The Second Step

THE SECOND STEP

The easiest way to do it is to write it as lucidly as possible.

Tell it as it is. This draft is called The Second Step.

The first step is more or less a flat plane. Eventually you get to the rise, its not much. Then you come to the next step. So really, this is the proper title of the draft, The Next Step, because the other title describes two things at the same time, well three now it is associated with this draft.

The literal physical second step is the one which trips your foot and gets your attention, you probably stub your toe on it. Some people call that the first step because the literal physical first step is not so much a step at all. I am detracting from the original intended purpose.

Each step is twice as high as the previous one.

By and large after climbing a few more, initiation experiences, life lessons, achievements, we get to The Wall. It is not really a Wall at all, and this is the one which we refer to as The Second Step because compared with all the others we have already climbed, this one is difficult. Most people look at it and see it as a wall, think they have reached the top as far as it is possible to go. They turn around and see the view, look down on all those still climbing and they rest, and they never achieve any further.

But some of us, some of us know more than that. We know that the wall is actually a step, and we figure it out. And we take that next step. There are those, in fact many, who tread on everyone around them to get there. We all hate those bastards and the easiest way to get rid of them is to give them the boost they need so they are off our backs, although some people prefer to grab them and throw them back down the descent to the bottom. A lot of that goes on.

While climbing the step, a lot of people are going to grab hold of you and try to use your energy, your climb, your ascent, to get pulled up with you. And they will drag you down to their level and insult you for not having achieved the rise, because they thought they could use you as a stepping stone.

So what we learn is that the Second Step is one we have to do by ourselves at night alone when nobody else is looking. Telling them about it is simply going to cause yourself problems of envy and being exploited.

This is where it gets strange. A lot of people do band together, they see that by standing in a circle they can support those who are to climb up and stand on their shoulders, and build a tower to compete with the steps. We know that the base of their pillar is the foundation of everything in their tower. They will fiercely defend their own tower even against imaginary foes, and they do not learn that their tower is not the steps. They will never be able to climb any further up the steps because they have gone their own way, they have diverged from the natural path, from the human mission. Glorious though their ambition might be, they are never going to achieve the climb and eventually they are going to topple and have to start all over again. Because they are not climbing but are deluding themselves that their structure is the way, they will resent anyone who goes the natural path and continues climbing the steps. So we have a lot of very well established power bases actively taking out the natural climbers who are still climbing the steps, who do not see the next step as a wall but only as a big step.

On the next step, knowing the rule is that each step is twice as tall as the last, we have people who have achieved more than most and know this is as far as they will go. They are pushing people back down, they are proud and building their own towers of more elect superior people, often exploiting the lower towers without anyone from the lower towers even aware that is what is happening. And the same thing occurs with each step, with the numbers getting lesser and lesser the higher you climb.

Eventually you come to a step which is the highest you can go, and you know that you can not reach the next one at all until you learn to fly. Don't worry, you will just as soon as you let go of your body and quite literally that is what it takes to get there. We call that the place where X becomes Y (the horizontal axis becomes the vertical axis).

There are offers of shortcuts and distractions plenty. Nobody knows how many steps there are, nobody knows what is at the top. There are legends passed down from higher climbers. We know that the perspective, the view, gets clearer and wider and farther to the horizon the higher up we climb. You can always tell those who have experienced higher views and yet are for some reason still down here on our local levels.

What is it that empowers us to be able to scale the next step, the one which is twice as tall as the last? This is where we encounter metaphysics. It is not having longer legs. It is not having rope and grappling hook. It is to do with how we go about things and who we become by adjusting your attitudes, always, toward the goal of making it to the next level.

Somebody once told me to ignore whatever everyone else is saying and doing. I was told by that somebody that they had been there, to the top, and chosen to come down again to guide us. I asked what it is like up there. The reply, simply:

"When the center is the heart, you have reached the summit."

I smiled because it was beautiful. The next advice is daunting: "That's when you face the skies, and for that you will need to learn to fly."

You read these words and smile but you should also realize that what I said about leaving the body to get there is true. It will happen to us all. Between here and there though, we still have a lot of steps to go and it's not getting any easier to climb them.

©2016 snakeappletree

 

 

EMP

E.M.P.

©snakeappletree 2016

The Electro Magnetic Pulse weapon took out every electronic system on the planet. We knew that all of the officially existing organisations which could have done it were mere puppets for the organisation which did it. Every nation has star wars weapons targeting the planetary surface. In retrospect it was not a very long time before the effects wore off. A lot happened during that time. It was a long six months and nothing was ever the same again.

The national grids went down. Cellphones stopped working. The internet ceased to exist, all the computers were wiped. The banking records and all other digital systems were wiped clean of their operating systems. Cars and planes stopped working. Submarines sank.

The planet went into regional control. For the consumer nations the first and biggest problem was the food shortages followed rapidly with riots. The militaries rounded everybody they could up into concentration camps where at least bland gruel fed the body and effectively cold turkey’d everyone. The gruel was mixed with chemicals to subdue natural aggression. Once in the camps nobody was permitted out unless with work permit and under guard. There were two forms of work permit; food plantations and the raids.

The raids were retrieval and stockpiling of all collateral from old infrastructure, the houses. We were not permitted to call them homes because that word has to many emotional connotations. Following the restoration the survivors of the concentration camps would be allocated new dwellings in accordance with the New Model Society. The period of the interim is intended to be done with as soon as possible. Six months of no electric stretched into three years of the Interim.

The same thing was happening all over the world. The survival protocol was enacted by every community. Those who did not retreat to the camps were regarded as bandits and exterminated for degeneracy, this included all those whose communities had survived starvation, riots, and oppression from the new government.

The result was the death of both democracy and capitalism. The New Model Society is based around resource allocation. Technologically it has regressed although we are not permitted to use that language. It is taught that the deviation has been corrected. Exploitation of natural resources to create pollution and uncontrollable communications enabled terrorist groups to destabilise all human society. The good which has come from the EMP and the Protocol is to have created an equitable society where we are living more harmoniously with the natural world. We do not need television and mobile internet. We need fresh healthy food which we are all self-responsible for cultivating.

Humanity had been struck back to stone age basics on a global scale and in most places, hunter-gathering is insufficient to provide sufficient resources for the survivors. People hated the control but realised quickly that to go against it would be death. The re-establishment of society required everybody to do accept the Conformity. Together we are stronger. Austerity brought a singularity of focus whereas the old capitalist empire of everybody for themselves had brought nothing but suffering and greed.

The children were educated in accordance with the Syllabus teaching them wha they had to do, to expand and build on the foundations of the new infrastructure. Teams stockpiled old world junk in warehouses. With nobody living in the old buildings, whole cities were left to rot. The new architecture is brilliant. It is designed as open-space with all necessary commodities available for all. Recreation, Education, and Arts with specialist Educational facilities. A Guild system with merits and mentorship to teach traditional crafts, how to process things we have grown into things we need, tools from nature. Electricity is discriminated against as one of the dirty evils of the destructive Old World.

