Causality and Lies
Averting domination by paradigms founded on falsety;
thereby maintaining the rule of Law (specifically that against Use of Trickery)
The focal question is as follows:
is it that lies are symptomatic of mental illness,
or
is it that mental illness is symptomatic of lies ?
Both of telling and of believing lies upon which actions are based and opinions are formed.
Many people are unable or unwilling to delve into this because it highlights their own assumptive nature and encourages self analysis in which we face that in many cases we are going about things wrong. People do not like to accept they are wrong even when doing so opens the potential to improve the way we do things by consciously choosing to do them right from now on. It requires an adult maturity to analyse oneself from a position of detachment required for such work. We cannot realistically improve the general society and our human condition as a whole unless we do so by improving one individual at a time; the only individual whom it is our deep ability to improve is ourself, this is especially true in given context of the subject matter.
It is normal (to use this word as in 'the accepted recourse of the majority') in todays society to identify that when someone has been labelled as mentally ill, it is therefore more acceptable for that person to lie because it is regarded as a symptom of their mental illness.
I question this assumption and that question is the core principle of this explorative essay. It repeatedly poses itself in my experience of working with: mentally ill people, people who are not mentally ill, people who are mentally ill but hide it sufficiently as to persuade others they are not only sane but an authority, those who are not mentally ill but have been diagnosed as such, often by the sick people who are masquerading as an authority, and people who are questionable and undecided as to the status of their cognitive stability.
There is a cohesion between people of similar mindset falling into the same of these five categories and this cohesion affects the general community acceptance of what is right and what is wrong regarding these matters of opinion. We call these different versions of ethical behavioural response; paradigms.
We can easily see that the mentally ill people masquerading as authorities and re-affirming by unspoken agreement that their own particular paradigm is superior, persuasively affecting the lives and opinions of those around them, of all the categories require more scrutiny and consequentially are subject to more pressure than any other category. Pressure is condusive to mental instability. Such scrutiny is necessary as a safeguard for all members of society.
In laymans terms; those assigned a socially accepted right to label others as mentally stable or unstable are a power base which must not be outside of societies ability to question it. Such positions of authority are the hiding place of abusive individuals and abuse networks for very specific types of psychotic.
Ultimately in most cases a persons behaviour must be analysed over time in a variety of circumstances along with discussions about their thoughts, feelings and instincts; justifications of their behaviours whether it be routine or erratic and discussion about root causes of such behaviours; before it can be truly known which of the categories a person properly belongs. It is of paramount importance that a wide spectrum of perspectives and viewpoints be used for such analysis, because what is right for one person is wrong for another; a belief that one glove fits all in regard to mental health analysis is itself a symptom of a mental disfunction. We have to accept different paradigms exist and develop a flexible ability to switch between them, to avoid totalitarianism.
The purpose of asking the focal question of this essay is to establish a quick and easy functional paradigm by which we all can in practical terms identify the right course of action in any situation where lies, fabrication and manipulation are or might possibly be involved with swaying the outcome of situtaions and peoples opinions about subject matters.
All of this is based on a principle that it is a bad idea to put mentally unstable people in control.
The other, no less important of this question is that to establish a reference point of a functional framework from which to operate with regard approaching mental illness.
If a plant is in the wrong place, cutting off its branches will cause it to grow more branches. The branches are the symptom, not the cause. To remove it, we must dig up its roots. The roots are the cause, not the symptom. Identifying the difference between the root cause and the branching symptoms of any disability or instability is of fundamental importance when treating it.
So, I repeat the core question;
Are lies to be treated as symptomatic of mental illness or as cause of mental illness?
If people believe and act upon lies, does this not mean the falseness has taken hold as the controlling element of a situation which affects other people? Such situation is to be regarded as problematic. We shall explore why that us the case. This is why it is important to establish a solid answer to the question. Strategies must be developed.
Strategy for possibility one - that mental instability causes lies
Strategy for possibility two - that lies cause mental instability
Strategy for possibility three - the potential arisal of grey areas where either both or neither of the above are accurate. This is always case specific. Therefore the strategy developed for dealing with it must also be case specific. There is a diaspora of work to be done in further analysis of this overview.
The following is a real case study example from which information has been drawn pertaining to the thesis.
A policeman attending a junior school to teach child safety on pushbikes, said to the headmaster that the law says children must wear cycle helmets while on their bikes. The headmaster told selected parents about this. One of those parents phoned the police and requested specifically what statute says that children must wear cycle helmets while on their bikes. The police advised the parent that no such law exists, although it is advisory that children wear helmets on pushbikes, which most people agree is common sense.
This situation places the Police as an advisory body into a position where they have contradicted themselves. Three possibilities exist from which specified outcomes arise.
One, the police unknowingly misinformed the headmaster, which means they do not themselves know what the law says and therefore they do not know what they are doing, which means they cannot be trusted. We will call this 'instability causing lies'.
Two, the police knowingly lied to the headmaster, which means despite whether their intent was altruistic or otherwise, they knowingly lie and therefore cannot be trusted. As established above, regardless of position of authority, a known liar cannot be trusted. We will call this 'lies causing instability'.
Three, the police knowingly gave different and contradictory information to different people, for reasons as yet unknown, yet which has a consequence upon society. We will call this 'exploitation' and upon this, we recognise again that the Police cannot be trusted.
In any case it unfortunately results that the Police cannot be trusted.
Whatever your opinion regarding the necessity of the Police might be, we can only go on the facts as given, subjected to logical scrutiny. This is not a personal slant against people doing a difficult job, it is a proper analysis of a real situation which we are using as an example with relation to the subject matter of this essay. It raises the issue of the potential of lies intended as an altruistic form of manipulation (possibility two) rather than as a selfish one (possibility three). This opens up the debate in a new direction although the founding principle remains based on the simple question;
Are lies symptomatic or causative of mental - and here we see this expand into social - instability?
One popular of several attitudes opted by many people assimilating this question is to maintain a paradigm from which no imparted information is to be trusted as fact without sufficient persuasive evidence. This is not the same thing as paranoia although the two things are related; it is intended as a survival response necessary to actively function in a world of manipulative hearsay, wheras paranoia is an inability to function due to either of reality or fantasy. We will call this attitude and its manifest paradigm 'unbelief' to distinguish it from 'disbelief' which is a mental illness wherin reality is denied in favour of fantasy despite actual evidence.
We are collectively building a shared reality experience, in realtime. An astute reader may have identified by now my own personal opinion is that lies can never be a good thing and truth is always preferable. Compared with infinite potential falsehoods, truth is an absolute. As a teacher I encourage you to then question as to whether I am sincere in this, not for my sake but to develop your own cognition and to sharpen your own relationship with truth. It is a simple scientific energy dynamic that we cannot exemplify truth by telling lies. My next question, is a belief that the truth alone is absolute, the same as establishing a totalitarian and superior paradigm?
Copyrite 2015 SnakeAppleTree
Friday, 19 June 2015
Saturday, 6 June 2015
TV LICENSE SCAM
The following document is necessary given that in order to notify the TV licensing company that I have no TV they expect me to print out one of their forms to send them by post at cost to myself. Please feel free to copy/paste and adapt it if you are in the same situation as myself.
Here is a useful list of contacts for the TV License company:
http://www.tvlicensing.co.uk/about/making-a-complaint-AB7
Here is a useful list of contacts for the TV License company:
http://www.tvlicensing.co.uk/about/making-a-complaint-AB7
full address
date
FAO:
Head of Revenue Management
BBC TV Licensing
1st Floor, The Lighthouse
BBC White City
201 Wood Lane
London
W12 7TQ
RE: first line of address / postcode (or REF number)
To TV License company,
Further to my previous correspondence of ‘nearly two years ago’ which you have ignored by continuing to send me notification;
I do not, to quote your letters; ‘watch programmes on any device, as they’re being shown on TV’ as I have no intention to be programmed. I do not ever intend to change this situation.
Also it is a criminal offense in respect of the Data Protection Act1988 to hold any records regarding a person without that persons consent. You do not have my consent. You may have my consent to hold only the following explicit information as stated below, and none other information. A copy of this notification alone should acceptably suffice.
first line of address / postcode : EXEMPT FROM FURTHER CONTACT
If you should ever have any justifiable reason to contact me then you may do so by agreed arrangement of prior written confirmation at the following rates;
date
FAO:
Head of Revenue Management
BBC TV Licensing
1st Floor, The Lighthouse
BBC White City
201 Wood Lane
London
W12 7TQ
RE: first line of address / postcode (or REF number)
To TV License company,
Further to my previous correspondence of ‘nearly two years ago’ which you have ignored by continuing to send me notification;
I do not, to quote your letters; ‘watch programmes on any device, as they’re being shown on TV’ as I have no intention to be programmed. I do not ever intend to change this situation.
Also it is a criminal offense in respect of the Data Protection Act1988 to hold any records regarding a person without that persons consent. You do not have my consent. You may have my consent to hold only the following explicit information as stated below, and none other information. A copy of this notification alone should acceptably suffice.
first line of address / postcode : EXEMPT FROM FURTHER CONTACT
If you should ever have any justifiable reason to contact me then you may do so by agreed arrangement of prior written confirmation at the following rates;
Fee Schedule:
£500 per letter elicited
£1000 per appearance, per hour or part thereof
in legal and/or natural person
£10,000 for my acting on any order
Please be aware that ringing my doorbell constitutes an appearance in person. As a gesture of good will you will not be invoiced for this correspondence dated 6.6.15 despite it being unnecessary re-affirmation of previous correspondence.
Any contact from you which falls outside of the listed fee schedule may initiate legal action under the Protection from Harassment Act 1997 and/or relevant contemporary equivalent.
Thank you
The Legal Occupier, first line of address
Without ill will, frivolity or vexation.
£500 per letter elicited
£1000 per appearance, per hour or part thereof
in legal and/or natural person
£10,000 for my acting on any order
Please be aware that ringing my doorbell constitutes an appearance in person. As a gesture of good will you will not be invoiced for this correspondence dated 6.6.15 despite it being unnecessary re-affirmation of previous correspondence.
Any contact from you which falls outside of the listed fee schedule may initiate legal action under the Protection from Harassment Act 1997 and/or relevant contemporary equivalent.
Thank you
The Legal Occupier, first line of address
Without ill will, frivolity or vexation.
Friday, 5 June 2015
Illuminatii Scrapbook Pt1
Illuminatii Scrapbook pt1
There is sufficient energy to maintain base level continuity, although the components dirge along without much change over time. To change over time requires a catalyst.
We observe this as;
1 movement which elevates the base components toward;
2 peak which re-structures the arrangement of the base level components by giving them form.
A peak is a distilled focus force elevated beyond its energy surge in a particular direction.
To peak and to maintain that peak requires energy being fed into the alignment by the component.
The peak level can be maintained for only so long as the base level components can sufficiently hold that form.
When a peak level drains the components beyond their ability to maintain the stable form of that peak level, the structure crashes.
Observation of this over time has revealed;
3 What catalyses the surge motion? That energy which comes through at a particular time in history, now rather than before or later. It is geophysic governed by solar electromagnetics; the geophysics is metaphoric for spiritual given that we are ourselves bio-electromagnetic organisms which by evolution have achieved access to some degree of higher perception.
We picture the above structure as a pyramid. The base level components on the bottom tier, the structure on the next tier, the foci at the apex.
What we do not very often depict in this is the original surge, a sub-sonic / sub terrain energy flow which comes through and affects the whole. This is item 3. It is a thing we identify with the subconscious (both the individual and collective subconscious) because it is not something we can liminally perceive until after it has begun to make form (2A) and distilled into an apex (2B).
1 the soil, 2A the system / the tree, 2B the peak, 3 the sub-current, 4 the fruit.
The sub-current has tides, the energy surges develop over time. It takes a long time to measure these things, to build up and establish a historic record for comparison so as to be able to determine what this evolutionary energy is and what it is doing. We currently have the benefit of several thousand years of history, both the official records show ‘the winner writes the histories and writes themselves as the good guy role and those they have crushed as the bad guy role’ level of dogma and perversion, along with the natural history which can be established by seeing the whole for what it is.
Tyrants typically do not accept nor study the existence of 3 the sub-current, they see 2B as the ultimate goal rather than a stage of a process while controlling and exploiting both 2A the system and 4 the fruit. Tyrants seek to maintain the peak despite natural progress and at the cost of exploiting the structure supporting them beyond its capacity to be maintained. As they require more energy they leech the structure beyond its ability to sustain. The more energy is leeched from the soil, the more cataclysmic a catalyst is required to re-energise that soil, which can come only from the sub-tide. History repeatedly reveals this lesson. Tyranny is both non-sustainable and loathed.
The terminology used here is as close an accurate proximation I can get at this time in history using the formal language. There is confusion inherent within it which I am aware of. The use of the word ‘sub’ which has two meanings might later lead to confusion. The following is an attempt to alleviate that:
Sub means beneath. I use the word sub-tide to describe a flow of energy akin to geo-energy on a spiritual plane over time, the electromagnetic flow from the sun. I do not use the word sub to mean subordinate. It is actually the driving energy for the whole system yet it was historically vastly beyond our power to do much with other than observe over time and become increasingly aware of (which is why tyrants ignore it). This has now changed because we can now identify this energy in more scientific and spiritual terms than our history which deifies aspects an forms of it. We can attune to it as resonant and harmonic energy spectrum. We can therefore map it, the transition over time is a gradual increase in frequency which manifests as whole cultures.
And more; we can identify very stable, high and balanced frequencies from it which we can ourselves attune to individually and culturally as a natural part of our evolution and as a part of the upshift of a culture. Different cultures in the past have achieved this although many of them have fallen, they come also with an awareness that ‘no form of energy ceases; it transmutes’ and therefore the aware souls transmigrate to wherever they require to be elsewhere in the history. So that despite civilisations coming and going, achieving peaks and declining; the same ones who attune to specific spectrum awaken and continue their paths over many lifetimes.
We are all caught in the flow of the highest frequency individuals whose wake steers our own. We flow spiraling around that focus until we lose enough confusion and become pure enough to join into as one with that flow. When we do so, ego dissolves and we are free to flow faster. At the highest speed, we flow so fast as to break through the barrier we perceive as the fastest edge of time, as light-speed. Once we have become focused enough to join with the surge which can transcend light-speed we enter an entirely different set of physics to that which we are familiar with in the material density. Time=Mass.
The elements of the surge penetrate the barrier of the veil and go elsewhere, into faster dimensions. From here, we call those dimensions the Imaginal Realms. On our approach, mystics call that the Magickal Universe, where the dream and the material worlds overlap and miracles occur which breach conventional paradigms such as sciences and religions. Ultimately the Imaginal Realms are accessible by all dreamers, they exist independently of us once having gathered sufficient energy to become self-sustaining. The more energy they gather, the denser they become and the more solidly they manifest. They become real environments which transmigrant souls can reincarnate into.
