EndOfEmo

END OF EMO

undermining toxic feminism 

1. Background

He explained to her that he has funds for only one trip until payday, and gave her the option of seeing him the first weekend or second weekend. She chose the first weekend. 

Two days after his visit she messaged him that she was upset because she had already used up a months supply of pharmacy chemicals in two weeks and coming off them had depressed her, so she wanted him again immediately. 

He explained again that he could not jump to obey simply because she clicked her fingers, besides which he has adult responsibilities which take priority over a someone he has only known for less than a month, which he cannot drop to please her demands. 

He did not mention that he cannot function well with a pharmaceutical drug-addict controlling his life with her chemically-imbalanced mood swings.

He had not jumped to obey, so the goalposts had shifted. Now it was that he had upset her. She had transferred blame onto him for not supporting her drama and supplying her with attention. To her mind this is a red flag that he is unsupportive in a relationship. 

She played a gambit of texting him that she wanted to end the relationship, hoping to provoke a reaction from him that he would be upset at losing her enough to put his life on hold, get himself in debt and visit her immediately. 

At this point it should be mentioned that she has a car and a much bigger budget than him, for petrol. It should also be mentioned that he has slept 5 nights at her place and she has slept zero nights at his place. 

2. Text Message Dialogue: 

HER: “Moved on .. but please still be my friend. Luv u”

HIM: “That you’re texting me at 2am to tell me you’ve moved on, shows you clearly haven’t. Persuading yourself to make it real? I have explained already, I do not have time for relationship games. If you’ve moved on stop texting me that you love me etc.  Go to sleep.”

HER: “K meant in endearing way.  Fine. Night”

HIM: “Hi. I want to stay friends too. Today I’m taking people to the food bank so they and their kids can eat. I’m needed here too. No hard feelings.”

HER: “Have a good day lovely”

HER: “Sorry about it all,  and the way it turned out.  I wanted to talk to you about things before.. But was being a chicken.  And scared of like bugging you or possible you off. (my insecurity issues)  I had had the gut it may not have come across so bad last night. Anyway jyst wanted to tell u that. I hope we can stay friends,  and I hope your helping friends goes all good today.  And thank you for saying no hard feelings ect.”

HER: “Goodnight,  hope you've had good day“

HER: “Lost my diamond out of my ring just noticed the stone is missing gutted”

HIM: “I lost a girlfriend this week”

HER: “Ok..  Who was she then?”

HIM: “Someone who moved on”

HER: “Lol.  Maybe she was just saying it to try to be strong.. Maybe she was hurt. Who knows. Anyway I still can't find Diamond. Gutted”

HIM: “Maybe if she gives me no choice but to make a decision between, 

1. understanding her words and respecting their integrity, or 

2. ignoring her words and doing the opposite which is at face value abusive, and being expected to telepathically know that what she actually wants is the opposite of what she says she wants, and entangle myself into her confusing control games; ...maybe I’m going to choose to put my own responsibilities before somebody else’s irresponsibilities.”

HIM: [blocks her number]

HER: [from a different number] “I think this has all got out of hand. I tried to show love and kindness to you and then it all got confusing. I’m sorry if I upset you in any way, wasn’t my intention. Sending love and best wishes.”

HIM: [blocks her other number]

3. Conclusion

His thoughts on the matter. He does not send this as a message.

Dominating someone with face-value sweetness is still domination; which undermines the face-value sweetness. 

If she is (as she claims to be) insecurity issues; she are still coming across as dominating, by excessive messages, and even after telling him she has moved on, and even after he blocked her number. 

He recognises all this as instability, which is a part of what he meant by ‘irresponsibility’. 

Insecure-yet-dominating is confusing because it is contradiction. It is also leverage for poor-me control-games, which is very much what we are experiencing here.

Allegedly he is ‘out of hand’ because he does not want to be involved in controlling relationship games, which are widely identified as domestic abuse. The abuser blaming the victim by describing the abused as the abuser is an aspect of classic covert narcissism. 

He decides that if she arrives to see him at this point it will constitute stalking and harassment. In that situation he would be within his right to protect himself by making a complaint about her to the police. 

Mistborn

mistborn by brandon sanderson. 

I read ch1.

I put it down for a busy week. 

I started over and could not put it down.

Back to back in a blur of days.

I thought, often; this is amazing.

I thought, often; this is inspiration for JadePunk 

(Tales of Kausao city) by ryan danks.

Two days after finishing it I was craving, withdrawal symptoms, 

reminiscent of FireFly after the first time you binge-watch it. 

Lucky lucky lucky there’s a sequal! 

Currently in the snailmail ...

 actually theres two sequals and then four more ‘next era’ novels. 

