fremen of Dune with the sietch orgies and everyone knowing their place and responsibilities because they were all sincere and honest enough to live transparently. They had not yet westernized by adapting to the trickery of media indoctrinated double-think which is the replacement of authenticity with acceptance of socially cohesive delusion. It is delusion nevertheless.These were honest, authentic, advanced people. Their parents are intolerably repressed and repressive. The generation gap is vast.
My painting series "reaching out for that from which we are escaping" is held together by these philosophies.
The problems faced now in western civilisation is the return to a state of purity where social confusions dissolve that a state of authenticity may return as mainstream objective mindset. Recognition that we have been for several generations living within a delusion for purpose of social exploitation, a delusion reinforced by static structure. This needs to crumble before progress can be made. With Rothschild announcing that the century old agenda toward a new world order is failing, there is hope that we might yet achieve clarity as a civilisation.
That is must be based on flexibility, transparency and permissiveness rather than repression and domination is a major impetus for further development.
My painting series "reaching out for that from which we are escaping" is held together by these philosophies.
The problems faced now in western civilisation is the return to a state of purity where social confusions dissolve that a state of authenticity may return as mainstream objective mindset. Recognition that we have been for several generations living within a delusion for purpose of social exploitation, a delusion reinforced by static structure. This needs to crumble before progress can be made. With Rothschild announcing that the century old agenda toward a new world order is failing, there is hope that we might yet achieve clarity as a civilisation.
That is must be based on flexibility, transparency and permissiveness rather than repression and domination is a major impetus for further development.
Saturday, 11 March 2017
narcissism
2017 and everybody is being programmed to conform to the new grid for social division based on identifying everybody else as narcissists and therefore dangerous. This is even more powerful than setting gender against gender because it functions regardless of gender.
Many of the "identifiers" actually describe other behaviour. To use these indicators is to foster a permanent state of paranoia that your closest partner is secretly out to get you and to hold you into that state.
Any sign which slightly suggests an indication of narcissism (for example contemplating a topic from a different perspective than habitual attitude, is regarded a sign of an evolving mind, however in the context of anti-narcissism it is a red flag).
Having said this - I have had more than my own share of Narcissistic personality Disorder abusers destroying my life, self-esteem, etc. The best way to deal with them is to recognize them as a grindstone sharpening your clarity. A zen master can not become a zen master without a petty tyrant.
To paraphrase Don Matus from Carlos Casteneda books about Shamanism:
"In the old days, Men of Knowledge would seek out Petty Tyrants because they are the best teachers to help us achieve becoming Sorcerers."
A lot of the descriptors in this particular link from Health foundations are describing more experienced and spiritually developed people, and people who are distracted by ordinary things of life, from the perspective of less experienced and more fearful people.
It is designed to give people a mind-set where they recognize a more liberated and successful person and target that person as a narcissist therefore a danger to society.
Ergo: The whole manuscript has been written by a master narcissist with the agenda of dividing society so that fearful inexperienced people do not mingle with potential teachers who can help them advance. This is anti-community based.
There is a cross-over between some behaviours and we all need to be aware that in this cross-over is ground for exploitation. Which is what is probably going to happen if people take the advice of this link from Health Foundations as 100%
I am a qualified counselor with a lot of experience of both NPD and its victims, and usually the grey-area between.