Currently humanity is investing a lot of psychic energy into imagining and visualizing some of these imaginal realms as virtual reality environments. Previously these places were accessible to a limited number of dreamers through regular dreamtime. Now, a few of them in various incarnations exist as digital environments. They have come a step closer to being solid worlds - we can already visit them, even those of us who have never studied the shamanic art of dreaming. They are strengthened by the investment of human psychic energy into them from a wider number of individuals, the ‘soil’ level of human energy directed into a focus.
Much of this exploration is non-scientific, because todays sciences have not yet at time of writing achieved a level to verify this in layman’s terms; those few who properly understand holographic universe, quantum mechanics and such, have an overview to the relationship between human psychic energy and the manifestation of worlds in the development of reality. We are an active component in the machine. The machine reinvents itself depending upon the imaginations of its components. There will come a time when we attune raw elements of the perceived space and time around us into a new form; dissolving the world we see and replacing it with something else. By this manner we travel to other dimensions, physically. Although our technology is currently at a stage of development indicating this future, our spiritual level of comprehension of the whole is lacking, our abilities are lacking. They cannot be replaced by reliance on technology, it is that the technology shows us how to achieve the spiritual development. It does not replace the spiritual development. We have time to learn and we know that this natural progress is inevitable, for a few of us who can suspend the disbelief in the reality-model we have been programmed with by others who do not fully understand it. Instinct is everything. No form of energy ceases; it transmutes. Ask yourself, what type of energy are you?
You may be asking yourself, what does this have to do with science fiction?
So much of our energy is invested in diminishing returns. We know that the closest world to our own is uninhabitable. Solar winds destroy any survivable atmosphere before it has a chance to generate, so planting forests on Mars will be redundant. Space becomes more hostile the further away we get from beloved Earth. The colonists will be robots sending resources back to us, and some genetically adapted life-forms, squids with human brains in robot suits as depicted by the Daleks of Dr Who are better suited to space travel than are the human form perfected for living on Earth. It is faster and more cost effective to engineer a culture on Earth which develop spiritually enough to be able to transmigrate to the Dreamworlds, than it is to send us to another desolate rock in a tin can. This is a factor which for many is a sad truth, and for many is a load of baloney because they are not yet ready to assimilate the profound level of spiritual information available to us, much less personally develop. Hence the necessity for a designer culture which is itself a focus group. There are archeological ruins all over this planet revealing evidence of historic groups who achieved just that. Many of the stone-carvings left by the Jaguar priests, a global spanning archaic secret society (egypt, aztec, cambodia, china, tibet, india etc) show precisely that while cultures of oral tradition and wood-craft (celts, american indians, countless others).
There will come a time when your immortal soul will recall its past-life origins as a singularity. It might not be in this lifetime. Until you can embrace this cosmology and integrate its teachings, life will make less sense to you. What is being done to planet Earth, the spiritualization through technology of a promising species. Many of our ancestors have already made the Leap and are guiding us there.
The next installation of this transmission will focus on the culture of Telempathic Communication with those living elsewhere along our timeline.
There is sufficient energy to maintain base level continuity, although the components dirge along without much change over time. To change over time requires a catalyst.
We observe this as;
1 movement which elevates the base components toward;
2 peak which re-structures the arrangement of the base level components by giving them form.
A peak is a distilled focus force elevated beyond its energy surge in a particular direction.
To peak and to maintain that peak requires energy being fed into the alignment by the component.
The peak level can be maintained for only so long as the base level components can sufficiently hold that form.
When a peak level drains the components beyond their ability to maintain the stable form of that peak level, the structure crashes.
Observation of this over time has revealed;
3 What catalyses the surge motion? That energy which comes through at a particular time in history, now rather than before or later. It is geophysic governed by solar electromagnetics; the geophysics is metaphoric for spiritual given that we are ourselves bio-electromagnetic organisms which by evolution have achieved access to some degree of higher perception.
We picture the above structure as a pyramid. The base level components on the bottom tier, the structure on the next tier, the foci at the apex.
What we do not very often depict in this is the original surge, a sub-sonic / sub terrain energy flow which comes through and affects the whole. This is item 3. It is a thing we identify with the subconscious (both the individual and collective subconscious) because it is not something we can liminally perceive until after it has begun to make form (2A) and distilled into an apex (2B).
1 the soil, 2A the system / the tree, 2B the peak, 3 the sub-current, 4 the fruit.
The sub-current has tides, the energy surges develop over time. It takes a long time to measure these things, to build up and establish a historic record for comparison so as to be able to determine what this evolutionary energy is and what it is doing. We currently have the benefit of several thousand years of history, both the official records show ‘the winner writes the histories and writes themselves as the good guy role and those they have crushed as the bad guy role’ level of dogma and perversion, along with the natural history which can be established by seeing the whole for what it is.
Tyrants typically do not accept nor study the existence of 3 the sub-current, they see 2B as the ultimate goal rather than a stage of a process while controlling and exploiting both 2A the system and 4 the fruit. Tyrants seek to maintain the peak despite natural progress and at the cost of exploiting the structure supporting them beyond its capacity to be maintained. As they require more energy they leech the structure beyond its ability to sustain. The more energy is leeched from the soil, the more cataclysmic a catalyst is required to re-energise that soil, which can come only from the sub-tide. History repeatedly reveals this lesson. Tyranny is both non-sustainable and loathed.
The terminology used here is as close an accurate proximation I can get at this time in history using the formal language. There is confusion inherent within it which I am aware of. The use of the word ‘sub’ which has two meanings might later lead to confusion. The following is an attempt to alleviate that:
Sub means beneath. I use the word sub-tide to describe a flow of energy akin to geo-energy on a spiritual plane over time, the electromagnetic flow from the sun. I do not use the word sub to mean subordinate. It is actually the driving energy for the whole system yet it was historically vastly beyond our power to do much with other than observe over time and become increasingly aware of (which is why tyrants ignore it). This has now changed because we can now identify this energy in more scientific and spiritual terms than our history which deifies aspects an forms of it. We can attune to it as resonant and harmonic energy spectrum. We can therefore map it, the transition over time is a gradual increase in frequency which manifests as whole cultures.
And more; we can identify very stable, high and balanced frequencies from it which we can ourselves attune to individually and culturally as a natural part of our evolution and as a part of the upshift of a culture. Different cultures in the past have achieved this although many of them have fallen, they come also with an awareness that ‘no form of energy ceases; it transmutes’ and therefore the aware souls transmigrate to wherever they require to be elsewhere in the history. So that despite civilisations coming and going, achieving peaks and declining; the same ones who attune to specific spectrum awaken and continue their paths over many lifetimes.
We are all caught in the flow of the highest frequency individuals whose wake steers our own. We flow spiraling around that focus until we lose enough confusion and become pure enough to join into as one with that flow. When we do so, ego dissolves and we are free to flow faster. At the highest speed, we flow so fast as to break through the barrier we perceive as the fastest edge of time, as light-speed. Once we have become focused enough to join with the surge which can transcend light-speed we enter an entirely different set of physics to that which we are familiar with in the material density. Time=Mass.
The elements of the surge penetrate the barrier of the veil and go elsewhere, into faster dimensions. From here, we call those dimensions the Imaginal Realms. On our approach, mystics call that the Magickal Universe, where the dream and the material worlds overlap and miracles occur which breach conventional paradigms such as sciences and religions. Ultimately the Imaginal Realms are accessible by all dreamers, they exist independently of us once having gathered sufficient energy to become self-sustaining. The more energy they gather, the denser they become and the more solidly they manifest. They become real environments which transmigrant souls can reincarnate into.
Currently humanity is investing a lot of psychic energy into imagining and visualizing some of these imaginal realms as virtual reality environments. Previously these places were accessible to a limited number of dreamers through regular dreamtime. Now, a few of them in various incarnations exist as digital environments. They have come a step closer to being solid worlds - we can already visit them, even those of us who have never studied the shamanic art of dreaming. They are strengthened by the investment of human psychic energy into them from a wider number of individuals, the ‘soil’ level of human energy directed into a focus.
Much of this exploration is non-scientific, because todays sciences have not yet at time of writing achieved a level to verify this in layman’s terms; those few who properly understand holographic universe, quantum mechanics and such, have an overview to the relationship between human psychic energy and the manifestation of worlds in the development of reality. We are an active component in the machine. The machine reinvents itself depending upon the imaginations of its components. There will come a time when we attune raw elements of the perceived space and time around us into a new form; dissolving the world we see and replacing it with something else. By this manner we travel to other dimensions, physically. Although our technology is currently at a stage of development indicating this future, our spiritual level of comprehension of the whole is lacking, our abilities are lacking. They cannot be replaced by reliance on technology, it is that the technology shows us how to achieve the spiritual development. It does not replace the spiritual development. We have time to learn and we know that this natural progress is inevitable, for a few of us who can suspend the disbelief in the reality-model we have been programmed with by others who do not fully understand it. Instinct is everything. No form of energy ceases; it transmutes. Ask yourself, what type of energy are you?
You may be asking yourself, what does this have to do with science fiction?
So much of our energy is invested in diminishing returns. We know that the closest world to our own is uninhabitable. Solar winds destroy any survivable atmosphere before it has a chance to generate, so planting forests on Mars will be redundant. Space becomes more hostile the further away we get from beloved Earth. The colonists will be robots sending resources back to us, and some genetically adapted life-forms, squids with human brains in robot suits as depicted by the Daleks of Dr Who are better suited to space travel than are the human form perfected for living on Earth. It is faster and more cost effective to engineer a culture on Earth which develop spiritually enough to be able to transmigrate to the Dreamworlds, than it is to send us to another desolate rock in a tin can. This is a factor which for many is a sad truth, and for many is a load of baloney because they are not yet ready to assimilate the profound level of spiritual information available to us, much less personally develop. Hence the necessity for a designer culture which is itself a focus group. There are archeological ruins all over this planet revealing evidence of historic groups who achieved just that. Many of the stone-carvings left by the Jaguar priests, a global spanning archaic secret society (egypt, aztec, cambodia, china, tibet, india etc) show precisely that while cultures of oral tradition and wood-craft (celts, american indians, countless others).
There will come a time when your immortal soul will recall its past-life origins as a singularity. It might not be in this lifetime. Until you can embrace this cosmology and integrate its teachings, life will make less sense to you. What is being done to planet Earth, the spiritualization through technology of a promising species. Many of our ancestors have already made the Leap and are guiding us there.
The next installation of this transmission will focus on the culture of Telempathic Communication with those living elsewhere along our timeline.
First Published in Bright Metallic magazine
Thursday, 4 June 2015
Harmony
Harmony
A spaced out guy on heroin asked me today to do him a big favour. Then he stared at me and said a name; “Martin”. I walked away because I want nothing to do with heroin addicts at all. I have never taken heroin myself and never intend to; as a counselor I have known them and decided that once a person takes heroin, they are written off. It is the only way to survive them.
A few hours later and I recall my friend in the last years of junior school. The teachers put us in groups in the assembly hall to do an experiment, posing our groups as politicians persuading the school to vote for us. We offered free sweets as well as free education, better food and longer playtimes, which was what the teachers were promoting by way of their expectations. Prompts earlier in the day had gotten us on track with this aptitude test.
As a child I was highly psychic, I could see clearly what the expectencies were, because they were goading us but it went further, I could pick words up out of their minds and when I spoke these words back to them, energy flowed successfully. I had observed this so much that I came to crucial point where I had next to learn what happens when the energy ceases flowing, to experience what life is like for most people who do not have the ability which my bloodline is known to - experimenting with the experimenters.
The spirits were guiding me and had explained that this was what was happening by the same method as the living teachers, who were basically organic robots because I found them easy to coerce into rewarding me with energy attention, the type of energy attention summarised by the word fondness toward me for playing their game almost mystically. It made them glow inside, a feel good response. And I was supposed to extend this outward to my peer group. Usually I did this naturally. At this time something subvert was sliding in and making me step aside from myself, perhaps the beginning of a split mind. A lot was going on in my mental development at that time, all of it ignored by the adults because they were too busy educating me, which I believe is another level of the mind splitting between natural response and programmed mental calculus.
There was a choice between Martin and myself which of us needed most to be the spokesperson, who would be better at it. The group feeling was that I should, but Martin also wanted to. So ultimately the decision was down to me and I was hesitating so Martin spoke up first. I was hesitating only because he was my friend and although at the time I had more confidence, I could see that he needed the popularity and confidence from winning this one more than I did myself; even though it would have helped me to grow also, I could feel that by my growing so much from this one exercise I would be at a league above my group of friends friends and would have to leave them behind in my development. So I chose to remain in the sideline and be the encouragement. Thirty years later and I can see it was a kind hearted mistake, that the best intentions are not always for the best and sometimes selfishness rather than selflessness is the right thing to do.
Most of the talk we our group were giving was points which I had raised as our suggestions or put the thoughts into the other kids minds so they could raise them as their own suggestions. All of which was conducive to the flow which was shaping up to be the right shape, the teacher emotionally and mentally fulfilled that we were ticking the right boxes because everyone was having a say and because what we were saying conformed to the shape of the exercise so perfectly.
I was aware that we were top group already we were far ahead of the other groups in our points to be raised, to the extent that spies from the other groups were listening to us and copying our decisions. The teachers were observing all of this and letting them do it, hurrying us up to finish on time whenever we were distracted by the other groups stealing our ideas instead of telling the other groups to come up with their own ideas.
When the time came to speak in front of the whole school, Martin mentioned about yada yada policies plus free sweets as an extra enticement. This was something we had added at the very last minute before Martin had been placed on the podium. It was interesting to note that the entire school were bored up until the point of free sweets being mentioned and then everyone gave us a lot of energy attention. I watched this like wind blowing over cornfields.
And then some bastard teacher from another group asked; would we also provide dental care for the damage our sweets were doing to everyones teeth? I felt our group taken aback because we had not discussed this. I knew the right thing to say would be that these are healthy sweets, no sugar in them, that they are fruit sweets and good for health. I could see Martin was not too savvy enough to go that far in his thinking, stumble. He thought about it and then decided that we were dealing with the big bad no here, and the concept of healthy sweets would be laughed at. None of us wanted to be laughed at. I tried to give him extra power to do the right thing, to feel that extra confidence that he could pull it off. He looked directly into the eyes of the teacher who had asked the question, the source of the big bad no, and he folded.
The whole room derailed from the positive attention-track of do-the-right-thing, mention healthy sweets; it was too complicated a response and the pressure was mounting fast. Suddenly the power of that sway went over to answering the question directly as a yes or no answer because that is the most which most of the people there were capable of thinking about at that precise moment. All of the teachers looking at the clock and thinking ‘answer yes or no, hurry up about it!’.