Its the very best fantasy book I have read in a long, long time,
Since mervyn peake’s Gormengast trilogy.
My number one in the genre. 

Pink Puke

1

"Whats your favorite movie?" Joe

"Pretty in Pink." Beck

YOU, E3S1,  Netflix series.

2

When I was 15 I snogged/was snogged outside the pub we'd been drinking in by a skinhead traveler chick called Beck after the gig which music did it for our alt kid collective, in that town, at that time, in that generation, band 'Bobafet' under a green-ambient-lighting setlist recorded by Glenn Lewis when he still had the coolest hair ever (before he shaved it trying/failing to be trendy), on a tape machine 4-track 'borrowed' from school's music classroom equipment, who now works for BBC.

On the same night I was also snogged by/snogged a girl called Anna who has cat/reptile eyes under UV lighting (I saw this shape-shift for myself which does much to verify David Ickes theory), on the steps of the train station and we both sincerely wish we'd gone further, she dumped me for not going through with it - in my favor I was only 15, horny but indoctrinated by social rules from abusive adults who intend on perverting our natural instincts by programming us to not do what is natural, to go against what is natural in pursuit of 'polite public image'.

We were all like that of our generation, sharing each other trying to find satisfaction and failing and forever being encoded to repeat same disfunctional formula despite later experiences with ultimately disposable significant-or-otherwise partners encountered, because our formative years establishing our sexuality were so fucked up by parental domination and control. That's what it was like for middle class kids in the 90s. The lower classes had it easier, less bullshit and more practical reality, simpler and happier, learning Life at an accelerated rate. Hate for the class system and those who endorse it. 

3

Obviously, in answer to section one of this blog, the scene has struck a chord and my projection has made it personal, because it is. 

4

. 

Pretty in pink is about a clever girl who turns two dresses into one dress, so she can be The Cinderella at the Princes party and pull her prince Charming. Cinder and Charm, a lesson to everyone that the consequence of char'm is char'coal. Cy'nical me to Ci'nderella 'Princess Programming' from popular media social engineering to disturb and distort society ultimately for someone's financial gain and not ours. 

5

There is a reason why whiskey and writing goes hand in hand when you get to this level of integrity. This statement integrally deserves assertive saying. Whiskey tells me to tell things which are more true than less true. Spirits are spiritual after all.

6

Netflix "bandersnatch" has much to say on the topic of the media leaking over to affect our lives and perceptions. Netflix series "You" has a character called Joe. Those of you astute enough to have recognized the moniker 'snake apple tree' describing those Egyptian hieroglyphs to translate into English language as 'joe' will identify where I am coming from.

 7

The symbol of Bandersnatch "choose your own adventure" of two timelines converging into one so as to become a sensation of Deja Vu is, what they call within it, the white bear logo.

Two dresses into one. Two timelines into one. You can see clearly where I am coming from here. 

 8

#EightiesAreDead #EightiesAreDeadCyberpunkers # ThankFuck #NoFuture #Bandersnatch #WhiskeyToCelebrateNewBook

9

"And I'm supposed to be impressed with that?"

"I don't know, are you?"


10

Oh Ye And This:

OURGEN 

by snakeappletree 

©OrdoOctopia 2019

Usually, short sf stories by SAT are published directly to https://xenoheartblade.livejournal.com.

This one is an exception simply because top-shelf alcohol has become a part of the equation.

OurGen.interneteternal

1.

Read this first.

OURGEN is about somewhere which people of our generation can put stuff which makes sense to our generation. Call it "Home". Secondary to this, we can identify from user upload, differences and developments between the generations. Each user is requested to put their honest Date Of Birth into the database. Thats all we need. Your username can be changed at any time; if you posted previously to changing your username, the change affects all your posts. We ask five questions. What do you personally love, things which matter to you, what do you love about being a part of your generation growing up through the social and cultural experiences which affected you, and what are the differences between external and internal feelings toward the things you identify with which have formed your personality. The platform is a diary of your thoughts about these three questions. It is also a commentary and database about things unique to your generation. If this site works and continues long-term, Humanity will have a historical record about yourself from which to identify comparisons between generations. The social change is rapid; only one hundred years ago it was normal for those minority who survived to five-year olds to accompany their father into the coal mines. Now it is considered normal that children should be weaned off of comfort-toys aka 'dummies' at that age if not before. Who knows where we will be in a century from now. The website takes the form of personal pages and community pages. It costs an upfront fee of ten dollars per year to pay for digital storage space. The company owns everything you upload here. I agree to this without question because somebody else has done my thinking for me and I want into the fad.


2.

