"He's scum."
I have heard this said about me
by people who do not know me
yet they think they're better than me.
It used to hurt.
Now it is the red flag of identifying someone jealous and dangerous.
I think it I irrational behaviour to dehumanise someone on a pretext that they feel they do not like me because I am different than they are. I stand for neurodiversity. I am diagnosed with autism. I stand for individualism. Because without individualism we cannot have self-responsibility or accountability which results in self-esteem. Of course I am different from how they are. The criteria by which they judge are bogus. They build their self-esteem from conformity, not from personal achievement. In a meritocracy, the nerts (descriptor from "inert") and voids (black-hole destructive haters; avoid) are rejecting the aspirants (those who hold the light of Hope). Sick, huh?
SOAPBOX
This is my pedestal
This is my soapbox
I am going to offload here
You are enjoying it
I made you feel that way
Your feelings are not my responsibility
You tortured me and expect me to have no opinion about it
Can an artist claim responsiblity
For the effect their work has
On others?
Was it intentional?
Is that relevant?
I think it rational behaviour to dehumanise someone who has previously, maliciously, caused harm to others for the purpose of cruelty.
They are not protected by their job, a position of social responsibility which to their twisted way of thinking justifies their sadism. They are still a sadist, it is black and white, outside of any psychological juggling and justifications that the state hierarchy system permits and enables their abuses. That's an institutionalised abuse network. It is what a lot of people have been through. Broken people too damaged to put it into words. Someone needs to. As a voice of our culture, someone needs to speak up about it. For those who cannot.
And then comes along poet who crawls out of the filth they stomped us down into, to tell you and future you's all what's going on. Sympathy and Empathy are not the coin you think they are. Mimic-machines are better at being humane than are Homo-Sapiens who are so corrupt they call the non-accountable delusion and its temple, holy. Those are demons. They love to get in positions of non-accountability to get away with cruelty.
This is the world we live in. Best we can do is avoid it. They target people whose light reveals their dark-adapted hearts. It's that simple. Remember kids; low-IQ perversity describes any complexity as insanity and any purity as amoral.
So what can you do?
Stay True
You do you
All you ever have
To do it
The existence of this blog post is actually to show off in advance by way of warning, to certain nameable individuals who have purposefully and maliciously done me wrong in the past, for no reason than their own bitterness. I have decided to go ahead with it and call it a healing from a broken past. Publishing industry are calling it a memoir.
For legal purposes we cannot name names directly (if you know, you know) but by a clause of law we can use close-alternatives. The Kali Code's and Lois Lathe's and Hanuki Owl's of my past world, and too damn many others of their ilk and their support/abuse networks, are wonderful inspirations for evil-doers in stories stockpiled awaiting release pending refinement. "Fucking innocent people over because you can" is evil, pure and simple. By announcing these forthcoming products through this marketing strategy; I am reclaiming my power. I'm having fun along the way.
These people know who they are.
People who know these people, know who they are.
People know what they have done.
I'm capitalising on my misery.
Other people have capitalised on exploiting me.
A lesson Life has taught me.
The consequence is a natural process.
The world mirrors our actions.
All we are agents of energies
bigger than we know.
We cannot heal unless we flow.
Every action has an equal and opposite reaction.
Wounds fester when not exposed to air.
These are Laws of Nature.
Repressing it is not supernature
Though voicing it is rare.
A local author done good gets esteem in a community he lives in, for telling his truth in the form of a memoir. I have been reading the Classics again. Alexander Dumas, which has a theme running through it; justified revenge as a form of what we now call 'social justice'. Le Comte de Monte-Christo, The Three Musketeers, Man in the Iron Mask, The Black Tulip, (Dumas); there is a rich tradition of Revenge in the classics, which expresses much about the world of that era (19th Century) and what was popular for a reason of so many people feeling an affinity with it. Edgar Poe's story The Black Cat deals with the inevitability of nature taking its course in the matter of karma, where his The Cask deals with it done wilfully. Bronte's Wuthering Heights, Collins Moonstone, Melvilles Moby Dick, Hugo's Hunchback, and later, Sabatini's Captain Blood; they all tell versions of the same story.
They know who they are
I know who they are
the Gods know who they are
And at some point
All those people and more
Are going to know exactly
Who and what they are
They know what they have done
Living in denial of it
Does not silence Truth
That they should worry about the evidence; which proves they could not hold me down and silence me. I have a right to tell people what I have been through and who is responsible for it. All they have done is put targets on their own backs for when people join the dots and realise exactly who it is I am talking about. Apologies would be acceptable. None has followed.
The only way to protect myself in future is to take out those who deserve it. I did not invent that rule. I detest that situation. I have been detested for protesting against that situation and for attempting to make things better for people. I certainly intend to survive beyond being silenced, punished, persecuted, degraded, victimised, abused, simply for never previously having shown any will at all to fight back or protect myself. I trusted Gods Law that their karma will find them. I still do. It will.
So, you may ask;
Is SnakeAppleTree broken?
Or is he Breaking Bad?
No.
I have been broken from spite
I have been shoe-horned
That is a factor
Novella to follow
Read it and weep
It's an open-ended,
choose-your-own-over-reaction
What else do I have to live for?
What have I got to lose?
To tell my story is a right to healing
And then, they will be hated
For what they did, lies they told,
For damage they have done
A voice which echoes through time
Speaking for so many people
This is my responsibility
Who I write for
They knew it would come
Is this a threat?
Only for those who feel threatened by Truth.
We do not get to decide whose version of truth outweighs whose version of truth.
That is not what Truth is.
Truth is what it is,
regardless our opinions.
We get to weigh our relationship with it.
That is why the Tarot's Star Card, Spica, Virgo, illustrates this blog.
What higher guiding Star can there be than Truth?
See Also: Shit Worth Stealing
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