I was in Martin's head while he did his thought process of; ‘yes’ would be the right answer but we did not discuss that in the group and because we did not discuss that I cannot speak for the whole of the group without asking their advice first, also then the next question will be about how can we pay for that additional costs and I don’t know the answer for that either - so positive by emotion but mentally no because this is a mental exercise. Everyone in our group was panicking and it amplified between us, came into a peak in Martin's mind.
All of that thought wave or rather feeling out for the right path went through him while verbally Martin said “yer, yuh, yeah-rur - ah, no”. And everyone in the room groaned and I slapped my face into my palm which in retrospect did more damage to him than I had intended. But it was okay because a year later he became the boss character in our group because he was games-master in our dungeons and dragons sessions (it was advanced fighting fantasy the british version of D and D), so we gave him the importance he needed to feel. I could see all this in perspective at the time it was happening.
And then the next group repeated exactly what we had said. word for word - and added on top that they would also provide free dental care for the free sweets. They were not asked by the teacher about funding for that because the teacher was too busy cheering them on. And of course their group were voted in by the collective programmed consciousness of the entire school. Everyone hated us because the other groups teacher kept reminding the whole school that we were the group of kids who wanted to rot everyones teeth. Why that teacher was permitted to be a part of the rival team while no teachers were a part of our team I cannot answer.
I felt guilty because I should have shouted out ‘yes’ while Martin was dithering but by then I had been told to be quiet and the teacher on our team was using body language, leaned forward and used her hand to ward me down by lingering it over me and pressing down on the air, to prevent me from interrupting the discourse. It annoyed me then as much as it annoys me now as a memory.
This pattern has stuck with me throughout my whole life and today a heroin addict who was sitting on the street while I took pictures of a seagull ripping up a dead pigeon to eat, opened this memory up. By sharing it here I am sincerely hoping to do four things; heal myself, heal Martin, heal the heroin addict, and heal anyone else from making the same mistake. The lesson is;
even (and especially) if people are trying to manipulate you or pressure you into being silent.
Speak up for what is right because the butterfly effect ripples out and prevents people from turning to heroin. Staying quiet causes people to say no when they mean yes, causes mistakes to happen which over time and the decades become bigger mistakes because we did not put in enough positivity to cause the world to be better.
The group of kids who won that debate were the bully kids who went on to beat up on the brainy kids. They really did not deserve to win it. The teachers were out of touch with the way energy flow works. Adults have forgotten and have detached from how kids experience the world where they can feel the energy flowing and know the right thing to do but between that and talking in taught words, being educated; the connection turns into the opposite of what it should naturally have been.
We mourn humanity being detached from nature as a cause for the worlds ills and this memoir is precisely a lesson in how that process happens. Pressure and domination even so simply as a hand gesture, pressuring people to speak before they have thought things through or connected with their instincts and emotions to make a holistically sound decision, because the political games are a world away from doing the right thing.
The adults do not know harmony because they have no connection with it and it is so difficult to detox ourselves to return to that state of being. We are persecuted for being there in that state by the heartless controllers who are not, it happens so often that most of us give up and become like them simply to survive living amongst them. We forget that the friends around us are a part of us too and that our energies never stop; they only change and return to us later. We need to tend for those energies, take good care of them by letting them grow, nurturing them.
This is a true story, especially the supernatural bits.
A spaced out guy on heroin asked me today to do him a big favour. Then he stared at me and said a name; “Martin”. I walked away because I want nothing to do with heroin addicts at all. I have never taken heroin myself and never intend to; as a counselor I have known them and decided that once a person takes heroin, they are written off. It is the only way to survive them.
A few hours later and I recall my friend in the last years of junior school. The teachers put us in groups in the assembly hall to do an experiment, posing our groups as politicians persuading the school to vote for us. We offered free sweets as well as free education, better food and longer playtimes, which was what the teachers were promoting by way of their expectations. Prompts earlier in the day had gotten us on track with this aptitude test.
As a child I was highly psychic, I could see clearly what the expectencies were, because they were goading us but it went further, I could pick words up out of their minds and when I spoke these words back to them, energy flowed successfully. I had observed this so much that I came to crucial point where I had next to learn what happens when the energy ceases flowing, to experience what life is like for most people who do not have the ability which my bloodline is known to - experimenting with the experimenters.
The spirits were guiding me and had explained that this was what was happening by the same method as the living teachers, who were basically organic robots because I found them easy to coerce into rewarding me with energy attention, the type of energy attention summarised by the word fondness toward me for playing their game almost mystically. It made them glow inside, a feel good response. And I was supposed to extend this outward to my peer group. Usually I did this naturally. At this time something subvert was sliding in and making me step aside from myself, perhaps the beginning of a split mind. A lot was going on in my mental development at that time, all of it ignored by the adults because they were too busy educating me, which I believe is another level of the mind splitting between natural response and programmed mental calculus.
There was a choice between Martin and myself which of us needed most to be the spokesperson, who would be better at it. The group feeling was that I should, but Martin also wanted to. So ultimately the decision was down to me and I was hesitating so Martin spoke up first. I was hesitating only because he was my friend and although at the time I had more confidence, I could see that he needed the popularity and confidence from winning this one more than I did myself; even though it would have helped me to grow also, I could feel that by my growing so much from this one exercise I would be at a league above my group of friends friends and would have to leave them behind in my development. So I chose to remain in the sideline and be the encouragement. Thirty years later and I can see it was a kind hearted mistake, that the best intentions are not always for the best and sometimes selfishness rather than selflessness is the right thing to do.
Most of the talk we our group were giving was points which I had raised as our suggestions or put the thoughts into the other kids minds so they could raise them as their own suggestions. All of which was conducive to the flow which was shaping up to be the right shape, the teacher emotionally and mentally fulfilled that we were ticking the right boxes because everyone was having a say and because what we were saying conformed to the shape of the exercise so perfectly.
I was aware that we were top group already we were far ahead of the other groups in our points to be raised, to the extent that spies from the other groups were listening to us and copying our decisions. The teachers were observing all of this and letting them do it, hurrying us up to finish on time whenever we were distracted by the other groups stealing our ideas instead of telling the other groups to come up with their own ideas.
When the time came to speak in front of the whole school, Martin mentioned about yada yada policies plus free sweets as an extra enticement. This was something we had added at the very last minute before Martin had been placed on the podium. It was interesting to note that the entire school were bored up until the point of free sweets being mentioned and then everyone gave us a lot of energy attention. I watched this like wind blowing over cornfields.
And then some bastard teacher from another group asked; would we also provide dental care for the damage our sweets were doing to everyones teeth? I felt our group taken aback because we had not discussed this. I knew the right thing to say would be that these are healthy sweets, no sugar in them, that they are fruit sweets and good for health. I could see Martin was not too savvy enough to go that far in his thinking, stumble. He thought about it and then decided that we were dealing with the big bad no here, and the concept of healthy sweets would be laughed at. None of us wanted to be laughed at. I tried to give him extra power to do the right thing, to feel that extra confidence that he could pull it off. He looked directly into the eyes of the teacher who had asked the question, the source of the big bad no, and he folded.
The whole room derailed from the positive attention-track of do-the-right-thing, mention healthy sweets; it was too complicated a response and the pressure was mounting fast. Suddenly the power of that sway went over to answering the question directly as a yes or no answer because that is the most which most of the people there were capable of thinking about at that precise moment. All of the teachers looking at the clock and thinking ‘answer yes or no, hurry up about it!’.
I was in Martin's head while he did his thought process of; ‘yes’ would be the right answer but we did not discuss that in the group and because we did not discuss that I cannot speak for the whole of the group without asking their advice first, also then the next question will be about how can we pay for that additional costs and I don’t know the answer for that either - so positive by emotion but mentally no because this is a mental exercise. Everyone in our group was panicking and it amplified between us, came into a peak in Martin's mind.
All of that thought wave or rather feeling out for the right path went through him while verbally Martin said “yer, yuh, yeah-rur - ah, no”. And everyone in the room groaned and I slapped my face into my palm which in retrospect did more damage to him than I had intended. But it was okay because a year later he became the boss character in our group because he was games-master in our dungeons and dragons sessions (it was advanced fighting fantasy the british version of D and D), so we gave him the importance he needed to feel. I could see all this in perspective at the time it was happening.
And then the next group repeated exactly what we had said. word for word - and added on top that they would also provide free dental care for the free sweets. They were not asked by the teacher about funding for that because the teacher was too busy cheering them on. And of course their group were voted in by the collective programmed consciousness of the entire school. Everyone hated us because the other groups teacher kept reminding the whole school that we were the group of kids who wanted to rot everyones teeth. Why that teacher was permitted to be a part of the rival team while no teachers were a part of our team I cannot answer.
I felt guilty because I should have shouted out ‘yes’ while Martin was dithering but by then I had been told to be quiet and the teacher on our team was using body language, leaned forward and used her hand to ward me down by lingering it over me and pressing down on the air, to prevent me from interrupting the discourse. It annoyed me then as much as it annoys me now as a memory.
This pattern has stuck with me throughout my whole life and today a heroin addict who was sitting on the street while I took pictures of a seagull ripping up a dead pigeon to eat, opened this memory up. By sharing it here I am sincerely hoping to do four things; heal myself, heal Martin, heal the heroin addict, and heal anyone else from making the same mistake. The lesson is;
speak up for what is right
Speak up for what is right because the butterfly effect ripples out and prevents people from turning to heroin. Staying quiet causes people to say no when they mean yes, causes mistakes to happen which over time and the decades become bigger mistakes because we did not put in enough positivity to cause the world to be better.
The group of kids who won that debate were the bully kids who went on to beat up on the brainy kids. They really did not deserve to win it. The teachers were out of touch with the way energy flow works. Adults have forgotten and have detached from how kids experience the world where they can feel the energy flowing and know the right thing to do but between that and talking in taught words, being educated; the connection turns into the opposite of what it should naturally have been.
We mourn humanity being detached from nature as a cause for the worlds ills and this memoir is precisely a lesson in how that process happens. Pressure and domination even so simply as a hand gesture, pressuring people to speak before they have thought things through or connected with their instincts and emotions to make a holistically sound decision, because the political games are a world away from doing the right thing.
The adults do not know harmony because they have no connection with it and it is so difficult to detox ourselves to return to that state of being. We are persecuted for being there in that state by the heartless controllers who are not, it happens so often that most of us give up and become like them simply to survive living amongst them. We forget that the friends around us are a part of us too and that our energies never stop; they only change and return to us later. We need to tend for those energies, take good care of them by letting them grow, nurturing them.
This is a true story, especially the supernatural bits.
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Tuesday, 24 March 2015
Short Cyber Essay
Reaching Out For That From Which We Escape
It is not about what "cyber" means to us, but what it means to different individual people.
I feel that 'cyber' is too big and complicated an entity to express within the limitations of our previous projects. I do not feel about it now, as so many people did in the 1980s - the allure of tomorrows technology mixed with dystopic social and physical environment is not the same as contemporary outlook and designs, which are either retro or are looking progressively toward the future, holistically.
A cultural tradition has formed, as follows.
It is best presented as the original 1980s Transformers comics did it and then later the Terminator movies.
1) These are the Robots, see how they shine. They are useful to Humans.
2) These are the Robots that can think. They are dangerous to Humans, even the useful ones.
3) These are the Level 1 Cyborgs: Humans who have integrated with the Robots *to control them.
4) These are the Level 2 Cyborgs: Humans who have integrated with Robots *which control them. Quicksilver in human form.
5) These are the Human Zombies who have been organically re-programmed by computerized mind control to serve machine intelligence.
6) These are the Last True Humans who reject technological intervention into their lives and exist primitively.
Silver vs Red
We are currently existing in a culture where all these groups co-exist and influence each other.
The Human Debate is precisely this: How much does 6) influence 4) ?
Of these groups, 'cyber' is best described as;
A) sleek aesthetic design styles within groups 1, 2, 3,
B) group 4. It must be noted that group 4 has no requirement for Humans, thus is an antithesis of group 6.
The concept of Robots emerge from the Age of Reason which focuses exclusively on only one particular function of the Mind as calculus. It must be noted that a Thinking Machine (Turing, Babbage) is not the same as an Instinct Machine, an Emotion Machine, an Imagination Machine, a living Soul. Outside of fiction we currently have developed very little concept for any of these (other than to be programmed as group 5 citizens by machines). Biological Needs and Desires form two more Human interest categories outside of Machine scope which we do have many versatile time and resource consuming interchanges.
As our genetic research is advancing rapidly it must now be decided whether an additional group is relevant;
7) genetically altered designer Humans
or whether this group, because it necessitates digital technology which makes it possible, is another facet of groups 3, 4, 5 even where this includes those designed to be specialist at levels beyond the scope of machine intelligence.
Saxophone and Green
Throughout the Age of Reason emerged an ideology of the Noble Savage (group 6) which epitomizes the Human qualities of Instinct, Emotion, Imagination and Soul as liberated from technological cultural development represented by industrialization emerging in ubiquitous machine cohesion.
The ultimate end products of this development are multi-cultures continuing to comprise of fuller ecologies expressing each of the groups and fusions where cyber is integrated into neo-primitive lifestyles that we may experience the best of all worlds in ways which help us feel safe; thus liberation from overcoming fear. What such an environment is to experience is where todays futurists should be focused.
It is not about what "cyber" means to us, but what it means to different individual people.
I feel that 'cyber' is too big and complicated an entity to express within the limitations of our previous projects. I do not feel about it now, as so many people did in the 1980s - the allure of tomorrows technology mixed with dystopic social and physical environment is not the same as contemporary outlook and designs, which are either retro or are looking progressively toward the future, holistically.
A cultural tradition has formed, as follows.
It is best presented as the original 1980s Transformers comics did it and then later the Terminator movies.
1) These are the Robots, see how they shine. They are useful to Humans.
2) These are the Robots that can think. They are dangerous to Humans, even the useful ones.
3) These are the Level 1 Cyborgs: Humans who have integrated with the Robots *to control them.
4) These are the Level 2 Cyborgs: Humans who have integrated with Robots *which control them. Quicksilver in human form.
5) These are the Human Zombies who have been organically re-programmed by computerized mind control to serve machine intelligence.
6) These are the Last True Humans who reject technological intervention into their lives and exist primitively.
Silver vs Red
We are currently existing in a culture where all these groups co-exist and influence each other.
The Human Debate is precisely this: How much does 6) influence 4) ?
Of these groups, 'cyber' is best described as;
A) sleek aesthetic design styles within groups 1, 2, 3,
B) group 4. It must be noted that group 4 has no requirement for Humans, thus is an antithesis of group 6.