The idea, the concept, the companies first challenge was that a toy manufacturer of baby dolls had copyrighted the name and had also utilised a free internet redirection service so that anyone searching for OURGEN would end up on their website which sells plastic, petrol economy, toxic chemical childrens toys to pollute babies with.

The company ignored that and started up, advertising itself as a new business so as to secure a bank loan and online community funded advertisment. It took off. The people behind it were sincerely hoping to be able to employ somebody to upkeep the website so they could dump the project into the world without having to themselves put time into maintaining it. Autonomous and ongoing without moderation is the preferred principle. Trust in people.

It took off. Advertising on popular social media platforms, for every monetary-unit acquired by a new user as spent on advertising, which reached x number of people, the advertising was exponential and eventually people came to regard OurGen as a stable and worthy thing to fund at  a personal pittance. It worked. Thousands of users being exploited y their desire to feel a party of something ensured through capitalism that the concept sustained. 


3.

A hundred years later. The decision inclusive of retrospect that decade based cataloguing and categorising of humanity was insubstantial due to those born in xx01 were closer to xx-09 than they are to xx+09 in terms of cultural influence results in corporate decision to make astrological data a factor in how we catalogue individuals. The shift aka the progress rather than imposed decimal grid is regarded as accurate in ascertaining information relevant for extrapolation of comparative data. At the same time, recognition that ancient mayan calendar system is more accurate in ascertaining personal detail than is Western astrology in either sidereal or vedic forms.  Combined with Chinese zodiac system; all four systems are utilised and cross referenced within the database. Programming makes this autonomous form date of birth details using whichever appropriate calendar, to most of the globe this is the Gregorian calendar system. Expansion to include others such as for example Judaic calendar system are made available for cross-referencing and integrated into database.

4. There rightly should ought to be more to this story and possibly will upon further contemplation, focus, time and effort. Meanwhile however, please refer to WYZ for your continued snakeappletree style entertainment.

Paradigm War

“There are three evolutionary stages. The consensus, the individuated, and the spiritual.” Tom Lescher / Kaypacha (3.1.19)

There’s one way of thinking that emotionally unavailable partners are abusive, and another way of thinking that emotionally reactive partners are abusive. 

Both of these are described unprofessionally as symptoms of narcissism. Yet they are polar opposites. 

At this stage, a sane person questions the system of analysis, the way of thinking we are using to orient us in relating with these people. 

Regardless of how they are behaving, the way we ourselves are behaving by judging them one way or another, is inefficient. Were it efficient, it would not fall into two polarized camps to create the same conclusion. 

Recognition immediately that we are being socially engineered, because no matter which camp we fall into, the outcome is the same, the result is the same. 

We are coerced to judge the ones behaving differently from us to be psychotic, and that is how we relate to them forever after. 

The purpose of that social engineering is to encourage people not to have human relationships, but to believe each other to be psychotic, to avoid, fear and hate each other. 

Nothing can be resolved in that environment. But everything can be exploited! Which of course is the purpose of the social-engineers. Segregation through cultural programming is a tool used in population management. 

AUTISM

At the age of 41 I have been professionally diagnosed, finally, as being high functioning autistic. 

What this means is that I can operate relatively well in normal society, mostly, except that I have communication difficulties. I’ve known that since childhood when my parents were on a completely different planet to me, it did not help that society ignores children generally. 

So for my whole life, ever since I could read and write, I’ve studied writing as a form of communication. I am a published author, and I have have a website which verifiably has upwards of 500 people a week reading it. 

That might not be famous but were those people to line up and shake my hand so I can say thank you to them, it would appear to be quite a lot of people. It is certainly more people than I socialize with on a regular basis. 

I mention this not for ego purpose, but to illustrate how successful I have become in overcoming my communication problems from being autistic, by relying on the written word instead of speech. 

In social situations I feel pressure from other people, because of their expectancies and prejudices. It affects how my brain functions, and my ability to put words together coherently, to be accurate. 

Generally it is easier for me to nod my head and agree with their pre-conception, instead of having to explain to them because nine times in ten they’re not listening anyway. That’s not my bad, that’s their bad but I’m the one who gets ignored because of an assumed dominant narrative.

The availability of text in our digital culture makes it possible for me to have an internet-based social life where I can express myself far more accurately than in the pressure of social situations. And for me that’s what it’s like being autistic.

My typing speed is off the top of the scale. The problem I have is when during text message conversation, being a writer used to relying on words, I am likely to write more than a paragraph where the other conversationalist writes less than one sentence. It is misperceived as being a power imbalance. Simply because of word count, “outweighing” the other person. 

A problem I have is that were people to talk conversationally the same way that most people use text, it would appear rude and abrasive. Monosyllabic responses, and short, curt sentences, are regarded as rude indeed aggressive when spoken.