There is no religion other than Earthism. We are earthlings because we are of the earth as are our food, our fabrics, our tools.

The short movie is presented non-linear with super-imposition of scenes of the past such as child slave labor in factories constructing computers for foreign markets, the stock exchange based on international economies steered by warmongers controlled by banking cartels, bombing of innocent foreigners in retaliation for false flag attacks, countless consumers burning up resources and polluting the ecology simply to distract themselves from the hardships of being debt slaves dedicating their lives to the fiction of money, usury and debt.

Scenes of the future where ecological sustainable communities work together, as did the communities of monasteries during medieval era. as do communities of Amish who do not rely on technology beyond hand-craft. Farming the land for food and producing surplus enough to trade with neighbours whose crops are different from ours. Non-ownership of properties and respect for skills, the availability of resources necessary to develop those skills. Musicians more highly regarded than scientists.

And the concentration camps of the period during the interim. Payment of extra food to those who work with the protocol to do what the soldiers command, the census and collections. Sealing the useless goods of a dead culture into the archival warehouses and re-allocating useful goods toward the program. Following which, construction work of eco-communities. Building a better living space where the natural world is integrated into daily life. Fewer, simpler laws including the death penalty for those who break the Conformity.

It is hard for the first generation living through the transition. The second generation growing up in the New Model Society are filled with excitement and anticipation with what is being achieved. Within three generations it has stabilised. Very little of the past remains other than a few sites, the bad places where are stored toxic artefacts of the old ways which were dangerous. By now hand-craft is revered and accepted as normal all across the world. By now the forests and meadows are establishing themselves, rivers and oceans are replenishing themselves so that there will be plenty again by the time the pollution has reduced sufficient to begin hunter-gathering rather than farming.

We see the pine soap factory from the forestry plantation and herbalism being taught to classes so they will know how to extract useful compounds from nature, working directly with the hospices. We see witches executed for using non-organic ancient metal in their rituals. We see rural diversification and teaching of the basic global communication languages of the mono-cultural imprint which everybody needs to know. We see ships built of wood taking trade over the waters to distant lands who produce different artefacts and plants but speak the same trade language.

Other laws such as that forbidding breeding with somebody of your own ethnic background create a society where travel is necessary. The easy provision of all basic necessities because of the structure of the new model society means that nobody need raid the peaceful villages. And yet there are outsiders, those who travel to see the world as it changes, to learn for themselves. Gradually the ranger caste are integrated into the protectorate caste, because to break the Conformity is the death penalty and so they have to. Such travel becomes a rite of passage and is no more or less safe for the individuals than it ever was.

Occasionally villagers report seeing the flying metal orbs taking stock of the human herd which lives openly on the surface. It is assumed they are a remnant of the old world and its corporate elite. Nobody in living memory can remember the transition period and in time even the archeological evidence that it ever happened at all, fade away.

You are reading this as words on a page. Perhaps some day people will be watching it as pictures on a screen. The time it has taken you to do this, you could have been planting food crops in any available patch of land. Because when the EMP occurs and all electronics are disabled, there will be no food available to you from supermarkets. There will be no cellphones, vehicles, governmental aid. There will be riots. Money will become obsolete and useless. There will be lawlessness because the military and police, the armed forces, will be protecting their own individual interests and certainly will regard you as another useless eater and a threat before they will help you. You primary function will be starvation based animal instinct to find something to eat. You will be hunted unless you join the concentration camps as people are rounded up to be given gruel and set to work on re-building a new society which does not rely on electricity.

We already have these EMP devices mounted into satellites orbiting the world. This part of the story is no fiction. That you will starve if you do not grow your own food crops is also no fiction. This is the harsh reality which should steer your focus and activities toward Survival. Because on this planet, throughout Human evolution, survival has always been the goal of life. Eating food which you can easily plant yourself is a major component of that. 

sniff on the wind

"How do pronounce 'Tao' ?" 

 

"Oh that's easy, it is pronounced 'doe'."

 

"How do you pronounce Tantra?"

 

"Well, that's called Tantra."

 

"Are you sure? What is a Tan Tien point?"

 

"Acupressure points. But that is pronounced 'Dan Tee en'."

 

"So you agree that Tantra can be pronounced as Dan Tey Ra?"

 

"I suppose it could."

 

"Because Ra being the Source is the life force energy flowing through the body and emanating from the relative acupressure points."

 

"Yes that makes a lot of sense."

 

"Have you ever heard of an Egyptian town called Dan De Ra?"

 

"Dendera? I think I heard of that place."

 

"Another name for it is Tentyra. There is a temple complex there."

 

"I see now, all these words are variations of the same theme. Linking concepts to places."

 

"Exactly! And all of them are talking about how life force energy flows through the body, in this case through the body of the planet at certain places, to connect with the solar divinity."

 

"This is religious surely."

 

"No, this is a science. The energy radiated by the human organism is measurable with electronic equipment. The background energy radiating from places is measurable with electronic equipment. It is not yet widespread knowledge in our culture and a lot of very cynical people simply cannot believe it and are actively trying to suppress such awareness."

 

"Why would they do that?"

 

"They try to destroy that which they can not control nor understand. This is why the teachings involved with these knowledge's are secret, passed on to certain members of a society without them being widely advertised. Because not everybody is ready for it."

 

"That actually justifies why there need to be secret societies operating in mainstream culture."

 

"Exactly. Except that by the time the secret society becomes an organized structure, the original intention is generally lost and the structure is taken over by all those who want to exploit the power base and who do not care at all about the development of perceptions and skills involved. This is why teachers move on - because they are the first to be executed by the new regime operating through the perceived power base. Sadly, history is full of such examples."

 

"But we did once build great temples to teach everybody about this stuff, quite openly."

 

"Yes. We are still living in the dark ages."

 

"Not everybody."

Prepping

PREPPING

The picture on the right was 'prepped' in advance of being painted. The technique was to paint a cross on the back of it. The picture on the left was not prepped. It did not have a cross painted on the back of it. 

The front of both cardboards was then painted with a flat layer of paint. 

The prepped painting had drying paint soaking into it and pulling tight, changing the shape of the canvas. Because both sides were painted, the pulling balanced the canvas on the right so that it flattened itself out.

The picture on the left did not have a prepped background and so the paint pulled it only in one direction.

Before the white paint had dried; drips of black paint were applied to both boards. Because it is corrugated cardboard the texture is unique and the paint works with the texture to create the surface marks. 

You can very clearly see that the painting to the right which has been prepped in advance of the application of the detail, has a very different texture to the painting on the left, which was not prepped in advance. The black paint moves differently because the board is a different shape due to the prepping process. 

The technique is identical on both pictures except that the one on the right has been prepped in advance. As a result the final image is noticeably different.

The exact same rules apply when you meet somebody who has been victim to a slander campaign. Everybody who has been prepped in advance about that person see's a very different picture when they look at that person, because they have been prepped in advance.