The concept of Robots emerge from the Age of Reason which focuses exclusively on only one particular function of the Mind as calculus. It must be noted that a Thinking Machine (Turing, Babbage) is not the same as an Instinct Machine, an Emotion Machine, an Imagination Machine, a living Soul. Outside of fiction we currently have developed very little concept for any of these (other than to be programmed as group 5 citizens by machines). Biological Needs and Desires form two more Human interest categories outside of Machine scope which we do have many versatile time and resource consuming interchanges.
As our genetic research is advancing rapidly it must now be decided whether an additional group is relevant;
7) genetically altered designer Humans
or whether this group, because it necessitates digital technology which makes it possible, is another facet of groups 3, 4, 5 even where this includes those designed to be specialist at levels beyond the scope of machine intelligence.
Saxophone and Green
Throughout the Age of Reason emerged an ideology of the Noble Savage (group 6) which epitomizes the Human qualities of Instinct, Emotion, Imagination and Soul as liberated from technological cultural development represented by industrialization emerging in ubiquitous machine cohesion.
The ultimate end products of this development are multi-cultures continuing to comprise of fuller ecologies expressing each of the groups and fusions where cyber is integrated into neo-primitive lifestyles that we may experience the best of all worlds in ways which help us feel safe; thus liberation from overcoming fear. What such an environment is to experience is where todays futurists should be focused.
Friday, 13 March 2015
HatingTheHealer
Hating The Healer
She advised: "They both hate him."
"Why?" I asked.
"Ask them. Ask him. See what they say. If you want to stir it all up by poking your nose into other peoples histories."
I asked him first because it was more practical to do so.
He explained: "The first two words; they hate. That answers the whole story. They are haters. They will find reasons to justify it and pin it onto whatever target happens by. In this case, myself. The particulars, the details, pale into insignificance once you have this understanding. They get along and are united by their common emotional-mental normality of hating. It is likely that because i am different, outside of their shared and reinforced version of normality, is the only justification necessary as to why they chose me as a target for the hate."
I accepted his insight and asked: "You yourself, do not hate?"
"Do you mean by this question, do i have a lack of hate for the people who hate me, or in general terms that i feel no anger? Anger turns inward even when we express it outwardly. I do get angry sometimes yes, that is normal human biology at work. I do not harbour resentment even toward those who actively hate me. What i feel for them is closer to pity if anything. I generally avoid them and give them little attention. It is healthier to focus on more positive endeavors."
After a moment of contemplation, I asked: "Can the hate be cured?"
He explained that in the discipline of kundalini yoga which he studies, it is described that the base chakra is to do with both anger and sexuality and therefore there is a strong relationship between the two, it is probable that sexuality is naturally intended to alleviate anger. We are designed to function this way, physically-emotionally-mentally. The hate comes from the energy channelling through anger instead of it being re-routed positively by sexuality.
"Having chosen myself as their target for anger, it is a rational assumption they have both chosen me as somebody who they need to alleviate their anger. And yet the inhibitions involved (which are many and from many sources) prevent that event from becoming an actuality. Chakra energy is magnetic, it flows like electricity, like water. Until the sexual energy subsides, the hate will remain. Perhaps in time it will fade. Hopefully other people will come along and redirect their attention. Certainly to initiate hate-sex as a healing is not something I have any intention of becoming involved in. I believe that subconsciously this is also a justification for why they hate me. To Westerners it is a Freudian analysis although the concept is primal, is to be found throughout many cultures. The hate manifests into communication form of insulting me that 'all i think about is sex' and this gives further excuse for hate. I am not suggesting a desire to become sexually involved with these people. Merely stating how the analysis works based on the lore of kundalini teachings. It is a relatively new thing to Western consciousness."
I asked the women individually why they hate him. They both used the same phrases which to my awareness means that they both had colaborated about it and decided between them on a frame of reference. "He is too stubborn to take any advice," and "He is repressive."
I asked: "In what way repressive?"
"Controlling. There is his superior way of doing it which is impossible to know, and then there is wrong."
"Does his way work better?"
"I dont know I never tried it," and "Only if you are a monk."
I shared all of the above with all of the people concerned. He laughed and the women bitched about him for being sexist and obsessed with sex. The woman who had warned me not to get involved in the first place told me that I should not have gotten involved in the first place. I asked her, did she mean involved with a guy like that or involved with the whole situation? She explained that I am unsettling an uneasy peace. I asked if she has feelings for our ascetic friend. She returned the question by asking me if I am setting myself up as her rival or as her ally. I told her an ally. To which she answered that I am a lucky girl to be one of his students and wished me luck with the others.
Disclaimer: The 'ex-sex partners of snakeappletree support network' is now officially closed.
COPYRIGHT 2015
She advised: "They both hate him."
"Why?" I asked.
"Ask them. Ask him. See what they say. If you want to stir it all up by poking your nose into other peoples histories."
I asked him first because it was more practical to do so.
He explained: "The first two words; they hate. That answers the whole story. They are haters. They will find reasons to justify it and pin it onto whatever target happens by. In this case, myself. The particulars, the details, pale into insignificance once you have this understanding. They get along and are united by their common emotional-mental normality of hating. It is likely that because i am different, outside of their shared and reinforced version of normality, is the only justification necessary as to why they chose me as a target for the hate."
I accepted his insight and asked: "You yourself, do not hate?"
"Do you mean by this question, do i have a lack of hate for the people who hate me, or in general terms that i feel no anger? Anger turns inward even when we express it outwardly. I do get angry sometimes yes, that is normal human biology at work. I do not harbour resentment even toward those who actively hate me. What i feel for them is closer to pity if anything. I generally avoid them and give them little attention. It is healthier to focus on more positive endeavors."
After a moment of contemplation, I asked: "Can the hate be cured?"
He explained that in the discipline of kundalini yoga which he studies, it is described that the base chakra is to do with both anger and sexuality and therefore there is a strong relationship between the two, it is probable that sexuality is naturally intended to alleviate anger. We are designed to function this way, physically-emotionally-mentally. The hate comes from the energy channelling through anger instead of it being re-routed positively by sexuality.
"Having chosen myself as their target for anger, it is a rational assumption they have both chosen me as somebody who they need to alleviate their anger. And yet the inhibitions involved (which are many and from many sources) prevent that event from becoming an actuality. Chakra energy is magnetic, it flows like electricity, like water. Until the sexual energy subsides, the hate will remain. Perhaps in time it will fade. Hopefully other people will come along and redirect their attention. Certainly to initiate hate-sex as a healing is not something I have any intention of becoming involved in. I believe that subconsciously this is also a justification for why they hate me. To Westerners it is a Freudian analysis although the concept is primal, is to be found throughout many cultures. The hate manifests into communication form of insulting me that 'all i think about is sex' and this gives further excuse for hate. I am not suggesting a desire to become sexually involved with these people. Merely stating how the analysis works based on the lore of kundalini teachings. It is a relatively new thing to Western consciousness."
I asked the women individually why they hate him. They both used the same phrases which to my awareness means that they both had colaborated about it and decided between them on a frame of reference. "He is too stubborn to take any advice," and "He is repressive."
I asked: "In what way repressive?"
"Controlling. There is his superior way of doing it which is impossible to know, and then there is wrong."
"Does his way work better?"
"I dont know I never tried it," and "Only if you are a monk."
I shared all of the above with all of the people concerned. He laughed and the women bitched about him for being sexist and obsessed with sex. The woman who had warned me not to get involved in the first place told me that I should not have gotten involved in the first place. I asked her, did she mean involved with a guy like that or involved with the whole situation? She explained that I am unsettling an uneasy peace. I asked if she has feelings for our ascetic friend. She returned the question by asking me if I am setting myself up as her rival or as her ally. I told her an ally. To which she answered that I am a lucky girl to be one of his students and wished me luck with the others.
Disclaimer: The 'ex-sex partners of snakeappletree support network' is now officially closed.
COPYRIGHT 2015
Thursday, 26 February 2015
immortal society pt2
Immortal Society pt2
Her eyes glowed outward, petal layers of indigo, cyan, violet; purple flowers.
I see this in the grain of the particles our environment consists of. I see this because I have been there to a consciousness sleeker than visual perception permits. In dream and the gap between dream and waking, taking the powers of one through to the other; the dream become time-mass, the dimension of time-mass become the dreaming. Always have I known this to be my task, my nature, my purpose. Through infinite lifetimes I am Gate and Guardian of this Gate.
On another occasion as we embraced, and later talking about that event we both described an experience of the same thing; between us, together, we have the focus and purity, the nervy to make it happen, to bring our dreaming through. Because we are each pure enough, true to our own true nature, honest enough to access Truth which is required to develop the necessary awareness and ability. It is why Truth is so important and mystics revere it so much we dedicate our lives to it. “What we See is what we Sey.” The Sey spelled this way it means the world manifest of our speech. A Leyline in the physical world, a Seyline in the spoken. This is indigenous Shamanism from cultures around the world. There are multicultural temples to it, temples of stone, song and perception. The Sight and Truth are the same thing, in the way that Time and Mass are the same thing, cannot have one without the other.
On the occasion we embraced I saw her wings spread out behind her back because my heart was pouring through my chest and into her, our central chakra becoming now; while her heart flow in perfect balance with my own energised my visual ability which is how I am configured most of the time, to See, to See with a Y both sides and all around a thing in multi-dimension. We are multidimensional entities and by staying open to that wave we bring it through and live it. I saw her wings even with my eyes closed because the grain of electromagnetic energy which describes our form tells the particles where to flow, what shape to take. This material body is a thing which we wear while we are in mass-time; our configuration when balanced properly connects to our truer multidimensional self outside of mass-time. The flowing of our soul takes our true form and i saw her wings just as I saw her eyes, those of sorceress.
These skills and this connection to Self requires many lifetimes to develop. We have patience for we are immortal: ‘no form of energy stops; it transmutes’. And we have been doing this for a long time. Fortunate to meet up again in this lifetime here and to flow in Love. It is because we have trust, that the simple law of energy is that it flows toward its perfect balance, flows eternally until it meets and merges with its perfect balance in perfect harmony. It flows through many forms to do what it has to do and then releases back toward its own true nature.
When we leave this density, we go elsewhere; to a density more fitting for our purpose and whatever we are at that time. This is what is happening in the Dreaming and its process is that of the Songlines. What people call the Spirit world is the parts of it which exist outside of time-mass as we experience it here. Whatever density seems most real to us, that is what we are drawn to and what we experience, manifest around us. All of it is within the Dreaming.
Her eyes glowed outward, petal layers of indigo, cyan, violet; purple flowers.
I see this in the grain of the particles our environment consists of. I see this because I have been there to a consciousness sleeker than visual perception permits. In dream and the gap between dream and waking, taking the powers of one through to the other; the dream become time-mass, the dimension of time-mass become the dreaming. Always have I known this to be my task, my nature, my purpose. Through infinite lifetimes I am Gate and Guardian of this Gate.
On another occasion as we embraced, and later talking about that event we both described an experience of the same thing; between us, together, we have the focus and purity, the nervy to make it happen, to bring our dreaming through. Because we are each pure enough, true to our own true nature, honest enough to access Truth which is required to develop the necessary awareness and ability. It is why Truth is so important and mystics revere it so much we dedicate our lives to it. “What we See is what we Sey.” The Sey spelled this way it means the world manifest of our speech. A Leyline in the physical world, a Seyline in the spoken. This is indigenous Shamanism from cultures around the world. There are multicultural temples to it, temples of stone, song and perception. The Sight and Truth are the same thing, in the way that Time and Mass are the same thing, cannot have one without the other.
On the occasion we embraced I saw her wings spread out behind her back because my heart was pouring through my chest and into her, our central chakra becoming now; while her heart flow in perfect balance with my own energised my visual ability which is how I am configured most of the time, to See, to See with a Y both sides and all around a thing in multi-dimension. We are multidimensional entities and by staying open to that wave we bring it through and live it. I saw her wings even with my eyes closed because the grain of electromagnetic energy which describes our form tells the particles where to flow, what shape to take. This material body is a thing which we wear while we are in mass-time; our configuration when balanced properly connects to our truer multidimensional self outside of mass-time. The flowing of our soul takes our true form and i saw her wings just as I saw her eyes, those of sorceress.
These skills and this connection to Self requires many lifetimes to develop. We have patience for we are immortal: ‘no form of energy stops; it transmutes’. And we have been doing this for a long time. Fortunate to meet up again in this lifetime here and to flow in Love. It is because we have trust, that the simple law of energy is that it flows toward its perfect balance, flows eternally until it meets and merges with its perfect balance in perfect harmony. It flows through many forms to do what it has to do and then releases back toward its own true nature.
When we leave this density, we go elsewhere; to a density more fitting for our purpose and whatever we are at that time. This is what is happening in the Dreaming and its process is that of the Songlines. What people call the Spirit world is the parts of it which exist outside of time-mass as we experience it here. Whatever density seems most real to us, that is what we are drawn to and what we experience, manifest around us. All of it is within the Dreaming.
When we see peoples true form rather than the dense material shape of the bodies, as an overlay akin to augmented reality where holographs are projected onto the physical world; this is what the Dreamtime Shamen (Manaya) describe as and call Sixth Age consciousness. Currently planet Earth as a mass-time entity is entering into its 5th Age. The Manaya are timeless.
Tuesday, 24 February 2015
CultureAndColony
Culture and Colony
We went up there to the high frozen north. Some went on and we thought them crazy, suicidal, those lands are impossible to survive. Some went back, most went back. We stabilized up there and our kids took our culture back to the lands we had travelled through, integrating with others who had settled on the way.
The frozen north gave us no time to mess about, minimalism happened. The bleak lifestyle was harsh, so we knew the elements, heat and cold, we knew the life things, water, animals. We relied on the catalyst of these spirits, to survive. We drummed, we told stories to keep our spirit alive and they are stories of how we survived and of the spirits which helped us. A white winter landscape does everything to change the soul yet is uninspiring for poetry, only the forlorn secret poetry, the long study that takes winters to know and to appreciate because we cannot tame all that. Cannot pass shivering information to kids, they need bright and colourful. They need not know the chattering concerns of spirits and sight developed as we age, they need optimism and preperation for the things which will concern them. The importance of making connections between all things, the weave that nothing is wasted. Animal skin and animal fat, animal meat and animal spirit. Fire, ice. Nothing else up here in the north. The northing and the thorning cold.