http://mysticalraven.com/health/4629/anxiety-disorders-typically-caused-by-exposure-to-narcissistic-abuse
http://bigthink.com/philip-perry/been-traumatized-here-is-how-ptsd-rewires-the-brain?utm_campaign=Echobox&utm_medium=Social&utm_source=Facebook#link_time=1489162219
http://bigthink.com/ideafeed/some-teens-use-self-harm-as-emotional-medication
http://bigthink.com/ideafeed/watching-violent-events-unfold-over-social-media-can-cause-vicarious-trauma
http://thenarcissisticlife.com/the-narcissist-in-court/
http://www.rebelcircus.com/blog/gaslighting-mind-game-abusers-use-make-victims-think-theyre-going-crazy/
http://personality-testing.info/tests/NPI/
https://www.aconsciousrethink.com/3384/hidden-language-narcissists-manipulate-traumatize-victims/
http://www.lisaescott.com/2012/03/18/why-narcissist-always-turns-idolizing-you-utter-contempt
http://www.thenarcissisticpersonality.com/male-victims-of-narcissists/
http://iheartintelligence.com/2017/03/10/emotionally-intelligent-people-deal-toxic-people/?=minds
http://www.reportfella.com/2017/03/reactive-abuse-they-call-you-abusive.html?m=0
http://latesthealthnews.pw/10-unbelievable-behaviors-of-the-narcissist/
https://narcsite.com/2017/03/18/the-narcissistic-truths-no-222/
https://themindsjournal.com/the-toxic-attraction-between-an-empath-and-a-narcissist/
https://freefromtoxic.com/2017/01/02/the-8-most-common-narc-sadistic-conversation-control-tactics-2/
http://viralhealthnews.info/anxiety-disorders-typically-caused-by-exposure-to-narcissistic-abuse/
http://thoughtcatalog.com/shahida-arabi/2017/03/this-is-what-happens-when-you-discard-an-abusive-narcissist-first/
https://afternarcissisticabuse.wordpress.com/2017/03/29/the-narcissist-isnt-attacking-your-faults-and-shortcomings-heshe-is-attacking-your-virtues-and-accomplishments-this-is-how-they-manage-you-down-to-feeling-worth-2/
http://www.outofthestorm.website/cptsd-description/
http://www.mindbodygreen.com/0-28186/7-signs-your-relationship-is-abusive-even-if-theres-no-physical-violence.html
https://letmereach.com/2015/09/03/3-best-kept-narcissistic-secrets-that-will-make-everything-clear/
https://lonerwolf.com/are-you-an-empathic-narcissist/
http://www.puckermob.com/moblog/13-things-to-know-about-someone-who-grew-up-emotionally-abused
http://www.psychopath-research.com/forum/ubbthreads.php/topics/1837/16_Faces_of_a_Psychopath
http://americanhealthnews.org/15-things-narcissists-dont-do-must-look-no-15/
https://luckyottershaven.com/2016/09/01/is-narcissism-really-a-form-of-possession/
http://healthfoundations.pw/7-weird-things-that-only-narcissists-will-do/
http://www.theearthchild.co.za/every-single-one-10-things-emotional-abuse-1/
http://healthguidelines.co/5-sneaky-things-narcissists-do-to-take-advantage-of-you/
https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/here-there-and-everywhere/201701/11-signs-gaslighting-in-relationship
https://freefromtoxic.com/2015/07/02/11-mental-tips-tricks-to-move-on-after-narcissistic-abuse/
http://healthfoundations.pw/9-ways-to-tell-if-the-victim-blog-you-read-is-run-by-a-narcissist/
https://freefromtoxic.com/
http://healthfoundations.pw/7-subtle-signs-that-your-life-is-dangerous-for-narcissist/8/
http://dailysecrets.press/4-brutally-honest-things-survivors-of-narcissistic-abuse-want-to-say-to-their-abusers/
https://letmereach.com/2014/08/27/6-steps-to-emotional-healing-after-narcissistic-abuse-1-is-most-important/
https://afternarcissisticabuse.wordpress.com/2014/08/19/narcissism-is-an-identity-disorder/
http://iheartintelligence.com/2017/03/31/anxiety-disorders-narcissistic-abuse/
http://healthissues.pw/19-signs-you-were-raised-by-a-narcissistic-mother-or-father-2/
"The personality disordered requires constant external stimulation. They have no ability to go inward or to do independent and lone activities. Their inner-self is dead and only awakened when there is a people-source feeding it."
http://www.truth2day.com/2017/04/the-dangerous-female-friend-of.html
https://tonic.vice.com/en_us/article/how-to-get-someone-to-let-their-guard-down
http://www.truth2day.com/2017/03/every-single-one-of-these-10-things-is.html
http://healthfoundations.pw/19-signs-you-were-raised-by-a-narcissistic-parent/
http://healthfoundations.pw/8-things-narcopaths-use-against-you/
http://latesthealthnews.pw/the-7-things-narcissists-are-most-afraid-of/
http://thoughtcatalog.com/shahida-arabi/2016/06/20-diversion-tactics-highly-manipulative-narcissists-sociopaths-and-psychopaths-use-to-silence-you/
http://healthadvices.co/5-signs-you-are-having-a-narcissistic-sibling/
http://iheartintelligence.com/2017/03/10/narcissists-sociopaths-convince/
https://shrink4men.wordpress.com/2009/01/30/10-signs-your-girlfriend-or-wife-is-an-emotional-bully/
https://blog.melanietoniaevans.com/how-the-narcissist-projects-hisher-behaviour-onto-you/
http://letmereach.com/2014/09/05/narcissists-and-the-sex-agenda/
http://healthcureusa.com/8-common-narcissist-lies/
http://health.yourdailyideas.com/19-signs-you-were-raised-by-a-narcissistic-mother-or-father/
http://www.factrider.com/2017/04/things-your-narcissist-ex-will-do-post.html
https://fractalenlightenment.com/40746/issues/cognitive-dissonance-mass-media-enslavement-human-raceways-seeing-cognitive-dissonance-media-manipulating-youdouble-think-media-manipulation-youre-lied
http://www.drsyrasderksen.com/blog/seeing-narcissism-in-the-brain#sthash.81dMw5vY.DMO1uMEg.dpbs
"NPD affects about 1% of the general population."