This is what a reputation is - it inhibits you from experiencing a situation honestly in the immediacy of the moment, 'in reality', because of the prepping. In card games this is called rigging the deck and is regarded as unscrupulous behavior.

Blog Update

Regular followers of this blog will have perceived that the writing style has changed recently. This is because I am targeting a specific demographic member of my audience. Regular services will resume in due course and when the time is right. Meanwhile I have to get the trolls off my back. Some of you are aware of the overview of my situation and will probably accept where I am coming from. If you are new to this blog, you need to back-track to keep on top of it.

The Gift of the Void

The Gift of the Void

If you tried explaining to an educated medieval scholar about hard science of the 20th century, they would happen to be a christian monk because they were the educated people during that era, and they would mis-interpret what you were explaining to them as satanism. The evidence of this is when the first vacuum chamber was created in Magdeburg Germany and the scientists working on it were accused of satanism because they had created something which the monks mis-interpreted as ‘the devil’s work’ because it contained, to use the terminology of the day, ‘a godless void’. Now that the scientific paradigm is better accepted and understood, religiously dogmatic people no longer go around persecuting scientists - or so you prefer to believe.

This millennia Dr Emoto did a lot of scientific studies and experiments into the way plants use their energy fields to communicate even at a distance, also that they have memories of individual humans who pass through those energy fields. Conclusive, materialist proof that plants are telepathic. A human neural system is much more advanced than that of a plant. Kirlian photography is evidence that life forms including humans do emit an electromagnetic field called the Aura which is electronically measurably variant depending on emotion. This is now hard science and yet many people still have a lot of trouble believing that it is real.

My IQ is high, Mensa rate me as a genius. My genius is not mathematical (right-brained) like was Einstein. I am a creative polymath which means I am a genius in several fields of creative (left brained) thinking. This is unusual in a society where the education system indoctrinates people not to use their left brains for thinking process; and from my experiences i can assert that many people actively persecute those who do.

I was scientifically trained and during my twenties I did many experiments involving energy transition and waveforms, resonant frequencies and such abilities. I proved through the series of experiments certain features about reality we all cohabit. However, I am unwilling to train people in this because the majority of people are akin to medieval monks persecuting those who actually recognise the reality of this stuff. Thus, my teachings are occult despite being wholly scientific. Some, a minority of people, can and do readily accept what I am talking about, many are already on the level of perception and cognition required to experience this as real events.

Many are not. It is statistical fact that half the population of the planet have less than average IQ and simply are incapable of re-assessing their own version of reality to integrate what they have been taught is fantasy. This is  mental health condition called cognitive dissonance, and disbelief syndrome, wherein even despite scientific evidence proving the reality of a thing, they deny it in favour of the fantasy. Discussing these topics has brought a lot of problems into my life. The greatest sorrow of my life is that were people to accept this model of science and the technologies and abilities it enables; we would have a much more wonderful life experience.

I have no intention of being burnt at the stake as a witch. I will die and take this education with me, but for a handful of individuals whom I have taught a basic overview and a few steps of the model to, in the hope they can cope with it. All of them require further training before they will be able to encompass the whole model as a lived reality. I do not believe that what I am doing is starting a cult. I believe that I am a hard science based experimenter who has discovered through experiments certain features of reality which most people simply do not acknowledge through lack of educational training and focus.

This statement says nothing in a lot of words. I did at one time make copious notes about some of my experiments however those notebooks were stolen from my residence at the time. I do not believe I am being egotistical in making this statement; simply justifying that the wealth of information which would have benefitted humanity, is consigned to the void simply because mainstream society is abusive toward it. I do not believe that humanity is any better today than it was during medieval era, indeed this evolutionary stalemate establishes that we are still technically within the dark ages despite a minority having benefited from the industrial revolution.

The Hate And The Hope

In 2010 under a coalition government and influenced by a hate campaign which included somebody hacking my own and my friends accounts, which the police had told me they would do nothing about, I posted onto the wall of my old Facebook account;

"We live in a society where it costs £1000 to get a court injunction to protect somebody, which is a signed piece of paper, yet it costs only £50 to have somebody kneecapped. This comparison reveals how priorities and the legal fiction of money are arranged to control society so that it is cheaper and more practical to do the wrong thing than it is to do the right thing. The Peace industry is non-profit whereas the Hate industry is profitable and employs a great number of people. This is a reality of our society."

I always remember the sage advice of the Crow medicine healer Estcheemah:
"90% of the time, 90% of the people co-exist peacefully, whatever sort of police system."

The next day I was visited by the police because the person who had been perpetrating the Hate campaign, who I had blocked from my fb account, had hacked it and read the post and told the police it was a direct threat against him. He also changed my password.

The police took the post seriously sufficient to warn me not to kneecap him. I had no intention of doing so and when they presented a print-out of my facebook profile as 'evidence' it was clearly obvious that they had misread my clearly stated intent and were protecting the person who I had previously showed them evidence that he was out to get me.

On that occasion the Police told me that as far as the police are concerned, there is zero privacy on the internet - Private Messages are publicly visible and passwords are irrelevant. They advised me to a) stop using the internet, and b) stop using Facebook. Given that Facebook is now the internet's major marketing platform and I am starting a small business, I actually have to use Facebook in a professional capacity.

The criminal was later thrown off his university degree course for mis-use of the uni computers to facilitate his hate campaign, which is not a situation I was in a position to make any decisions about as I was third party to the University being informed, I did not do so directly myself. The University computer security guy who happens also to be the south Wales computer crime expert for the Police, contacted me about the matter, not the other way around.

The sad thing is that Hate got in the way of today's situation, where: he would now have his coding degree and I am in a situation to start hiring coders to get my company launched. He is a relative on my son's mothers side of the family. Instead, I am having to learn the relevant coding myself which slows progress of my productivity, and to scrape together the money to hire an unknown coder, anyone who can and will do the job. What could have been a family business has turned into a something else simply because of Hate. On and for the record, I do not hate any of them, I never did. You can see where my focus is - family and business.

But why do they Hate? I still do not know. The animosity between my sons mother and her family is something I got caught up in while she was pregnant. All I know is that I was told half-truths and I expect they were too. In her own words "Got keep them fighting each other or they will unite against you." Sadly that is both paranoid and an accurate analysis of society. If everybody united to do their part, we could all be making a lot of money together and functioning as a family. They have made it plainly clear that I am unwelcome although they do accept my son as one of their own.


Police: “Why don't you like him?”
Grandad: “We don’t know him.”
Police: “Why won’t you get to know him?”
Grandad: “We don’t like him.”

As a martial artist I follow the Kung-Fu philosophy of using an opponents own energy against them. I do not need to hate because that will only feed the hate. I simply need to re-direct it so that it feeds upon itself until, consumed, it is gone. Only then can people become Human.