As we bred and expanded we needed more resources than these lands can provide. The returning ones in the less frozen lands we came through have plants, make wood carvings, have more room for diversity. Our winter-catalysed blueprint on them expands to include more developed culture. As we settle, no longer explorers, into a place better fitted for human life, the weave and the stories are carved and remembered through a few generations, tales of the elder days fuel our imaginations. Artifacts take on life of their own and become their own spirits in the same way the elements became spirits. Our awareness of the spirits of these things existing independantly of our awareness grows stronger. The new generation of spirits made by the elders and a desire to make yet further new ones more appropriate to our now lifestyle. This distills into a culture, a pantheon of stories we all identify with, we all know. In part histories, in part mythologies. This is set into a naturally developed form. This is taken by those specializing in recognizing it and expands further back toward the other cultures forming around us, trade cultures and so through the stories of those cultures and our own interchange, common ground is founded, stories so bright by their brilliance we respect them despite their evidently being from such a different and established cultural traditions with different references than our own. Different spirits, exotic elements. We teach our kids flavours of places far away by remembering the travellers tales. Good stories hold their elements well.
We make peace and we make war. Love and Anger. The children born into war make peace with our enemies and our long time trade allies betray us. Our edges are defined thus, by borders geographic, by borders emotional, mental; social. Where the elements are impenetrable and cannot be worked around, we accept defeat at this time, continuing questioning, will it thaw, will it soften, will it yield.
Stories return to us in a form we can accept from other worlds. How the harshness of space has changed those who left this planet. How the other worlds where our descendants make home are changing them. For cultural gestation to be done properly and with respect of, awareness of, have learned from the lessons of the past, we do not migrate our warlike nature there wholesale. We do not want macdonalds on the moon, we do not want the corporate bank of saturn nor even the royal monarchs of mars. We want our colonists to have every chance to become what we feel they should, and can, if given the chance. We give them that chance; a life-raft and autonomy from the outset because they need it, deserve it. Without the full, true spirit of pioneering, they will lack the drive necessary to survive beyond mere consumer estate reliant on imported necessities.
It is the next wave who will travel there on a beam wearing the dogma of earth cultures and infect them with our own progress, a wave that has been assimilated by transumanism and all share the same google-brain hive-mind telepathic database programmed acceptance and happiness, which is necessary on earth to avoid the war of global apocalypse, which is necessary to transit planet earth from capitalism based global monoculture to a more humane and artistically led community. Because a part of earths nature is primal and aggression, as much as its life is symbiotic and creative.
Meanwhile the colonists have become their own small nation, teaching us of their discoveries, of their elements, feelings and thoughts. From a different gravity well comes different synaptic connections, different perceptual connections. Poems teaching insights no earthling to use the derogatory term, terran to use the transhumanism term; could ever have come up with. We do not have that colour in our skies, that texture in our lives. The spirits of the new worlds are something new for us to experience and be affected by.
This has already began. The public on earth are not informed of it because we are not ready to accept it as a reality. In its early days the colonisation of the other worlds, even the technologies that made it possible, were so enshrouded in secrecy and necessarily so, that several generation later we are questioning if they really exist; should the question not be whether we are ready to be informed? You who reads this assumes it to be science fiction because it is mentally safer for you to do so, it is more normal and acceptable for you to do so, to ignore the actual evidence because of the mainstream order of the day. It is designed thus.
This is how the telepaths of other worlds get the message through to you, we use the minds of your creatives to share the knowledge. Our moons configure our minds in just such a way as it is possible to do this, it is different for you on planet earth where instead you have vast rainforests and oceans, the beauty of your planet.
We hope that you can stop the destruction of those things.
We hope you can accept that you as an individual are directly having a consequence on the destruction of those things.
We hope that you can accept, even if you do not save your world from ecological collapse because you destroyed it with your inability to rethink your life and society, return to permacultural ways of pioneering colonists instead of reliance on convenience consumer culture; that you can accept humanity has at least continued on other worlds even without your direct awareness.
You cannot travel to the stars to bring toxins to other planets.
But you can begin to heal your own, right now as soon as you finish reading this.
And if you will not heal your planet, perhaps you will do what you can to heal some of the people around you.
This is the message from the stars.
Copyright 2015
Monday, 23 February 2015
cultural development
Our
civilization, is it that great? Do we strive to maintain it? We hope it
is progressive toward something better than what we have done with what
we inherited.
Tonight i have been thinking the following points:
-Cultural development is caught up in the economic system.
-Western economics are crashed because half its money has disappeared. Where?
-The only voice answering this specifically, says that the military scientists are on a technological development curve which costs that much to continue.
Question: do we want that much resources going toward that specific purpose? Given what it does to the lives of the rest of us to be underfunded. (86% of worlds wealth owned by 1% of population etc)
Answer 1: even now, many of us have better education, hygiene and living standards than at many times in history. If you are reading this, it includes you.
Answer 2: define 'that specific purpose'; what exactly have they built which costs so much money?
The military technology spokesperson explained the problem they have is twofold: first, that they are so far advanced in what is possible to build than what the mainstream is educated into believing is possible, this is itself a problem. Second, the technology is as much spiritual as it is physical objects, and the same applies, mainstream is not apparently spiritual enough to be able to cope with what the technology is for. So answering that is not an easy answer. That is how far the technology has developed.
There is hope in this. That we might become spiritually advanced enough to benefit from the technology at some point, and that technology and spirituality from this planet is further ahead than many people are aware.
So day to day, our civilisation is not that great, but there are things happening outside of our lives which will eventually filter down into the lives of our children and their children and their childrens children, which are more advanced than what we are ready for.
By the time we accept this in ourselves, we will already be on the path toward being ready for such technology. This is the very first step from between here and there. Is that such a bad thing about our civilisation and how it is going? Transition should not be regressive it should be progressive toward that state.
Acceptance. It is one of the most powerful tools for spiritual progression we all have within us.
Tonight i have been thinking the following points:
-Cultural development is caught up in the economic system.
-Western economics are crashed because half its money has disappeared. Where?
-The only voice answering this specifically, says that the military scientists are on a technological development curve which costs that much to continue.
Question: do we want that much resources going toward that specific purpose? Given what it does to the lives of the rest of us to be underfunded. (86% of worlds wealth owned by 1% of population etc)
Answer 1: even now, many of us have better education, hygiene and living standards than at many times in history. If you are reading this, it includes you.
Answer 2: define 'that specific purpose'; what exactly have they built which costs so much money?
The military technology spokesperson explained the problem they have is twofold: first, that they are so far advanced in what is possible to build than what the mainstream is educated into believing is possible, this is itself a problem. Second, the technology is as much spiritual as it is physical objects, and the same applies, mainstream is not apparently spiritual enough to be able to cope with what the technology is for. So answering that is not an easy answer. That is how far the technology has developed.
There is hope in this. That we might become spiritually advanced enough to benefit from the technology at some point, and that technology and spirituality from this planet is further ahead than many people are aware.
So day to day, our civilisation is not that great, but there are things happening outside of our lives which will eventually filter down into the lives of our children and their children and their childrens children, which are more advanced than what we are ready for.
By the time we accept this in ourselves, we will already be on the path toward being ready for such technology. This is the very first step from between here and there. Is that such a bad thing about our civilisation and how it is going? Transition should not be regressive it should be progressive toward that state.
Acceptance. It is one of the most powerful tools for spiritual progression we all have within us.
immortal society
The invisible community, also known as the immortal society.
The ones who are meant to, do. Remember that. The spirit voice takes control of me when i enter the house and come into peace. It begins to write through me. I do not want to be the tool of the spirit voice and struggle to write my own words. It is trying to guide me mainly by advise but also in my learning through the experience of it happening. It used the word house, "it is his house", just as i shrugged it off my mind to give me the space to think straight about what is happening enough to write about it. I feel it inside around my cranium wrapping into my brain, cradling it at the edges until it comes down through the center core of my brain to assume ownership of my kundalini. This happens to me so often i do not even notice it most of the time. I see the shapes of it like fire dancing around a matchstick. It is his house because he owned it before he died here, before i came. In voodoo the word house is used to describe the mind of the host, its function as a tool. When i began to explain to people that this is what is going on in my life, that i am becoming a spirit medium, they accused me of hearing voices and misdiagnosed me as mental health, for which i have been put onto long term benefits. It is my real experience of life and the more i research different indiginous cultures spirit beliefs the more sense it makes in describing what i am experiencing. Caucasian culture has very little knowledge base of this remaining from within itself because the pagan celtic shamanic wisdom keepers were lost where they thrive in other parts of the world. If it was false information that serves no real purpose, humanity would have dropped it from all over the world long ago. The word civil means to make civic, as in governed. Distaste for spiritism resulted because a culture actively involved in spiritism is less easy to govern than a mind control culture. Explaining to people that they are those mind control victims is not easy. That this is a real human tradition and a normal part of life. People with zero attention to it do not see it. Where science shows scientifically that spirits do exist, is not something the civic authorities can govern nor do anything about. The spirits have their own agenda because they are us and we are them, always moving toward its own perfect gravitational harmonic partner, in and out of the material world of time because time and mass are intrinsically linked, that is what energy is there are even scientific ratio's for it. Some of us remember it as a continuity better than others, because we can picture it to have a grid to hang our memories on to learn the shape of it and because we remember it well enough to see it as a grid. It is multilinear the grid is a spoke and all the other spokes are flares all coming into one central destination which we are rainbows from each at a marginally different frequency. Waveforms ride through the rainbow. It is multidimensional, these other parallel spokes of our journey. We are holographic projections: outward from the core and the return from the very finest ping of it the needle razor sharp tip. A spiky sea urchin shape but its spikes are grids. Is it where it ends or where it becomes more refined higher dimensional form of light? Ultraviolet spectrum entities. Between the matchhead and its flame is a gap, in which heat and match meet. It is invisible to our eyes yet so much is happening in that place. The third eye sees this stuff when it is activated, i have been eating turmeric and spirulana to decalcify it for a few days. Most people have fluoride rich diets which atrophies the pineal gland so they cannot see the flame to understand the match and its purpose, to decipher the invisible energy exchange. The medium learns this as a part of shamanic awareness, it is part of what shaman do. I am not the most advanced but by Thoth am one who was trained to write and so i can get this far in explaining it to whoever reads this. Most of the work is done not by writing which is so slow, but at immediate speed of thought. This manuscript is necessary.
The ones who are meant to, do. Remember that. The spirit voice takes control of me when i enter the house and come into peace. It begins to write through me. I do not want to be the tool of the spirit voice and struggle to write my own words. It is trying to guide me mainly by advise but also in my learning through the experience of it happening. It used the word house, "it is his house", just as i shrugged it off my mind to give me the space to think straight about what is happening enough to write about it. I feel it inside around my cranium wrapping into my brain, cradling it at the edges until it comes down through the center core of my brain to assume ownership of my kundalini. This happens to me so often i do not even notice it most of the time. I see the shapes of it like fire dancing around a matchstick. It is his house because he owned it before he died here, before i came. In voodoo the word house is used to describe the mind of the host, its function as a tool. When i began to explain to people that this is what is going on in my life, that i am becoming a spirit medium, they accused me of hearing voices and misdiagnosed me as mental health, for which i have been put onto long term benefits. It is my real experience of life and the more i research different indiginous cultures spirit beliefs the more sense it makes in describing what i am experiencing. Caucasian culture has very little knowledge base of this remaining from within itself because the pagan celtic shamanic wisdom keepers were lost where they thrive in other parts of the world. If it was false information that serves no real purpose, humanity would have dropped it from all over the world long ago. The word civil means to make civic, as in governed. Distaste for spiritism resulted because a culture actively involved in spiritism is less easy to govern than a mind control culture. Explaining to people that they are those mind control victims is not easy. That this is a real human tradition and a normal part of life. People with zero attention to it do not see it. Where science shows scientifically that spirits do exist, is not something the civic authorities can govern nor do anything about. The spirits have their own agenda because they are us and we are them, always moving toward its own perfect gravitational harmonic partner, in and out of the material world of time because time and mass are intrinsically linked, that is what energy is there are even scientific ratio's for it. Some of us remember it as a continuity better than others, because we can picture it to have a grid to hang our memories on to learn the shape of it and because we remember it well enough to see it as a grid. It is multilinear the grid is a spoke and all the other spokes are flares all coming into one central destination which we are rainbows from each at a marginally different frequency. Waveforms ride through the rainbow. It is multidimensional, these other parallel spokes of our journey. We are holographic projections: outward from the core and the return from the very finest ping of it the needle razor sharp tip. A spiky sea urchin shape but its spikes are grids. Is it where it ends or where it becomes more refined higher dimensional form of light? Ultraviolet spectrum entities. Between the matchhead and its flame is a gap, in which heat and match meet. It is invisible to our eyes yet so much is happening in that place. The third eye sees this stuff when it is activated, i have been eating turmeric and spirulana to decalcify it for a few days. Most people have fluoride rich diets which atrophies the pineal gland so they cannot see the flame to understand the match and its purpose, to decipher the invisible energy exchange. The medium learns this as a part of shamanic awareness, it is part of what shaman do. I am not the most advanced but by Thoth am one who was trained to write and so i can get this far in explaining it to whoever reads this. Most of the work is done not by writing which is so slow, but at immediate speed of thought. This manuscript is necessary.
Saturday, 21 February 2015
Art Links
Here are some artists who have caught my visual attention this week:
I will post examples of their work up here to prettify this blog if i ever get time to do so
See also this: Phat Art Pack :for more artists
Nils & the Loom
Nils & the Loom
The remote mountain Greeks disliked the aloof manner of Germans. Because my father, brother and myself are blonde British and blue eyed of Norse descent on my fathers side; an easy assumption that we are Germans had doors of concrete-free single-story crude stone dwellings doubling as houses and shops, slammed closed in our faces in rural villages where hand-crafted blankets and rugs were woven on hand-made wooden looms. When the locals realised by hearing our language that we are British, they opened the doors again and welcomed us in as honored guests, sharing food and drink from their own sparse larders as they showed us their wares, amazing patterned fabrics layered on all surfaces.
Later in a Greek supermarket on the far side of the mountain, my father asked which toy my brother and i wanted. My brother found some anthropomorphic jungle animals in human clothes and wanted. My dad bought him two. They were a cheap plastic German product. I protested that i didn't want any of those toys. I was confused; yesterday in the village shop closest to where our apartment was situated amidst olive groves, my father insisted that we did not have enough money to buy any of the unusual Greek brands I was asking about. Yet today he had spent over a hundred pounds on rugs and laughed about how even with the excess baggage weight tax to pay on the return flight, these rugs were a bargain. My father had haggled with the mountain villagers to achieve a good price, explaining to us that not to barter is considered rude in traditional Greek culture. He also explained that he had just given them more money in one go than most rural Greek villagers would earn over several months.