Narcissistic Personality Disorder affects about 1% of the general population and it has been shown to impair interpersonal functioning. This groundbreaking research will likely help legitimize the disorder and, ironically, help people to empathize with people who are suffering with this illness. - See more at: http://www.drsyrasderksen.com/blog/seeing-narcissism-in-the-brain#sthash.81dMw5vY.DMO1uMEg.dpuf
Narcissistic Personality Disorder affects about 1% of the general population and it has been shown to impair interpersonal functioning. This groundbreaking research will likely help legitimize the disorder and, ironically, help people to empathize with people who are suffering with this illness. - See more at: http://www.drsyrasderksen.com/blog/seeing-narcissism-in-the-brain#sthash.81dMw5vY.DMO1uMEg.dpuf
Narcissistic Personality Disorder affects about 1% of the general population and it has been shown to impair interpersonal functioning. This groundbreaking research will likely help legitimize the disorder and, ironically, help people to empathize with people who are suffering with this illness. - See more at: http://www.drsyrasderksen.com/blog/seeing-narcissism-in-the-brain#sthash.81dMw5vY.DMO1uMEg.dpuf
Narcissistic Personality Disorder affects about 1% of the general population and it has been shown to impair interpersonal functioning. This groundbreaking research will likely help legitimize the disorder and, ironically, help people to empathize with people who are suffering with this illness. - See more at: http://www.drsyrasderksen.com/blog/seeing-narcissism-in-the-brain#sthash.81dMw5vY.DMO1uMEg.dpuf
https://www.powerofpositivity.com/11-ways-narcissists-will-try-manipulate/
http://flyingmonkeysdenied.com/2016/01/18/narcissistic-people-use-denial-as-a-brainwashing-technique/
https://kittysjones.wordpress.com/2017/04/12/dishonest-ways-of-being-dishonest-an-exploration-of-conservative-euphemisms/
https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/tech-support/201607/the-gaslighted-child
http://diseasescure.pw/how-does-the-narcissist-handle-pregnancy/
http://www.truth-code.com/2017/03/breaking-free-why-breaking-up-with.html?m=1
http://www.psychiatrictimes.com/articles/reexperiencinghyperaroused-and-dissociative-states-posttraumatic-stress-disorder
http://www.truth-code.com/2017/03/breaking-free-why-breaking-up-with.html?m=1
http://www.thenarcissisticpersonality.com/future-faking/
http://thoughtcatalog.com/kirsten-corley/2017/04/10-things-that-happen-meeting-a-good-guy-after-a-toxic-relationship/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bfuPE3x7JmE&t=5s
Why are we targetted by narcissists part 1
https://narcsite.com/2017/04/13/ten-rejections-of-intimacy-2/
http://health.yourdailyideas.com/11-things-not-to-do-with-narcissists/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-WVLZXLyO-M&feature=youtu.be
20 signs you are with a covert narcissist
http://mysticalraven.com/relationships/5342/love-bombing-are-you-a-victim-of-this-common-love-fraud-tactic
http://ehelth.online/2017/04/15/are-you-dating-a-narcissist-9-warning-signs-to-watch-out-for/2/
I took the liberty of rephrasing this checklist to say exactly the same thing in different words.
The purpose of this is to highlight that people are being manipulated by being trained to identify normal behavior as sociopathic behavior and to prejudice against normal people who are doing normal things as a part of 'divide and control' strategy to segregate people, to destroy couples, families, communities and nations, generally everybody is affected.
I also changed the gender to highlight how sexist the original document is and therefore it targets women to be brainwashed into rejecting normal males. This is part of fifth wave feminism.
1. She does not feel she has been rewarded enough for her achievements and hopes to receive recognition for them
2. She is very focused on her goals and knows what she wants in life
3. She is special because everybody is special and she seeks to interact with people on the same level of being as herself and where she intends to be.
4. She needs positive attention energy and recognition of their value to thrive.
5. She is entitled to live a life worth living and benefit from available cultural norms.
6. She makes the most of her situation and social life. The original statement for this does describe a sociopath. The original statement does not directly use the word 'manipulator'. Contemplate: "She saw an opportunity and took it." And contemplate ethics.