We are now 6 years after the event. We are under a different government for whatever that is worth. Theoretically it would have a consequence on the attitudes of the Police given that they enforce government statutes. This post is not any attempt to stir things up. It is a question as to how different the world is after the heartbeat of time which is six years, to my son is the whole of his incarnation, his whole life and the world he is growing up in. 

I am a trained martial artist but I am also a pacifist. I teach, the very first rule, which my own grandfather who was a championship Boxer taught me; (and he always said he would outlive Mohamed Ali, who passed this week, the legend says that Ali's heart was still beating thirty minutes after all his other vital signs were pronounced dead).

 

                                                   "Never start a fight. Always finish it." Jim son of Jack

Persecution

"Persecution is the systematic mistreatment of an individual or group by another individual or group. The most common forms are religious persecution, ethnic persecution and political persecution, though there is naturally some overlap between these terms. The inflicting of suffering, harassment, isolation, imprisonment, internment, fear, or pain are all factors that may establish persecution, but not all suffering will necessarily establish persecution. The suffering experienced by the victim must be sufficiently severe. The threshold level of severity has been a source of much debate."

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Persecution

 

The Knife

The Knife - UNFINISHED WORK

©2016 snakeappletree

A ‘choose-your-own’ adventure story
Closely based on real events.
AGE 18 related themes.


"Insanity is relative. It depends on who has who locked in what cage." Ray Bradbury


In this adventure you will receive Stress Points. The number of Stress Points you accumulate is called your Stress Rate. The more Stress Points you receive, the more stressed your character becomes. There is a limit to Stress Points; A Stress rate of 10 or more results in a mental-emotional breakdown. Should this event occur, turn immediately to page number 33.


1
You discover a knife in a children's play area.

Do you:
Pick it up. [GO TO 2]
Leave it where it is. [GO TO 10]

2
The knife is a folding knife. The blade is 2 inches long. You recall that a policeman once told you during a school assembly that the legal length for carrying a blade in public is less than 3 inches
Do you:
Take it. [GO TO 3]
Leave it where it is. [GO TO 10]

3
Do you:
Glow with the satisfaction that you have won a free knife from the universe? [GO TO 4]
Decide that a mature and responsible citizen would take the knife away from a children's play area and hand it into the Police to destroy it. [GO TO 4]

4
On your way back into town, a Police patrol stop and search you; justifying it by saying that you were behaving suspiciously. The Police discover the knife on you and arrest you because it is an illegal ‘lock-knife’ despite the blade being less than 3 inches. GAIN 2 STRESS POINTS
Do you:
Tell the Police that you discovered the knife in a kids playground? [GO TO 5]
Tell the Police nothing at all. [GO TO 6]

5
During the interview the policeman says that you were reported to have held the knife against a childs throat. GAIN 1 STRESS POINT
Do you:
Deny this allegation? [GO TO 6]
Agree? [GO TO 7]

6
The Police ask you to sign the bottom of a blank piece of paper, explaining that it is for (mumble mumble confusing irrelevant reason). GAIN ONE STRESS POINT
Do you:
Sign the paperwork. [GO TO 7]
Refuse to sign the paperwork. [GO TO 20]

7
The police decide to press charges against you hoping for a conviction because you have admitted to holding a knife at a childs throat. Police psychiatrists will now interview with the intention of diagnosing you as a paranoid schizophrenic. You are looking at either jail time or high security mental ward. GAIN 10 STRESS POINTS
[GO TO 33]

8
The policeman is surprised because your intention to hand the knife in to the police shows your good character which is the opposite of the opinion he has formed on you as being somebody dangerous and anti-social. You are now free to leave. DEDUCT 1 STRESS POINT
[GO TO 9]

9
You return home to discover that your home has been burgled while you were in police custody and while the police were in possession of your front door key. There is no sign of a forced break-in. The apartment has been trashed, your property damaged.  GAIN 3 STRESS POINTS
Do you:
Contact the police immediately about the burglary. [Go to 11]
Search around to see what has been stolen and tidy up a bit. [Go to 13]

10
On the television two days later is a new article about a child who has been discovered dead from knife wounds in a playground. Police are calling for any witnesses to come forward.
GAIN 2 STRESS POINTS
Do you:
Contact the police because you saw the knife in the playground? [GO TO 14]
Stay quiet about the whole thing. [GO TO 15]

11
A police telephonist explains that having a messy apartment with no sign of a break in and nothing apparently missing is not a police matter. GAIN 1 STRESS POINT [GO TO 12]

12
The police arrive the next day to take a report about the burglary but do not actually care about it or about your loss. [GO TO 15]

13
As a dedicated musician you have music equipment. The process of making an album takes a long time. You have a pile of minidisc recordings because it tis the best possible sound quality equipment available. The content of these minidiscs is a mixture of your sounds and your final tracks for your album. The pile of minidisc recordings contains five years of your work, which is three whole albums plus the one you are currently working on, and a lot of recordings and sounds, samples, sections of songs, experiments, and so forth; relating to your finished albums.
However: these have disappeared from your apartment. You are also horrified to discover that your bass guitar has been kicked and damaged, the scratch-plate holding the dials in place has cracked.
Do you:
Contact the police about the burglary [Go to 12]
Do not trust the Police [GO TO 15]


14
The police invite you to the police station where they formally arrest you as protocol, interview you and take your fingerprints because you are now the prime suspect. As you have not directly confessed to the murder of a child, the police regard that it is probably you who left the knife in the playground, therefore that it is your knife which you should not have been carrying in public much less in a children's playground. However they have nothing to hold you on and so they let you go.
GAIN 1 STRESS POINT
[GO TO 15]

15
You wrestle with your conscience. 
Do you:
Open your mail [GO TO 16]
Make some music [Make a note of this paragraph number and GO TO 32]

16
A letter arrives from your GP inviting you to see him.
Do you:
Ignore it? [GO TO 17]
Go and see the GP [GO TO 18]

17
GAME OVER

18
Your GP explains to you that he has “been informed you hear voices”
ADD 1 STRESS POINT
Do you:
Agree that you hear voices [GO TO 19]
Reply by saying; “Of course I hear voices Doctor, how else would I be able to answer your question?” [GO TO 19]
Deny that you hear voices. [GO TO 21]

19
The GP says “That is a classic symptom of textbook schizophrenia. I am diagnosing you as schizophrenic and recommending you to psychiatric counselling sessions at the local mental health centre.”
Do you attempt to explain to the GP that he is mis-interpreting you and that you do not actually hear voices; that the fault is a mis-communication based on that his specific question was not ‘do you hear imaginary, hallucinatory voices’ but since he is a medical and not a mental doctor, you interpreted it to mean ‘do your ears work and do you recognise language?’ [GO TO 21]
Do you accept the GPs diagnosis. [GO TO 23]
Ask the Doctor to prescribe you some valium [GO TO 30]