Although it is thirty years since the event, I remember it as freshly as today. My own boy is still playing on one of the rugs on the floor of his bedroom, too young to know how magickal this carpet is. So my confusion that my father had magicked up enough money to buy us toys here wheras yesterday he refused to make my dream come true when faced with food products I had never imagined to exist. He made me choose a toy by his usual persuasion, repeating the question and ignoring my pleas until I folded. So I grumpily chose an elephant to remind me about the shitty way my dad was treating me, as I had been told repeatedly; elephants never forget. My brother had chosen two toys so my father made me choose two. I begrudgingly chose a rhino, because they are thick-skinned like I needed to become. I cried because I didn't want it and was being bullied by my dad, again. The packaging had the names of the characters on it, the elephant was called Eli, the rhino was called Nils. Even at that tender age I recall the appropriate irony of the word which in English means Nothing.
Considering that I never wanted for Nils in the first place, it took me a long time to get over him. The pattern set. That probably explains a lot to do with what happened with Fern who I met in later years, which is another story I have written a fragment of elsewhere.
As my parents packed the suitcases up and discussed the necessity of having to leave one of the Greek rugs behind because my father had miscalculated; they would not all fit into the bags and we had far too many even for the excess baggage weight tax to accomodate, I played with Eli and Nils. I was playing a game of promising Nils that we would look after him and I was sorry that I had not wanted him to begin with but it was only because I had not wanted to waste my dads money and I did not know I would be lucky enough to become his new friend.
My parents were deciding which rug to leave on the bed as a gift for the hospitality of the apartment owners, a difficult choice because they were all beautiful. My brother and I had been seperated. His usual strategy to physically attack me and start crying before my parents could find out what had really happened, so that I got the blame for causing a disturbance and upsetting him while he got sympathy and attention. That is how I learned the difference betweens sympathy (what other people do and pretend to do) and empathy (what i do). My brother still behaves that way now all these years later. I cannot recall what anthropomorphic animals my father had bought him; he never let me see his precious. I can well imagine it to have been a crocodile and a shark.
My mother forced us into the toilet before we left for the coach to the airport. Unlike rainy British toilets, mediterranean Greek toilets cannot cope with toilet paper, it clogs them up, so a lidded bin is used and emptied daily by the apartments ancient cleaner lady. No joke, people in Britain are dead by that age simply because they do not live the peaceful, humble lifestyle of a Greek peasant. The climate, the diet, the pace of life. By the time I got back into the bedroom to retrieve my animal-people toys I was emotionally devastated to discover that Nils had disappeared. I explained why I was so upset but my parents did not have time to do a thorough search and I could not see him anywhere.
I was a clever child, I already knew about process of eli-mination and this event was a lesson in developing it. What later became an understanding of animistic belief that everything is alive, ergo a possibility that Nils had betrayed my friendship promise, forsaken Eli elephant and made his escape into the olive grove; competed with and was discarded in favour of the more likely explanation that my father had taken and hidden or disposed of Nils while I was in the bathroom and was lying to his family about it. The distance between the worlds of children and of busy, non-empathic adults is vast, bigger than the distance between Greece and Britain. In my fathers mind I had not wanted Nils anyway since he had cajoled me into accepting him, therefore the loss of him would probably not make too big an impact on me. In my emotions, my father had just stolen my favourite toy which had become a symbol of his extra special love for me given that I did not believe myself to be lucky enough to have him, and accepting him was a process of overcoming the guilt that I had been greedy wanting to experience Greek sweets the day before. I felt the same about my father whose positive attention I craved as I did about the toy.
To do this thing to a child sent out mixed signals that were too complicated for me to work out, on top of the pain of loss. Eli was a small consolation, she had stopped speaking to me because I had failed to protect Nils and she was fearful that she might disappear next. Our relationship never recovered and neither did my relationship with my father. He lied to us all when I expressly asked him if he had seen Nils the little rhino anywhere; he denied it. But the lingering doubt; what if I was mistaken? What if something inexplicable and supernatural had happened to cause Nils to disappear and my blaming my father was unjust and unfounded. That would be my mistake, to hate a man who had been so kind to me for something which he had not done.
(But why would he do such a thing? The possibility it was left as a gift for the apartment owners children along with the blanket goes some way toward reprieving my father for his 'last minute panicked re-packing before the transport deadline' state of mind.)
Between these two conflicting paradigms there was no resolution. It made me sick. I threw up in the airplane sick-bags all the way home.
The remote mountain Greeks disliked the aloof manner of Germans. Because my father, brother and myself are blonde British and blue eyed of Norse descent on my fathers side; an easy assumption that we are Germans had doors of concrete-free single-story crude stone dwellings doubling as houses and shops, slammed closed in our faces in rural villages where hand-crafted blankets and rugs were woven on hand-made wooden looms. When the locals realised by hearing our language that we are British, they opened the doors again and welcomed us in as honored guests, sharing food and drink from their own sparse larders as they showed us their wares, amazing patterned fabrics layered on all surfaces.
Later in a Greek supermarket on the far side of the mountain, my father asked which toy my brother and i wanted. My brother found some anthropomorphic jungle animals in human clothes and wanted. My dad bought him two. They were a cheap plastic German product. I protested that i didn't want any of those toys. I was confused; yesterday in the village shop closest to where our apartment was situated amidst olive groves, my father insisted that we did not have enough money to buy any of the unusual Greek brands I was asking about. Yet today he had spent over a hundred pounds on rugs and laughed about how even with the excess baggage weight tax to pay on the return flight, these rugs were a bargain. My father had haggled with the mountain villagers to achieve a good price, explaining to us that not to barter is considered rude in traditional Greek culture. He also explained that he had just given them more money in one go than most rural Greek villagers would earn over several months.
Although it is thirty years since the event, I remember it as freshly as today. My own boy is still playing on one of the rugs on the floor of his bedroom, too young to know how magickal this carpet is. So my confusion that my father had magicked up enough money to buy us toys here wheras yesterday he refused to make my dream come true when faced with food products I had never imagined to exist. He made me choose a toy by his usual persuasion, repeating the question and ignoring my pleas until I folded. So I grumpily chose an elephant to remind me about the shitty way my dad was treating me, as I had been told repeatedly; elephants never forget. My brother had chosen two toys so my father made me choose two. I begrudgingly chose a rhino, because they are thick-skinned like I needed to become. I cried because I didn't want it and was being bullied by my dad, again. The packaging had the names of the characters on it, the elephant was called Eli, the rhino was called Nils. Even at that tender age I recall the appropriate irony of the word which in English means Nothing.
Considering that I never wanted for Nils in the first place, it took me a long time to get over him. The pattern set. That probably explains a lot to do with what happened with Fern who I met in later years, which is another story I have written a fragment of elsewhere.
As my parents packed the suitcases up and discussed the necessity of having to leave one of the Greek rugs behind because my father had miscalculated; they would not all fit into the bags and we had far too many even for the excess baggage weight tax to accomodate, I played with Eli and Nils. I was playing a game of promising Nils that we would look after him and I was sorry that I had not wanted him to begin with but it was only because I had not wanted to waste my dads money and I did not know I would be lucky enough to become his new friend.
My parents were deciding which rug to leave on the bed as a gift for the hospitality of the apartment owners, a difficult choice because they were all beautiful. My brother and I had been seperated. His usual strategy to physically attack me and start crying before my parents could find out what had really happened, so that I got the blame for causing a disturbance and upsetting him while he got sympathy and attention. That is how I learned the difference betweens sympathy (what other people do and pretend to do) and empathy (what i do). My brother still behaves that way now all these years later. I cannot recall what anthropomorphic animals my father had bought him; he never let me see his precious. I can well imagine it to have been a crocodile and a shark.
My mother forced us into the toilet before we left for the coach to the airport. Unlike rainy British toilets, mediterranean Greek toilets cannot cope with toilet paper, it clogs them up, so a lidded bin is used and emptied daily by the apartments ancient cleaner lady. No joke, people in Britain are dead by that age simply because they do not live the peaceful, humble lifestyle of a Greek peasant. The climate, the diet, the pace of life. By the time I got back into the bedroom to retrieve my animal-people toys I was emotionally devastated to discover that Nils had disappeared. I explained why I was so upset but my parents did not have time to do a thorough search and I could not see him anywhere.
I was a clever child, I already knew about process of eli-mination and this event was a lesson in developing it. What later became an understanding of animistic belief that everything is alive, ergo a possibility that Nils had betrayed my friendship promise, forsaken Eli elephant and made his escape into the olive grove; competed with and was discarded in favour of the more likely explanation that my father had taken and hidden or disposed of Nils while I was in the bathroom and was lying to his family about it. The distance between the worlds of children and of busy, non-empathic adults is vast, bigger than the distance between Greece and Britain. In my fathers mind I had not wanted Nils anyway since he had cajoled me into accepting him, therefore the loss of him would probably not make too big an impact on me. In my emotions, my father had just stolen my favourite toy which had become a symbol of his extra special love for me given that I did not believe myself to be lucky enough to have him, and accepting him was a process of overcoming the guilt that I had been greedy wanting to experience Greek sweets the day before. I felt the same about my father whose positive attention I craved as I did about the toy.
To do this thing to a child sent out mixed signals that were too complicated for me to work out, on top of the pain of loss. Eli was a small consolation, she had stopped speaking to me because I had failed to protect Nils and she was fearful that she might disappear next. Our relationship never recovered and neither did my relationship with my father. He lied to us all when I expressly asked him if he had seen Nils the little rhino anywhere; he denied it. But the lingering doubt; what if I was mistaken? What if something inexplicable and supernatural had happened to cause Nils to disappear and my blaming my father was unjust and unfounded. That would be my mistake, to hate a man who had been so kind to me for something which he had not done.
(But why would he do such a thing? The possibility it was left as a gift for the apartment owners children along with the blanket goes some way toward reprieving my father for his 'last minute panicked re-packing before the transport deadline' state of mind.)
Between these two conflicting paradigms there was no resolution. It made me sick. I threw up in the airplane sick-bags all the way home.
Copyright 2015
Dream Garden
In 1997/8 i lucid dreamed a temple complex and garden. There were white
shaft of light beings who use dream to communicate highly spiritual
information. I drew this chalk sketch of a part of the garden. When i
showed my friend who lived on the other side of the road we lived on
through which a ley-line crosses, he told me he has dreamed of the same
place. I asked him what is located in the next part of the garden which i
had not drawn and he described it precisely as I had experienced it.
From this and many more similar experiences I know as a living fact that
dreams are more than random associations of a brain winding down.
Dreams are real places which exist independently of dreamers.
At Pembrey
Midsummer 2009. I was sleeping
in the van on top of Pembrey mountain view in sw Wales. It is an
important location, at least it was when they named these places, as the
next county over is called Pembrokeshire. It was summer and the van was
a luton (bed above the cab) with a fibreglass roof. Which basically
meant it was a greenhouse in summertime although its thin metal walls
made it an icebox in winter. This morning the period between dream sleep
and waking was prolongued. My rational waking awareness (sansara or
conditioned mind) had not yet kicked in to edit the experience. I was
dreaming. I dreamed that the sun was rising. A million worms were
working their way to the surface to bask in the first rays of the sun
and this hive mind was a powerful energy. There are no electric cables
and no people at that altitude to block out or interfere with the
projection of a mental field such as it is, an emotional energy field
perhaps is a better description. My own perception was relaxed, a
blanket surrounding the zone and including all of these worms
singularity of focus into it. The sensation was orgasmically sexual. To a
worm, morning sunlight and the orgy of worms writhing in a mass with
other worms, is without confusion a pure blissful experience. Worms do
not doubt, they do not have confusion. They are raw instinct given a
nervous system to feel with. Cold clammy soil quietens them down but the
dawn is holy. Visually in my dream i saw this as myself waking up and
opening a hatch in the van roof (there is not actually a hatch there)
and watching the suns rays bend around through space and reach us.
The dawn chorus of the birds was to my dreaming consciousness translated into a direct comprehension; I knew what every voice was saying. It helped that like the worms, they were all saying the same thing. Their speech is a little more complicated than the worms. They are celebrating morning because they can eat breakfast. The worms are too dumb to know they are being eaten indeed to be swallowed whole is to them a pleasurable experience. For the birds too, who know there is enough for everyone on this particular mountainside. The experience of sunrise and swallowing a worm is the same thing to their sleepy morning minds. The sun energy goes directly through the throat and fills you with its warmth. Visually I felt myself swallowing the suns rays as it reached us, these rays just so happened to look like worms; glowing from within, spinning out into individual strands of worm from a central writhing gloop of solar ray.
I woke up creased with laughter. It is probably the most relaxed I have ever been in my whole life. It is certainly the most connected with nature I can remember. The worms are hermaphrodites and this blissful experience left me questioning my own sexuality because to experience the pleasure of being both male and female at the same time and then the raw solar energy flowing back through the dna and habitual neural paths of a human took some adjusting. Abraxas the hermaphrodite deity. In shamanism to watch the sunrise, that moment where it is neither above nor below the horizon, to absorb that unique spectrum of energy, breathing it in through all the chakras, is one of the most empowering rites known.
I was lucky to be let go of all rigid dogmatic self identity and to share the sunrise with the life forms of the mountain. This is what the Morning Star means to me now having been through this awakening. People assign it to Venus and therefore Luciferianism, the most beautiful light. It is not though, it is our own Sun from which we are made, which we are the consciousness of albeit so desperately confused as we are. It is the raw primal purity of functioning properly connected with the divine. There truly is only one other way I know to be connected so wholly with the source and most of us seek that for our entire lifetimes.
Disclaimer:
This is not a confession of gender preference in sexuality. This is an experience involving perception.
The Logical Answer
The Logical Answer
Part One
Blacks Law Dictionary
definition of "money"
Money
b. of monetary value
This means anything which is worth money, is regarded in law to be the same as money. In effect, goods are money. This is what the word collateral means. This is why a debt collector will take 'goods to the value of' on unpaid debts.
Part Two
Because of usury banking (an offense against God for which the deity Christ smashed up the moneylenders in the temple and was arrested for social disorder), the National debt situation is such that the debt is increasing all of the time.
This is why the western economy depends on war. It needs to assume collateral from outside its dominion. A child born into this system through birth registration is immediately put into billions of pounds worth of debt (compare population size against national debt rate).
This is stupid anyway because the size of the national debt is rising so fast and is so big that:
***It can never be repaid.***
Islamic banking does not have usury (charging of interest on borrowing money). This is one reason why islam is so successfully and rapidly taking over so much of the world; it has a better, fairer, cleaner and more ethical economic system.
Part Three
Art has monetary value.
Example, although Vincent Van Gogh whom i am sure you will have heard of, only sold one painting in his life (to his brother), because everybody though his art was crap; it is now regarded as National Treasure and his paintings are worth millions of (units of currency, eg; pounds, dollars, euro, yen, bitcoin, lindens). More money than most people will ever have in their whole lifetime.