7. Her strength is her logical mind and clear thinking. She is a rationalist although lacks social skills. The original statement does bullet-point describe a symptom of NPD.
8. She feels emotionally threatened by people who she perceives as more successful and able than herself and is aware of others feeling the same way about her. Note that the original statement about jealousy relies on emotional awareness which contradicts statement 7 regarding lack of empathy. Answering that contradiction leads into a more complicated topic of functioning of the limbic cortex and higher developed cerebrum of the brain (reptile mind v mammals).
9. She is confidence and believes in herself. She enjoys sharing her knowledge with others even perhaps regarding it as a social duty even when they do not wish to receive it because they are less experienced and educated and resent her ability.
On analysis there are only TWO of these 9 statements which indicate a genuine narcissist and one of them is debatable. Just enough to be persuasive by altering the context of the other statements toward that bias.
The writer of this DEBUNK has been psychologically profiled and has a Narcissist Rating of 20% the average is 35% where 50% enters into "concern that this person is a narcissist" and 60%+ is degrees of actual clinical Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD).
The original list copypasted from page 2 of the site:
1. He exaggerates his achievements in the hope of receiving praise from other people.
2. He’s preoccupied with fantasies of limitless success, love, and brilliance.
3. He believes he’s special and should only associate with other special people.
4. He needs to be admired.
5.He feels entitled and believe his needs should always be met.
6. He takes advantage of, and exploits other people.
7. He lacks empathy for other people.
8. He gets jealous of other people and believes they are jealous of them.
9. He’s arrogant and he displays self-important, condescending, behaviors.
2. She is very focused on her goals and knows what she wants in life
3. She is special because everybody is special and she seeks to interact with people on the same level of being as herself and where she intends to be.
4. She needs positive attention energy and recognition of their value to thrive.
5. She is entitled to live a life worth living and benefit from available cultural norms.
6. She makes the most of her situation and social life. The original statement for this does describe a sociopath. The original statement does not directly use the word 'manipulator'. Contemplate: "She saw an opportunity and took it." And contemplate ethics.
7. Her strength is her logical mind and clear thinking. She is a rationalist although lacks social skills. The original statement does bullet-point describe a symptom of NPD.
8. She feels emotionally threatened by people who she perceives as more successful and able than herself and is aware of others feeling the same way about her. Note that the original statement about jealousy relies on emotional awareness which contradicts statement 7 regarding lack of empathy. Answering that contradiction leads into a more complicated topic of functioning of the limbic cortex and higher developed cerebrum of the brain (reptile mind v mammals).
9. She is confidence and believes in herself. She enjoys sharing her knowledge with others even perhaps regarding it as a social duty even when they do not wish to receive it because they are less experienced and educated and resent her ability.
On analysis there are only TWO of these 9 statements which indicate a genuine narcissist and one of them is debatable. Just enough to be persuasive by altering the context of the other statements toward that bias.
The writer of this DEBUNK has been psychologically profiled and has a Narcissist Rating of 20% the average is 35% where 50% enters into "concern that this person is a narcissist" and 60%+ is degrees of actual clinical Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD).
The original list copypasted from page 2 of the site:
1. He exaggerates his achievements in the hope of receiving praise from other people.
2. He’s preoccupied with fantasies of limitless success, love, and brilliance.
3. He believes he’s special and should only associate with other special people.
4. He needs to be admired.
5.He feels entitled and believe his needs should always be met.
6. He takes advantage of, and exploits other people.
7. He lacks empathy for other people.
8. He gets jealous of other people and believes they are jealous of them.
9. He’s arrogant and he displays self-important, condescending, behaviors.
https://www.elephantjournal.com/2015/08/gaslighting-the-mind-game-everyone-should-know-about/
https://www.powerofpositivity.com/5-things-never-expect-narcissist/?c=viralcontent
http://healthrehabs.info/19-signs-you-were-raised/
https://www.powerofpositivity.com/7-signs-someone-trying-psychologically-manipulate/
http://nymedtimes.info/how-to-recover-after-a-narcissistic-relationship/
http://covertnarcissism.blogspot.co.uk/2016/02/character-assassination-narcissist.html?m=1
https://blogs.psychcentral.com/narcissism-decoded/2017/04/11-things-not-to-do-with-narcissists/
https://www.researchgate.net/publication/305171139_Narcissistic_admiration_and_rivalry_in_the_context_of_personality_metatraits
https://medium.com/@sheaemmafett/10-things-i-wish-i-d-known-about-gaslighting-22234cb5e407
http://ushealthcares.info/7-sneaky-things-narcissists-say-to-get-you-back/
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