20
After some time in the cells and being interviewed on tape, the police let you go, having given you an official Caution. As this is your first offence (carrying a dangerous weapon) the police do not press charges on this occasion although it will be on your permanent record. The Policeman interviewing you tells you that he has no choice but to return the knife to you as it is your property.
Do you:
Hand the knife into the police. [GO TO 8]
Leave the police station with the knife in your pocket? [GO TO 9]

21
The GP explains that he has it on authority that you hear voices and that denial of hearing voices
which is a textbook symptom of classic schizophrenia, is also a symptom of schizophrenia. On this basis he recommends you to psychiatric counselling for a review by qualified specialists at the local mental health centre. GAIN 1 STRESS POINT
Do you:
Ask the GP on whose authority he has it that you hear voices? [GO TO 22]
Accept the Doctors diagnosis. [GO TO 23]


22
The GP explains that he cannot tell you who has informed him that you are known to hear voices due to that being confidential information. GAIN 1 STRESS POINT
Do you:
Accept the GPs diagnosis [GO TO 23]
Ask the Doctor to prescribe you some valium [GO TO 30]

23
A week later two letters arrive.
Do you:
Open the brown envelope [Go To 24]
Open the white envelope [Go To 25]
Ignore both envelopes [GO TO 17]

24
The brown envelope contains an eviction letter from the council explaining that as your rent is in arrears, they are throwing you out of your council flat. You have two weeks notice. You are 100% certain that the DWP pays your rent given that you are on benefits, no rent money passes through your hands - it goes directly from one apartment to another apartment.
GAIN 1 STRESS POINT
Do You:
Go to the council offices to sort this out [GO TO 26]
Write back to the council [GO TO 27]
Ignore it [GO TO 28]
Open the other letter [GO TO 25]

25
The white envelope contains an appointment letter for the local Mental Health review team.
Do You:
Ignore it [GO TO 34]
Open the other letter [GO TO 24]
Attend the appointment [GO TO 31]

26
The council office is shut. It is always shut. On occasions when it is open, the person you have an appointment to see does not attend for spurious reasons. Making a new appointment results in more of the same. It is the way the Council work. You know all of this from previous experience.
GAIN 1 STRESS POINT
Do you:
Write to the council [GO TO 27]
Open the white letter (if you have not already done so) [GO TO 25]
Visit the Chemist [GO TO 29]
Make some music [Make a note of this paragraph number and GO TO 32]

27
Writing a letter to the council.
If your STRESS RATE is 4 or above; you find writing the letter to be stressful, GAIN 1 STRESS POINT.
If your STRESS RATE is 3 or less, you do not find writing the letter to be a stressful activity.

You write an elaborate letter to the council explaining everything, that one department pays your rent directly to the other department and that none of the money passes through your hands, and that you have evidence to support the claim by form of letters previously sent to you by the various departments themselves explaining this situation. Therefore if the one department has not received the rent money from the other department, that it has absolutely nothing to do with you and is not your fault, also that you do not owe them a damn penny given that you are on state benefits and the rent is paid for by the benefits agency, not by you.
Do You:
Post it first class recorded delivery? [GO TO 35]
Post it by normal mail (ie; not recorded delivery) [GO TO 36]


28
You contemplate how this glitch in the system has occurred. It occurs to you that perhaps the Police has informed the Council illegally in respect of the Data Protection Act 1998 that you are known to have held a knife against a childs throat, and a backstage conspiracy constituting hate crime is behind this. It also occurs to you that the system workers are useless and this type of error is likely to have happened simply by mistake. It also occurs to you that human error is used as justification by abusers who have got it in for you based on slander and hearsay.
[GO TO ]


29
The chemist gives you the prescription order from the GP. You now have 3 x average strength valium pill. Each pill will reduce your Stress Rate by 50% but after you have taken 3 of these, you will require a stronger dose for the same effect. Valium is psychologically addictive. You may take one or more of these pills at any time.
Return Home [GO TO 32]
Attend the Mental Health Review [GO TO 31]

30
The Doctor writes you a prescription for some average strength valium.
You will have to collect this from a chemist.
1 average strength Valium Pill will reduce your Stress Rate by 50%
[Return to your previous Paragraph number]

31
Mental Health Review.
You explain to the state workers of the Mental Health Psychiatric Review team that you do not believe that you hear voices and there has been some mistake. They explain to you that a symptom of classic schizophrenia is denial of being schizophrenic; therefore this verifies that you are schizophrenic. GAIN 2 STRESS POINTS.
The Mental Health Review team offer you a choice of psychiatric pharmaceutical drugs for treatment of schizophrenia.
Do you:
Accept a drug which causes growth of lactating breasts in males. [GO TO 37]
Accept a drug which will give you audio hallucinations (to cure your alleged audio hallucinations). [GO TO 38]
Accept a drug which has been banned due to it causing suicidal tendencies. [GO TO 39]
Decline ALL the above psychiatric drugs [GO TO 40]

32
You record some very dark, depressing dirge-like music; however it gets some of the stress out of your system. DEDUCT 1 STRESS POINT.
[Return to your previous paragraph number]


33
It has all gotten too much for you and you cannot cope with it any more. Your mind shuts down to process the overload of stress which you are soaking up from experiences. Your biology responds by going haywire, sending floods of random hormones in random orders in an attempt to balance itself going wrong and causing further imbalances. The precise nature of a mental breakdown varies between individuals however it is recognised that you are no longer able to function in normal society.
GAME OVER
(not because this is the end of the story but because it is the end of you having any choice over the rest of your life worth writing about; and this being a choose your own adventure story rather than a novella).


34
having ignored appointment for mental review letter

35
You are satisfied that the letter will arrive at the council and will be answered because you have evidence that it was sent - thanks to having posted it by recorded delivery, the recipient will not be able to pretend they did not receive it. You make sure the receipt for the postage is in a safe place. DEDUCT 1 STRESS POINT
[GO TO ]

36
You save yourself fifty pence but you worry that the letter will be lot in the mail, or that the recipient will throw it in the bin and pretend it was lost in the mail. GAIN 1 STRESS POINT
[GO TO ]

37
You are prescribed a box of 10 pills.
Every time you take 1 of these pills, DEDUCT 1 STRESS POINT
For every 1 of these pills, your breasts grow by 1 inch for the duration of the following week, after which they return to normal. When your breasts increase by 3 inches they will begin to lactate. Another side effect of this drug is that your voice rises in pitch by 1 western musical note (eg; a white piano key) per pill. If you are a man your testosterone and fertility is reduced by 50% per pill. If you are a woman your fertility increases as does your desire for motherhood.
If you want more of these pills you will have to go to your GP [Make a note of your paragraph number and GO TO 60]
For now; [GO TO ]

38
You are prescribed a box of 6 pills.
Every time you take 1 of these pills, DEDUCT 1 STRESS POINT
For every pill you take, you will begin to have audio hallucinations, such as hearing voices and other random sounds.
If this occurs while your STRESS RATE is at 6 or above [GO TO 61].
If this occurs while your STRESS RATE is 5 or less, you can cope with it by accepting it as a side effect of the drugs.
If you want more of these pills you will have to go to your GP [Make a note of your paragraph number and GO TO 60]
For now; [GO TO ]