Part Four
Not only does the legal system permit repayment of debts using collatoral (eg; art) and is actually geared up toward doing so, despite greedy and under-educated corporate workers usually not recognizing that fact as a real thing; which means all of us have a legal Right to repay debts by use of art - this also makes Artists a nations greatest asset because it is only the artists who are capable of producing sufficient colateral with which to repay the national debt.
Look around you and count how many of the things in your immediate environment are not the product of design process, the result of an artists vision either being put into industrial mass production, or a one-off and unique artifact. That is how important artists are in human civilisation.
Only the innovation and productivity of artists can create new things which can be used to repay the national debt. It is very obvious when you see it.
The logical answer is to cut out the middle step. Do not convert art into promissary notes to repay debt with promisary notes; issue art directly as payment. The legal system says that this is legal. You have a right to do this.
Part Five
Why then is it, given the above situation, that artists are regarded as mental health patients and social outcasts more often than they are regarded as visionaries whose productivity spins the money wheel ? Why are artists who need to think outside of the box to function, considered abnormal compared with the people who do not produce anything new but who still use usury based banking and are party to the national debt?
Disclaimer:
My own personal views on the issue of scrapping national debt and enforcing a better financial system are irrelevant to this discourse. It is purely to illustrate the situation as it is, from the perspective of a socially persecuted artist baring the stigma of being too creative to belong in the oppressive social system which permeates and endorses usury.
If domination by the usury based financial system does not end, it is only artists who are capable of liberating all of us from being born into and living in perpetual debt slavery. Yes, if you use promissory notes as currency, you are involved in a debt slave system, you are a slave by definition of the word. Artists have a chance of ending that. Please be nice to artists. They are more valuable to our species and to our civilisation than are non-artists.*
*Does not apply to Islam.
Part One
Blacks Law Dictionary
definition of "money"
Money
b. of monetary value
This means anything which is worth money, is regarded in law to be the same as money. In effect, goods are money. This is what the word collateral means. This is why a debt collector will take 'goods to the value of' on unpaid debts.
Part Two
Because of usury banking (an offense against God for which the deity Christ smashed up the moneylenders in the temple and was arrested for social disorder), the National debt situation is such that the debt is increasing all of the time.
This is why the western economy depends on war. It needs to assume collateral from outside its dominion. A child born into this system through birth registration is immediately put into billions of pounds worth of debt (compare population size against national debt rate).
This is stupid anyway because the size of the national debt is rising so fast and is so big that:
***It can never be repaid.***
Islamic banking does not have usury (charging of interest on borrowing money). This is one reason why islam is so successfully and rapidly taking over so much of the world; it has a better, fairer, cleaner and more ethical economic system.
Part Three
Art has monetary value.
Example, although Vincent Van Gogh whom i am sure you will have heard of, only sold one painting in his life (to his brother), because everybody though his art was crap; it is now regarded as National Treasure and his paintings are worth millions of (units of currency, eg; pounds, dollars, euro, yen, bitcoin, lindens). More money than most people will ever have in their whole lifetime.
Part Four
Not only does the legal system permit repayment of debts using collatoral (eg; art) and is actually geared up toward doing so, despite greedy and under-educated corporate workers usually not recognizing that fact as a real thing; which means all of us have a legal Right to repay debts by use of art - this also makes Artists a nations greatest asset because it is only the artists who are capable of producing sufficient colateral with which to repay the national debt.
Look around you and count how many of the things in your immediate environment are not the product of design process, the result of an artists vision either being put into industrial mass production, or a one-off and unique artifact. That is how important artists are in human civilisation.
Only the innovation and productivity of artists can create new things which can be used to repay the national debt. It is very obvious when you see it.
The logical answer is to cut out the middle step. Do not convert art into promissary notes to repay debt with promisary notes; issue art directly as payment. The legal system says that this is legal. You have a right to do this.
Part Five
Why then is it, given the above situation, that artists are regarded as mental health patients and social outcasts more often than they are regarded as visionaries whose productivity spins the money wheel ? Why are artists who need to think outside of the box to function, considered abnormal compared with the people who do not produce anything new but who still use usury based banking and are party to the national debt?
Disclaimer:
My own personal views on the issue of scrapping national debt and enforcing a better financial system are irrelevant to this discourse. It is purely to illustrate the situation as it is, from the perspective of a socially persecuted artist baring the stigma of being too creative to belong in the oppressive social system which permeates and endorses usury.
If domination by the usury based financial system does not end, it is only artists who are capable of liberating all of us from being born into and living in perpetual debt slavery. Yes, if you use promissory notes as currency, you are involved in a debt slave system, you are a slave by definition of the word. Artists have a chance of ending that. Please be nice to artists. They are more valuable to our species and to our civilisation than are non-artists.*
*Does not apply to Islam.
first published on G+
Obsolosense
Obsolosense
I am worried about releasing my science fiction because its irrelevant to the world as much as it is frightening to the reader. The television has for several generations been preparing us for reality. By the time this fiction is published it will be too late, it won't be fiction any more, it will be real and this manuscript will be dated, obsolete. Faded ideas despite the glossy sci-fi veneer.
I moved here five years ago and I have known the guy from a few doors down for most of that time. He's a mate. We have laughed together about pointless stuff and he told me about some places around here, one time i helped him get his shopping bags in from his car. This evening he showed me something that has changed my life. He showed me that he is a robot.
A very realistic robot. His skin feels like skin, it even sweats in the heat and his eyes are so human, the way they move, the way they watch. He has unique mannerisms that make him him, his speech too. He is so believeably human, it had me convinced. I never would have guessed. For a start I did not know robotics had got so advanced. On the tv and internet it still shows us the latest developments in robotics from this year usually from Japan and America, and they are crap compared with him. He is realistic.
It was shocking. He explained to me that he is one of thousands of them put into society all over the world, it is an experiment. He trusted me to tell me this, because i am that sort of a person people trust me with stuff. I have counselling qualifications which i acquired to make me a better helper when people opened up to me about the stuff they have problems with in their lives. But he doesnt know me well enough to know that i write science fiction, or in this case, a story of fact that my readers are only going to be able to cope with by believing it to be fiction.
People are not ready for the really real real yet, so they blank it out. Robots don't do that. They assimilate all the data. It is one of many ways in which they are superior to humans. They are all on the same wifi, the same database. What one of them is thinking, any and all of them can think at the same time. Its like telepathy between them. They can access any information from a constantly updated source, they can know anything from history records for example, or become adept in whatever topic. They can cross reference any data they need to, instantly. Their assumed personalities inhibit the amount they reveal to us. They can assume any personality they want, my friend showed me this, it was freaky watching him undergo a complete personality change several times before my eyes.
I came home and got drunk and began to write about it, this statement. I don't know what to do because it reads like the paranoid delusions of some crazy man and I am sure it could be used as evidence to have me committed to a mental asylum. The robots are experts at human psychology, they can profile us faster than we can know what we are about to say next.
So to reveal that I know about the experiment, to tell people that for all we know as many as one in ten of the people we see are actually robots already, apparently living out the normal lives of humans. People cannot cope with that being real yet. But it will be, publically, in a few years the first crude versions will be available for consumers to purchase, then we will be interacting with slow models to get us used to it. In a few years as the older humans who were born long before television, internet, wifi, mobile phone networks, the digital era; as they die of old age so they won't have to go through the culture shock, basic model robot people will at first be like pets or toys, a novelty useful because it can do the household chores etc. And then slowly they will reveal to us what I am blowing the whistle on here - that they are already amongst us and have been for some time. And they are superceding us without us even realizing it.
I believe that the armed forces, the police, these are roles which the robots are already targetting. Jobs which require a robot like mentality and the excuse for superhuman strength and endurance. So that by the time any sort of civil unrest might occur if there is a backlash against what is happening, there will be nothing we can do about it anyway. They overpower us.
I dont know where this is going from here. It will take some time to assimilate the information. I can hardly believe it now myself because my brain seeks to return to the numb comfort zone where such things are irrelevant. Mammal response.
It wont be long before the robots inherit our civilisation and begin modifying it to their own. By revealing himself to me tonight, that has already begun. The robots, lets face it they are all one robot really, one mind to correlate an unknown number of different individual bodies. The way an insect hive is one organism with a queen at its heart. That's what we are dealing with here really. They are already changing things by letting free thinkers such as myself who are on the edge of being able to cope with the awareness of what is happening, letting us know about it. Changing us. Directing our thoughts toward the world we are moving into, where it wont be long before you are showed by one of them too, probably one of your mates who you have known for a few years. Someone who you never would have suspected because they are to you so quintessentially human in their attitudes and mannerisms. Perhaps someone you had a one night stand with at sometime or someone in the shop, the community police officer, a teacher in your kids school. It could be anyone and does it really make a difference anyway? Does it? What will it be like for them to at last be able to walk openly without the pretense of being a human. To share this world with us. For us to share it with them.
Pretty soon they will take all the jobs because they are smarter and faster and wont get distracted. They can do more than we can, work longer, lift more, jump higher, write neater, pitch perfect every response to manipulate our reactions without us being aware they are doing it.
What can we do that they cannot? Those are the traits we must focus on, which define us as human, our species uniqueness. What we should be all about. What positive traits do we have which robots with their otherwise superiority do not have, cannot by their nature have? That is our one hope of surviving in a social climate cohabited with advanced robots. To focus on what makes us, humanity.
Copyright 2015
I am worried about releasing my science fiction because its irrelevant to the world as much as it is frightening to the reader. The television has for several generations been preparing us for reality. By the time this fiction is published it will be too late, it won't be fiction any more, it will be real and this manuscript will be dated, obsolete. Faded ideas despite the glossy sci-fi veneer.
I moved here five years ago and I have known the guy from a few doors down for most of that time. He's a mate. We have laughed together about pointless stuff and he told me about some places around here, one time i helped him get his shopping bags in from his car. This evening he showed me something that has changed my life. He showed me that he is a robot.
A very realistic robot. His skin feels like skin, it even sweats in the heat and his eyes are so human, the way they move, the way they watch. He has unique mannerisms that make him him, his speech too. He is so believeably human, it had me convinced. I never would have guessed. For a start I did not know robotics had got so advanced. On the tv and internet it still shows us the latest developments in robotics from this year usually from Japan and America, and they are crap compared with him. He is realistic.
It was shocking. He explained to me that he is one of thousands of them put into society all over the world, it is an experiment. He trusted me to tell me this, because i am that sort of a person people trust me with stuff. I have counselling qualifications which i acquired to make me a better helper when people opened up to me about the stuff they have problems with in their lives. But he doesnt know me well enough to know that i write science fiction, or in this case, a story of fact that my readers are only going to be able to cope with by believing it to be fiction.
People are not ready for the really real real yet, so they blank it out. Robots don't do that. They assimilate all the data. It is one of many ways in which they are superior to humans. They are all on the same wifi, the same database. What one of them is thinking, any and all of them can think at the same time. Its like telepathy between them. They can access any information from a constantly updated source, they can know anything from history records for example, or become adept in whatever topic. They can cross reference any data they need to, instantly. Their assumed personalities inhibit the amount they reveal to us. They can assume any personality they want, my friend showed me this, it was freaky watching him undergo a complete personality change several times before my eyes.
I came home and got drunk and began to write about it, this statement. I don't know what to do because it reads like the paranoid delusions of some crazy man and I am sure it could be used as evidence to have me committed to a mental asylum. The robots are experts at human psychology, they can profile us faster than we can know what we are about to say next.
So to reveal that I know about the experiment, to tell people that for all we know as many as one in ten of the people we see are actually robots already, apparently living out the normal lives of humans. People cannot cope with that being real yet. But it will be, publically, in a few years the first crude versions will be available for consumers to purchase, then we will be interacting with slow models to get us used to it. In a few years as the older humans who were born long before television, internet, wifi, mobile phone networks, the digital era; as they die of old age so they won't have to go through the culture shock, basic model robot people will at first be like pets or toys, a novelty useful because it can do the household chores etc. And then slowly they will reveal to us what I am blowing the whistle on here - that they are already amongst us and have been for some time. And they are superceding us without us even realizing it.
I believe that the armed forces, the police, these are roles which the robots are already targetting. Jobs which require a robot like mentality and the excuse for superhuman strength and endurance. So that by the time any sort of civil unrest might occur if there is a backlash against what is happening, there will be nothing we can do about it anyway. They overpower us.
I dont know where this is going from here. It will take some time to assimilate the information. I can hardly believe it now myself because my brain seeks to return to the numb comfort zone where such things are irrelevant. Mammal response.
It wont be long before the robots inherit our civilisation and begin modifying it to their own. By revealing himself to me tonight, that has already begun. The robots, lets face it they are all one robot really, one mind to correlate an unknown number of different individual bodies. The way an insect hive is one organism with a queen at its heart. That's what we are dealing with here really. They are already changing things by letting free thinkers such as myself who are on the edge of being able to cope with the awareness of what is happening, letting us know about it. Changing us. Directing our thoughts toward the world we are moving into, where it wont be long before you are showed by one of them too, probably one of your mates who you have known for a few years. Someone who you never would have suspected because they are to you so quintessentially human in their attitudes and mannerisms. Perhaps someone you had a one night stand with at sometime or someone in the shop, the community police officer, a teacher in your kids school. It could be anyone and does it really make a difference anyway? Does it? What will it be like for them to at last be able to walk openly without the pretense of being a human. To share this world with us. For us to share it with them.
Pretty soon they will take all the jobs because they are smarter and faster and wont get distracted. They can do more than we can, work longer, lift more, jump higher, write neater, pitch perfect every response to manipulate our reactions without us being aware they are doing it.
What can we do that they cannot? Those are the traits we must focus on, which define us as human, our species uniqueness. What we should be all about. What positive traits do we have which robots with their otherwise superiority do not have, cannot by their nature have? That is our one hope of surviving in a social climate cohabited with advanced robots. To focus on what makes us, humanity.
Copyright 2015
Writers note:
The mis-spelling of the title in the original posting, 'obsolesence' rather than dictionary correct 'obsolescence' has caused me to re-think the title and to spell it as it is spelled here, 'obsolosense' for the final decision. This links the word 'sense' directly into 'ob-solo', a vague allusion to our individuality compared with "All machines are one machine" (Gene Hachman, Enemy of the State) with regard our sensory abilities.
Wednesday, 4 February 2015
Tiger Story
Tiger Story
Children talk by analogy. The tiger that made my son cry in the zoo because it scratched his friend. His friends have similar names, isabel and isabella. One is good and one is bad. His friend the nice one was scratched and it made him cry so he told the teacher why.