39
Every time you take 1 of these pills, GAIN 1 STRESS POINT
If you want more of these pills you will have to go to your GP [Make a note of your paragraph number and GO TO 60]
For now; [GO TO ]

40
Is your STRESS RATE equal to 7 or less? [GO TO 41]
Is your STRESS RATE equal to 8 or above? [GO TO 42]


41
The psychiatric team identify that you are not dangerous to yourself or society. They explain that because you have attended the review of your own volition and are refusing to accept any of the chemicals they have offered for treatment, there is nothing else they can do. They will put on your medical record that you have been diagnosed with Schizophrenia by a GP and that you will have to get a second opinion from a different GP to change that, although there is a chance a second GP will verify the diagnosis as correct. They do not believe you require to be ‘Sectioned’ (psychiatry terminology for ‘dragged away and locked up by men in white coats against your will’) - at this time.
Go Home [GO TO 43]


42
The psychiatric team identify that you are highly stressed. This is itself not a dangerous mental illness. A note is made of this in your case file. [GO TO 41]

43
A letter has arrived in a brown envelope.
Do you:
Open it [GO TO 44]
Ignore it [GO TO 45]

44
The letter is from the DWP (department for work and pensions) and explains that because you missed an appointment at the JobCenter, your benefits have been stopped. The letter explains that you can Appeal if you believe they have made a mistake. You will also have to make an appointment to make a new claim for benefits. GAIN 1 STRESS POINT
Do you:
Go to the JobCenter to get an Appeal form and Benefits Claim form [GO TO 46]
Phone the DWP help-line to get the paperwork posted to you [GO TO 47]

45
ignore DWP letter

46
go to jobcenter for appeal & claim forms
GAIN 1 STRESS POINT
Do you:
Look in the Job Centre computers to see if there are any appropriate jobs? [GO TO 53]

47
phone dwp for appeal & claim forms

48
Filling in the Appeal Form and Benefit Claim Form there is a section which asks if there is anybody else to help you with this.
Do you decide that you can cope with it yourself [GO TO 49]
Do you decide that you require somebody to help you with it [GO TO 50]

49
You fill in the Appeal Form and post it to the DWP.
Do you send it by recorded delivery? [GO TO 51]
Do you send it by normal post? [GO TO 52]

50
Due to your recent involvement with the Mental Health Review team, you have been allocated a Social Worker who recognises you are having trouble from the system and invites you to see her in her office. She basically can jump you through the hoops so far as paperwork is concerned. DEDUCT 3 STRESS POINTS.
[GO TO ]

51
appeal form by recorded delivery

52
appeal form not by recorded delivery
GAIN 1 STRESS POINT
The DWP deny ever having received your Appeal Letter.

53
There are currently 3 available jobs to apply for in the Job Centre database:
Supermarket Shelf Stacking [GO TO 54]
Public Toilet Cleaner [GO TO 55]
Fast Food Fryer [GO TO 56]
Decide that none of those jobs are worth doing [GO TO 57]

54
You are invited to attend interview for: Supermarket Shelf Stacker.
During the interview you are asked if you have any previous experience? (+1)
Any history of involvement with the police (-1)
Any history of mental illness (-1)
You are permitted to lie about this, although doing so constitutes fraud which is a criminal activity.
Add up your points.
If you have zero or more points [GO TO 65]
If you have less than zero points [GO TO 66]


55
You are invited to attend interview for: Public Toilet Cleaner.
During the interview you are asked if you have any previous experience? (+1)
Any history of involvement with the police (-1)

Any history of mental illness (-1)
You are permitted to lie about this, although doing so constitutes fraud which is a criminal activity.
Add up your points.
If you have zero or more points [GO TO 65]
If you have less than zero points [GO TO 66]

56
You are invited to attend interview for: Fast Food Fryer.
During the interview you are asked if you have any previous experience? (+1)
Any history of involvement with the police (-1)

Any history of mental illness (-1)
You are permitted to lie about this, although doing so constitutes fraud which is a criminal activity.
Add up your points.
If you have zero or more points [GO TO 65]
If you have less than zero points [GO TO 66]

57


58
The interview form asks if you have a history of mental health problems.
The interview form asks if you have a criminal record.
Technically a caution is not a criminal record, it will not show up on a basic background check but it will show up on a detailed background check.
Lying on an application form constitutes fraud and this itself is a criminal offence.
If you answer Yes to either of these questions [GO TO 62]
If you answer No to both of these questions [GO TO 63]
If you throw the interview form in the bin [GO TO 59]


59



60
go to doctor for more pills from the mental health place


61
prescribed hallucinatory pharmacology drugs get too much to cope with


62
You never hear back from this job application.
Return to you previous paragraph number.


63
The letter is an invitation to attend an interview for the job!


64


65
Congratulations, you have got the job!
You will now be able to economically stabilize your life and prove that you are a reliable member of society.
GAME OVER

66
Unfortunately your application was unsuccessful at this time.
GAIN 1 STRESS POINT
If you would like to apply for a different job [GO TO 53]
If you would like to go and make some music [GO TO 32]

67
Attempting to retrieve a copy of mental health medical records.
You are informed that your case file has been lot by the NHS.

VR tech prediction

Exciting though the emerging technology is: what we have today is the existing infrastructure. Tomorrows technology will eventually establish itself only for those who can afford to purchase it. This will take several years, at least a decade before todays cutting-edge VR hand-held controllers are as common as a joypad controller as a gaming peripheral. That is if they can be made very cheaply, 3D printed at home, etc. For most people who cannot afford to integrate todays cutting-edge (and who know it will be outmoded and replaced within the next two or three years of development arc) - and that is most people - we have to make do with the existing stuff we already have. Most people cannot even access SecondLife VR because they do not have powerful enough computers. VR is still the elite game, even without a headset when you are interfacing through a flatscreen monitor, mouse and keyboard. The future will be sitting down with bulky glasses on your face and using simplified keyboard-mouse configurations, rather than standing up, walking around and bumping into things in your not-so-padded-cell environment. Bruise those shins, spill that cola, dump the headset in the bin. Waving arms around is energy-consuming and unsafe, and unnecessary. You are already used to a keyboard controller. In future you will have skater-style gloves with a few palm- and ring-studs projecting and interfacing with the digital data observed from within the goggles. It will be this way because affordable = everywhere, because less materials to produce = keeps costs down. These bulky headsets will be laughed at a decade from now, when the cutting-edge users will be investing in contact-lenses for the augmented VR experience. And that's my prediction.

Judging Relative Values

Today I was called into the DWP on suspicion of fraud. Somebody had told the Jokeshop that I am working. I function, yes. The mis-use of the word 'working' applying it as 'working for profit' is something I have to dispute with the people who do not use the English language properly. 

 

I am 'working' flat-out but it is voluntary, non-profit. I do this so that I can achieve a better paid job in the industry I am already a part of. Because i need to pay my bills, buy food and clothes for my son and myself, and eventually work up to affording to own and run a car so that I can expand my potential. These are normal aspirations in the real-world community I subsist in. 

 

While I was in the Jokeshop the 2 security guards stood ten feet away from me; 

 

"Who's he then?" asked one. 

"Here to see [name witheld]" explained the other. 

"A loser." said the first. 

"YES!" emphatically asserted the second. 

 

At this stage I decided to put in a formal complaint. 

 

I explained to the fraud officer that I am not working for money and requested to know how many hours I can work and what is the maximum amount I can earn before my benefits are capped. I was given a phone number. 

 

After this I had another meeting with the Hwb which is funded by the EU to get people into appropriate paid employment. Their ethos is entirely different to the DWP. They even gave me a coffee. On their computers we checked out the DWP website which states that a person in my situation can earn up to uk£115 per week 'permitted income' without it affecting their benefits. Were I to get a job earning that much it would double my income, it is equivalent to doing two eight-hour shifts per week at national minimum wage. 

 

Why the DWP could not give me this information when I spoke with them face to face is illustrative of their refusal to help people and the prejudice inherent in their system. Following this I went to the Works which is a chainstore providing cheap stuff, books and artistic materials. I was looking for something to entertain my 5 year old with which does not involve computer games. 

 

I discovered a paperback 144 pages long (masonic numbers) written by Anita Taylor and Paul Thomas who were two of my teachers when I got my Fine Arts (honours) degree in Cheltenham Art School of Gloucester University; a qualification which has proved useless in securing me regular work because 'everybody expects artists to work for free'. 

 

The Hwb are arranging for me to do litter picking as a voluntary activity so that I can build up some respect regarding my 'work ethos'. I was up last night between the hours of 3am and 5am doing voluntary work within cyberspace helping somebody to make a short animated film about Life Aspirations with half a dozen other members of our internationally based crew. This is non-profit but involvement with it looks good on our CV's within the VR and animation industries. 

 

While in the Hwb I also picked up a flyer from a company who can for uk£500 per month provide you with a website (which I can build for free in a few hours), a domain name (which I can get you for uk£3 per year), and some flyers and business cards (which I can get you for less than uk£30). I know this for a fact because this is what I have paid for these things myself after researching beyond 'picking up flyers and getting other people to do everything for me'. When I point out that the offline economy relies on scams to establish positions of employment, the technical name of which is ‘false economy’ - and that I can undercut all my rivals in that marketplace, the people working in the employment industries think I am talking shit. This is the problem with the cultural difference between the cyber-pro's and the non-internet people. People think I am lying and regard this as a sign of me being mentally unstable and therefore unfit for regular paid work, hence me being on benefits. Who am I to judge relative values ?

The following is a copy-block-quote from Drawing a foundation course by Anita Taylor and Paul Thomas, my teachers at uni. It relates to the title of this piece; Judging Relative Values. 

 

Subjective Drawing 

 

"When we draw from imagination, we gather together the strands of our visual experiences, link them with associative memories that can incorporate all of our senses and try to reform the world in one coherent image. Having identified a subject, we try and find the right form in which to express our thoughts and feelings in relation to the subject." 

 

"Is there such a thing as subjective drawing? The idea that an image can be completely subjective is not possible, or even very interesting. It is the way in which our experience of the world around us, and its fantastic variety of shapes and forms, can be transformed into compelling images capable of ever more inventive associations. It is through these carefully mediated associations that poetry comes into being. The world around us waits for us to recognise its potential in poetic observation."

 

NB the word recognise spelled with an 's' not a 'z' in this book. 

 

Well, I had a difference of opinion with my lecturers regarding their working assumption. To summarize: 

 

"Is there such a thing as subjective drawing? The idea that an image can be completely subjective is not possible, or even very interesting." 

 

Despite what they say, that is what my own art is all about - the distinction between the projected concept and the observation of the actual object. This thing is crucial into developing a better artist, a better observer, a more acute mind. To see only what we project onto the world - that is hell, that is inability to adapt to change. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Nibiru and Nephilim

People await the Nephilim to return on Niburu - what they do not realize is the Nephilim are already here; transmigrating into Human bodies for the duration. As such are inevitably swamped by Human culture and conditioning. They are not going to come down here in spaceships as expected simply because the body is the spaceship. When the energy field is reconfigured to access the many alternate available paradigms and spectrums, we begin to understand what is actually happening.

From the Auriglyphica of SnakeAppleTree:

Ni - manifesting (from literally 'return down the mountain toward the chosen/direct path, known from observing from the Apex') - the indicative 'i' is 'travel toward' (the direct path to the sunrise, horizon, divinity).

Bu - of the result of the baseline (lower chakra / lower self) level (of our actions), on the ascendant (direct) line (purest connection with divinity - this can be interpreted both metaphorically and as electromagnetism). Note that the vowel 'u' indicates 'receptacle for spirit' and so it is the cauldron containing all of the lower densities which are in play here.

Ru - that which issues forth (speech but the word speech is indicating activities, rather than verbal - "we are true to our word so we say as we do" it means judging by actions not by words).

Generally this refers more to 'everything we have done' rather than 'everything we do' in present tense, although what we do in present tense is of course the becoming for everything that we have done in the past, is the portal through which our history travels, is the gate through which our scroll passes (some translate this as 'eye of a needle' (referring to thread in the weave) and 'gate of heaven' (the present moment, of course where else would such a thing exist?)

Niburu is so named because it heralds the described situation. The lowest common denominator for our activities at this time result in the manifestation of the new world. The individual may decide whether it is a message for individuals or for the planetary community as a whole.

Ne - 'e' indicates 'the three levels of life' (lower, middle and higher planes). Ne is another 'manifestation' word indicating knowledge which requires past experience. The Nephilim are so called because they are this thing; retained wisdom of histories through experience of whole cycles.

Phi - the ascendant and aspirant seer. The word sorcerer-king (pharoah) mutates from phi-ru (phi as in 'pi' 3.14).

The Aurioglyphica is a compendium containing the wisdom of phonemic translations to english, from the temple priests of the egyptian freemasons. It is a codex required for decoding the ancient astrologic mythologies dating back to Assyria-Babylonia~ and retained by secret societies for many thousands of years.

The ability for humans to get the information to those transmigrant souls as a part of re-awakening process is indicative of our long-term cultural awareness of species-as-holistic-self inclusive of elements outside of general awareness. People to whom this is 'conspiracy theory nonsense' are not illuminatii. What is presented here is a very very basic scratching at the surface of a much more in depth body of knowledge. There was more but the military has blowed up a lot of it, reducing the baseline by several levels, to the detriment of humanity and conscious life as a whole. Sufficient has been retained - that you are reading this is evidence of that, and of whom the real illuminatii actually are.