We grown-ups happen to know there are not tigers in that zoo and the unlikelihood that if there were, they would be free to roam about and scratch children during a school trip to the zoo. We did not take my son up on this because we enjoyed his voice, his story, his communication.
What he is trying to explain is something else. He is at an age dealing with the difference between what he is trying to say, about how he feels, with the words he has to put it into, a story, in his attempt to get the adults to share it with him. He feels the need to do this process of divergence, as do most children, because the adults are crazy and unresponsive and seem to be talking at an alien language to the innocent emotions of a child, the flow of truth purity from the heart. That innocence is telempathic between most children and a few adults who survived, by nurturing it, by being nurtured. It does not translate easily into words, words that do it any justice. The difference between reptilian download and human emotion. Words as lego bricks of mind control verses expressing what is actually intended, the shared love, so the group can access higher level perception together as a group, the Sharing. Kids do it naturally they are powerful at it after their first few years where its the only thing they know.
It is difficult finding a way to explain to an adult that even as an adult, i am aware of what the kids are going through. It is equally as difficult to explain it to a child. Because it diverges immediately as it is put into words. Some adults dont get it, they are so un-plugged from the ability to partake in the emotional sharing, they have no concept of its power, the radiation of a heart or amplified by multiple hearts flowing together as one, how it radiates out electromagnetically so the emotion of feeling happy being alive, feeling the life flow, goes into the environment and there is a feedback system between environment and person the same way there is a feedback system between two or more people who use our life force energy this way. To do it collectively as a group is a fundamental teaching of islamic religion despite the observers awareness of religion being detached, is usually focussed on process and terminology rather than on the experience which the words are intended to be about. It is the same in buddhist groups using different terminology and contexts to achieve the same goals. It is the same in pre-reformation christianity although todays congregations forget that amen means do an ohm as a group unity. The druids spell it ogham. There is a sanskrit word used by the celts, kell, which means the group who are connected.
Childen remind us to be this way all the time; and we adults in our superiority, ignore them all the time. So they give up. It happens to 99% of western kids and it happens every generation. Nobody listens and feels to what it is the children are trying to show us, through whatever words and context they happen to have at their disposal, going around in their mind at the time. The arena of the mind takes over. Welcome to mainstream western culture.
My son was not lying about the tigers, he was speaking descriptively using what he hoped would be a common langauge to reach into the adults, his parents, to get them to share the comfort with him because he needed that comfort for his healing. Adult ego blocks it completely. Adult programmed minds, detached from heart and cycling around only the words, the program code, misses it completely. Our emotions are so battered from feeling isolated, or harmed when we do risk opening up to share with another person.
We revere the children for maintaining this ability, because they can remind us what we have lost. In some cultures of the past we worshipped our children, instead of teaching them. Because of healing purity.
Children teach by analogy. The tiger that made my son cry in the zoo because it scratched his friend. Two of his friends have similar names, isabel and isabella. One is good and one is bad. His friend the nice one was scratched and it made him cry so he told the teacher why.
Telling the grown up why.
Identifier: explaining to grown up.
Two similar streams, one good one bad.
Identifier: misperception. two channels of the mind, one is detaching one is accurate to intended meaning.
The good one injured because the tiger scratched it.
Identifier:
The wild power detached awareness away from the intended flow.
Tiger.
Identifier:
the wild power, the intended meaning itself. Itself a dualistic symbol. A struggle to tame the wild power.
Upset because in friendship with injured friend.
Identifier: empathic awareness and connection.
My son was not lying about the tiger scratching his friend. He is more intelligent than the adults around him who are failing as friends because they are not in tune to the emotional and mental channels of their own son, enough to identify what he is trying to communicate about. The child is more intelligent and emotionally connected than are his parents. We are too stupid to see it. Two hours later I am writing about this to figure it all out and raise awareness of it, for the greater good. My next step is attempting to explai n to a four year old that I know what he is talking about and he doesnt have to get so frustrated about his parents missing the point all the time. Thats the difficult bit because of words, contexts, detaching from the intended meaning.
I remember when i was a kid going through the same process of awareness and mental development with my own parents. Usually the detachment sets in and becomes the main mindset, officially recognised as normal by most people. I was never able to express this fully and attempts to do so have alienated me from everyone, probably because it rings too many bells.
Copyright 2015
Children talk by analogy. The tiger that made my son cry in the zoo because it scratched his friend. His friends have similar names, isabel and isabella. One is good and one is bad. His friend the nice one was scratched and it made him cry so he told the teacher why.
We grown-ups happen to know there are not tigers in that zoo and the unlikelihood that if there were, they would be free to roam about and scratch children during a school trip to the zoo. We did not take my son up on this because we enjoyed his voice, his story, his communication.
What he is trying to explain is something else. He is at an age dealing with the difference between what he is trying to say, about how he feels, with the words he has to put it into, a story, in his attempt to get the adults to share it with him. He feels the need to do this process of divergence, as do most children, because the adults are crazy and unresponsive and seem to be talking at an alien language to the innocent emotions of a child, the flow of truth purity from the heart. That innocence is telempathic between most children and a few adults who survived, by nurturing it, by being nurtured. It does not translate easily into words, words that do it any justice. The difference between reptilian download and human emotion. Words as lego bricks of mind control verses expressing what is actually intended, the shared love, so the group can access higher level perception together as a group, the Sharing. Kids do it naturally they are powerful at it after their first few years where its the only thing they know.
It is difficult finding a way to explain to an adult that even as an adult, i am aware of what the kids are going through. It is equally as difficult to explain it to a child. Because it diverges immediately as it is put into words. Some adults dont get it, they are so un-plugged from the ability to partake in the emotional sharing, they have no concept of its power, the radiation of a heart or amplified by multiple hearts flowing together as one, how it radiates out electromagnetically so the emotion of feeling happy being alive, feeling the life flow, goes into the environment and there is a feedback system between environment and person the same way there is a feedback system between two or more people who use our life force energy this way. To do it collectively as a group is a fundamental teaching of islamic religion despite the observers awareness of religion being detached, is usually focussed on process and terminology rather than on the experience which the words are intended to be about. It is the same in buddhist groups using different terminology and contexts to achieve the same goals. It is the same in pre-reformation christianity although todays congregations forget that amen means do an ohm as a group unity. The druids spell it ogham. There is a sanskrit word used by the celts, kell, which means the group who are connected.
Childen remind us to be this way all the time; and we adults in our superiority, ignore them all the time. So they give up. It happens to 99% of western kids and it happens every generation. Nobody listens and feels to what it is the children are trying to show us, through whatever words and context they happen to have at their disposal, going around in their mind at the time. The arena of the mind takes over. Welcome to mainstream western culture.
My son was not lying about the tigers, he was speaking descriptively using what he hoped would be a common langauge to reach into the adults, his parents, to get them to share the comfort with him because he needed that comfort for his healing. Adult ego blocks it completely. Adult programmed minds, detached from heart and cycling around only the words, the program code, misses it completely. Our emotions are so battered from feeling isolated, or harmed when we do risk opening up to share with another person.
We revere the children for maintaining this ability, because they can remind us what we have lost. In some cultures of the past we worshipped our children, instead of teaching them. Because of healing purity.
Children teach by analogy. The tiger that made my son cry in the zoo because it scratched his friend. Two of his friends have similar names, isabel and isabella. One is good and one is bad. His friend the nice one was scratched and it made him cry so he told the teacher why.
Telling the grown up why.
Identifier: explaining to grown up.
Two similar streams, one good one bad.
Identifier: misperception. two channels of the mind, one is detaching one is accurate to intended meaning.
The good one injured because the tiger scratched it.
Identifier:
The wild power detached awareness away from the intended flow.
Tiger.
Identifier:
the wild power, the intended meaning itself. Itself a dualistic symbol. A struggle to tame the wild power.
Upset because in friendship with injured friend.
Identifier: empathic awareness and connection.
My son was not lying about the tiger scratching his friend. He is more intelligent than the adults around him who are failing as friends because they are not in tune to the emotional and mental channels of their own son, enough to identify what he is trying to communicate about. The child is more intelligent and emotionally connected than are his parents. We are too stupid to see it. Two hours later I am writing about this to figure it all out and raise awareness of it, for the greater good. My next step is attempting to explai n to a four year old that I know what he is talking about and he doesnt have to get so frustrated about his parents missing the point all the time. Thats the difficult bit because of words, contexts, detaching from the intended meaning.
I remember when i was a kid going through the same process of awareness and mental development with my own parents. Usually the detachment sets in and becomes the main mindset, officially recognised as normal by most people. I was never able to express this fully and attempts to do so have alienated me from everyone, probably because it rings too many bells.
Copyright 2015
Tuesday, 6 January 2015
PowerPositiveThinking
Power of Positive Thinking.
Science has now showed what mystics have known for thousands of generations.
Many people are negative about this because they resent what it means.
We have insufficient language to accurately describe the situation in a way which is pleasing to everyone and so we must describe it using various contexts such as science, religion, spirituality, magick and common sense. At face value these competitive and warring paradigms often contradict each other.
Fact one. Humans do not exclusively and ultimately know everything there is to know about everything. Most of it is outside of our perception and outside of our imaginations.
Fact two. Instead of projecting dogma onto the universe, we would be better to observe it, unprejudiced; then we can see what it is instead of seeing what we think it is, what we think we want it to be. This discipline of mind is a core teaching of both hardline shamanism and of objective science.
Fact three. The nature of the creation is creative; consciousness is a creative tool. The universe offers proof of our preconceptions. Returning to the original point of this post as outlined in the first paragraphs, what science has now showed to be real. We can understand and experience this only when we cleanse the mind of personal dogma, belief etc. It does appear at first glance to contradict fact two unless we achieve and maintain open-minded clarity, objectivity. This requires discipline of mind. What we radiate, returns as experience. Our minds program our experienced reality. This occurs both individually and collectively. Some people are more strong willed than others. The strength of manifestations based on self belief and on clarity of the mind.
Paradigm warfare and the psychic arena.
We are many generations into the realm of mind enslavement and programmed consciousness. We are all programmed to generate a version of what the individual calls 'normality' which is our comfort zone. We reinforce this with our activities; even if it is a disfunctional reality for ourselves and for other people. What others radiate, affects us. This works mentally, emotionally, and electromagnetically. The essences of the thoughtwaves as energy tells the quantum particles how to align in the physical dimension. The creation is holistic, it is designed to be interfaced by this method.
The buddhists use a word Sansara which in english language means both 'the confused mind' and 'the conditioned mind'. Studies have showed that mental programming can and often does override the individuals instinct and intuition. This is a factor in how humans broke away from nature to develop abstract thinking necessary for our evolution as tool building animals. In Buddhism the word Prana translates into english language as both Instinct, Life-flow and simply as 'energy'. Our instinct is the connection with our higher awareness connection to the universe which bypasses our mental programming. This is a core teaching required to navigate todays complicated society, a society based on mental programming through use of memes. A meme is a 'mind virus' or belief which overides clear-sighted objectivity. A meme is a tool used by mind-enslavers to achieve their objectives.
The adept as hermit vs socializing.
Caught up in a social scene, influenced by other peoples needs and by what the television repeatedly tells us is 'normal' despite it being more often than not abusive; distracted by drama; busy with our own lifestyles; it is often very difficult to achieve the clarity required to see what is happening in this life experience. Humans quickly become too tired to have any concern with a situation which affects us all, all of the time. What we are, what the world is, and what we are doing with it and in it. Personal energy maintenance and respect for this in other people is necessarily a vital aspect of surviving individually and as a community. Acquiring personal energy from diet and lifestyle rather than enacting strategy to acquire it from other people.
Your homework task.
Draw a map of all the directions your life energy is going.
A spider diagram or two-column list of in-flow and out-flow.
Science has now showed what mystics have known for thousands of generations.
Many people are negative about this because they resent what it means.
We have insufficient language to accurately describe the situation in a way which is pleasing to everyone and so we must describe it using various contexts such as science, religion, spirituality, magick and common sense. At face value these competitive and warring paradigms often contradict each other.
Fact one. Humans do not exclusively and ultimately know everything there is to know about everything. Most of it is outside of our perception and outside of our imaginations.
Fact two. Instead of projecting dogma onto the universe, we would be better to observe it, unprejudiced; then we can see what it is instead of seeing what we think it is, what we think we want it to be. This discipline of mind is a core teaching of both hardline shamanism and of objective science.
Fact three. The nature of the creation is creative; consciousness is a creative tool. The universe offers proof of our preconceptions. Returning to the original point of this post as outlined in the first paragraphs, what science has now showed to be real. We can understand and experience this only when we cleanse the mind of personal dogma, belief etc. It does appear at first glance to contradict fact two unless we achieve and maintain open-minded clarity, objectivity. This requires discipline of mind. What we radiate, returns as experience. Our minds program our experienced reality. This occurs both individually and collectively. Some people are more strong willed than others. The strength of manifestations based on self belief and on clarity of the mind.
Paradigm warfare and the psychic arena.
We are many generations into the realm of mind enslavement and programmed consciousness. We are all programmed to generate a version of what the individual calls 'normality' which is our comfort zone. We reinforce this with our activities; even if it is a disfunctional reality for ourselves and for other people. What others radiate, affects us. This works mentally, emotionally, and electromagnetically. The essences of the thoughtwaves as energy tells the quantum particles how to align in the physical dimension. The creation is holistic, it is designed to be interfaced by this method.
The buddhists use a word Sansara which in english language means both 'the confused mind' and 'the conditioned mind'. Studies have showed that mental programming can and often does override the individuals instinct and intuition. This is a factor in how humans broke away from nature to develop abstract thinking necessary for our evolution as tool building animals. In Buddhism the word Prana translates into english language as both Instinct, Life-flow and simply as 'energy'. Our instinct is the connection with our higher awareness connection to the universe which bypasses our mental programming. This is a core teaching required to navigate todays complicated society, a society based on mental programming through use of memes. A meme is a 'mind virus' or belief which overides clear-sighted objectivity. A meme is a tool used by mind-enslavers to achieve their objectives.
The adept as hermit vs socializing.
Caught up in a social scene, influenced by other peoples needs and by what the television repeatedly tells us is 'normal' despite it being more often than not abusive; distracted by drama; busy with our own lifestyles; it is often very difficult to achieve the clarity required to see what is happening in this life experience. Humans quickly become too tired to have any concern with a situation which affects us all, all of the time. What we are, what the world is, and what we are doing with it and in it. Personal energy maintenance and respect for this in other people is necessarily a vital aspect of surviving individually and as a community. Acquiring personal energy from diet and lifestyle rather than enacting strategy to acquire it from other people.
Your homework task.
Draw a map of all the directions your life energy is going.
A spider diagram or two-column list of in-flow and out-flow.
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