People who accuse me of 'starting a mystery cult' are entirely missing the point, are ignorant. I have been educated. I am teaching others from that education, to educate them also. I am not forcing this on anyone and I am not receiving material gain for it. Haters hate enlightenment, it is what happens when you shine a light in the dark; it attracts moths. I am not starting a mystery cult. I am teaching people a very ancient system of knowledge which is carved onto stone temples all over the planet. There is a big difference.

More specifically, I am teaching how to interpret the verbal information which the carvings depict, based on one system of awareness which is my lineage. I am doing this publicly - therefore it is not a secret society. You decide for yourself if this sort of education is relevant for you and for your community and if it is not, ignore it, you do not have to attack those who have benefited from an education, you could learn from them.

The bulk body of this work will be available in the Auriglyphica, as and when the compendium is sufficiently completed to release it for public.

It Is Known

It Is Known

Police: “Why don’t you like him?”
Godfrey: “We don't know him.”
Police: “Why don't you get to know him?”
Godfrey: “Because we don’t like him.” 



Getting to know somebody by asking other people about that person is getting to know the social reputation of a person. This is not the same thing as getting to know a person. Around where I live, slander campaigns, envy, lies, bitter rivalry, mis-perceptions, allegations, petty hates, rumors, form the foundation of social reputation.

The reality is, the worlds between individuals are for the most part peaceful and mutually rewarding relationships. When a third person is introduced and you use the third persons words instead of a direct relationship with a person, things go awry.

Let me put it this way; when you talk to God, do you talk to somebody religious about God or do you simply talk to God directly? If you need to get to know God, you do it directly, you do not need a third party intervener because then you have zero relationship with God. Don’t get me wrong, I make no intention of comparing myself with God.

The point is that it is the same with all people. I am not religious but I can see that God symbolizes purity. If you want a pure relationship, go to source. If you want a muddy opinion full of confusion, avoid source. If a person has gone around asking about me, and having their head filled with lies, allegations, envies, slander, rumors, petty hates, and so on; they are not actually interested in getting to know me. They are interested in what society will think of them if they try to get to know me.

And being pure hearted sort of person I can tell when I meet somebody, the purity between two people and how many stages of distance there are, how many other peoples opinions they are weighing me by, how many shields they have up and whether those shields are necessary or from their encounters with other people who are nothing to do with me. This is the same for all of us.

The sick problem we have in society is that the vast majority of people are so full of shit that the dirty confusion is to them a normality, they do not have authentic relationships with each other. Some of us do and that is how we can directly tell the difference between the ones who do not. And all we need to do is to be totally honest with ourselves and with other people. To become real and to live utterly in the moment without judging a person because of what someone irrelevant told you some time previously. It clears everything immediately.

People who live in a world where their opinion about a person is what society has decided about a person, are not living in the real world. They are not living lucidly; they are living manipulatively. They might be working in positions of relative authority but they are not authority because they are not authentic. I do not always respect assumed positions of authority. I respect authenticity far more. While on the one hand this makes me a social outcast of most groups of people; it also means I have a higher quality and more meaningful experience of life than do most people. It also means that my real friends are real friends, they are not comfort blankets to cover over a hole I dare not look in. I don’t have that hole in me.

And I truly do not care about your opinions, not of me, not of other people. Because I am self respecting and I make my own mind up about people, and things in general, because I trust my own experience and my own instincts. I do not trust a society that tells me I am wrong for my experiences and instincts.

As consequence; I am one who watches an alleged pedophile help an old lady cross the road and smiles at him for it. I am one who watches a man taking off his Anonymous mask to talk to a media reporter in the name of self glorification and I see he has no integrity despite his having hundreds of times more fans than I ever will. I am one who knows that the death row dog only bit the child because the child poked it in the eye with a toy and sympathies with the dog as much as the child. I am one who does not look away from Truth even when ordered by mainstream to follow the lies. Because I am in reality.

It does not matter what other people say about me. It does not matter who I was yesterday or a year ago because all of that is mere experience on the path toward this moment. This moment is my reality and that is all there is; we do not need to fill it up with distracting nonsense, opinions and rumors to begrudge a person who equal to us on this planet.

If you are one of the people who reads this and agree’s with it, understands it, enjoys what I am speaking about; then you know me better than does the person who asks my criminal neighbors who met me once and were rude for no reason.

But there is a reason, there is always a reason. It is usually self-protection. It is usually because people recognize, consciously or subconsciously, that I have purity of insight and do not want me to find out whatever it is they are hiding. I truly couldn’t care less although I can usually tell. This clarity comes from integrity. It comes from non-judgement. It is judgement which blinds us from it.

That’s the path. It is Taoism and it is truly simple.

picture commandeered from popular london based youtube media figure who started using it a decade after I did ~

Waves Of Solar Intent

When a strong Manifestor begins manifesting other people to re-affirm their preconceptions, those other people enact the protocol. If they do not conform to it, the manifestor regards them as spurious.

 

Once you are aware that this is a factor in our ongoing experiences, both socially and in preparation for socially; that Manifestors emit waves which affect those who are susceptible: then you can begin the process of detachment from other peoples waves. 

 

Recognising that holisticism is a mutable entity used by some people and which affects all those around them, is a vital part of ‘Waking Up’ to how the co-Creation works and what it is. 

 

Other peoples manifestations affect our thoughts, emotions, activities, they affect the things which come to us and through us. You are doing nothing wrong by detaching from other peoples generated waves. It is the only way toward personal empowerment. 

 

When you become aware how cause and affect functions in this way, integrating humans as a part of the reality machine; you become aware of who are consciously enslaving others to their designs, who are unconsciously enslaving others to their designs, who is oblivious to how we are controlled from higher dimensional intentions, and who are merely zombies enacting whatever program function they have been encoded with. 

 

Who retains objective clarity is the Pharaoh. 

 

It is useful to remember that many natural waves are occurring at many different frequencies; the process of deja vu is when two frequencies (timestreams) merge. The waves create syncronicities. 

 

Some waves are positive and beneficial, such as those radiated by the Solar Heart / Solar Mind which is the most optimum and energising God of our Solar System. 

 

Many waves we experience are so entrenched as to be regarded as ‘normality’, yet they compete with the Solar Intention. Most waves which affect us are other peoples egotists and desires. 

 

The intention with which a wave is created, is the flow-frequency of that manifestation. The waves work gravitationally that is they suck us into them if we resonate with them. Most people are willing and open to be co-harmonious, this is why people are vulnerable to manipulation. 

 

The school I follow is to attain utter detachment from every wave, seeing all waves as control games - with the one exception of the natural Solar Intent. Between the Self and the Solar Intent is a personal wave called the Medicine Journey. 

 

NB the geographic lay-out of places (eg; cities), and the Kami (spirit) of a place, all have their own agenda’s. manifest their own waves of intention; patterns to be manifested, unknowingly, by the people whose minds and lives are programmed by living there.