So when I read this, I naturally regard it as a person being rude and hostile toward me. This, because it is different to how everybody else interprets text, is described as being a symptom of my autism.

The law in Britain has recently changed regarding harassment, in that a top heavy text message conversation is now regarded by the police to be a form of abuse. 

Abruptly, it is no longer accepted that my intent is good and prolification is an aspect of high functioning autism. It is perceived that I am a problem simply because I am attempting to communicate effectively and intelligently. I have been dehumanized by an agenda of exploiting hatred. Dehumanization is prejudice by default. 

I have encountered several people who have manipulated me by contacting the police because they sent me a few words and I sent them several paragraphs to fully answer their question, which obviously takes up more than 10 seconds of everyone’s time. 

A lot of people incorrectly assess it as a sign that I am narcissistic and overbearing. I am not narcissistic and my intention is not to be overbearing. I describe things as succinctly as I possibly can. The law does not take into account that most people are being rude when they text each other because like cavemen they use only monosyllables. 

So what can I do? Writing this statement is progressive in explaining what it is like having autism and the prejudices I face because of other people’s cognitive bias, which has developed from their lack of empathy toward suffers of autism. It is convenient for disfunctional, anger driven people who lack empathy to use it as leverage, to put blame on a person who is simply attempting to communicate well. 

When determining what ‘appropriate levels’ are, in a fair world it should be factored into the equation that the intention of the person making the statement, is relevant in assessing appropriateness. 

Otherwise we have a dynamic of the one person dominating what ‘appropriateness’ is, with zero compromise. The power imbalance in that situation is the opposite to blaming the wordsmith for harassment. 

Thankfully, the court service do recognize that dynamic for what it is, even where police and manipulative haters do not. This has been proved by my own experiences.

As an autistic person, with communication difficulties, the biggest thing I wish to communicate to everybody else, is how vulnerable autistic people are to being manipulated by those non-empathetic people who gain a false sense of superiority and authority by painting the autist out to be a bad person. They get away with it because their victim has communication problems and is unable to express themselves properly in face-to-face situations.

That’s my life story.

I am sincerely attempting to remedy that situation by reducing word count. The resolution I have come to is simply this: some people write for money, some people get paid per word. As a general life rule, I now value my writing at 1p per word. Every time I send somebody a text, I imagine I am sending them free money. Because, I should be working on my novel instead of distracted by other people texting me. This simple life rule helps me to keep my word count down to a bare minimum.

And at this juncture, you probably want to be less distracted by the internet and instead return to whatever you should be doing instead. Thank you for investing some attention into Autism Awareness. 

Surviving Narcissism

Geronimo & Bran the Blessed

Geronimo

"Geronimo (Mescalero-Chiricahua: Goyaałé [kòjàːɬɛ́] "the one who yawns"; June 16, 1829 – February 17, 1909) was a prominent leader and medicine man from the Bedonkohe band of the Apache tribe. From 1850 to 1886 Geronimo joined with members of three other Chiricahua Apache bands—the Tchihende, the Tsokanende and the Nednhi—to carry out numerous raids as well as resistance to US and Mexican military campaigns in the northern Mexico states of Chihuahua and Sonora, and in the southwestern American territories of New Mexico and Arizona. Geronimo's raids and related combat actions were a part of the prolonged period of the Apache–United States conflict, which started with American settlement in Apache lands following the end of the war with Mexico in 1848." 

 - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Geronimo

Geronimo's grave at Fort Sill, Oklahoma in 2005

Bran The Blessed

Bran is Brittonic (Welsh, Pict, Cornish) for Raven.

Bran's head is in the Tower of London. 

The public legend "if the Ravens leave, England shall fail" is a watered down version.

Ravens are Bran's spirit allies/guardians/soul-keepers.

The Ravens are there because Bran's head is there. 

(Also because they are now bred there in captivity and their wings clipped to prevent escape).

By 'England' is meant the Empire spanning across South Africa, India, Australia, the America's, everywhere else the current British regime conquered through the centuries. 

All of which is unified by symbolism of the Templar Knights; who were granted independence by the Roman Catholic Church, with which independence they became pirates and seized power. They continue to retain that power as a secret society behind the Governmental facade of power.

 

BBC British Broadcasting Corporation 

is UK governments media propaganda machine.  

BBC is 223

Skull & Bones Society

is American secret society behind the US government. 

Its number is 322

322   223  

Wings of the same entity. 

The left hand and the right hand.

As Bran's Head empowers the UK, 

So too does Geronimo's head empower the US empire. 

Paleolithic / Palimpsest

Paleolithic / Palimpsest

These two concepts recur and entwine.

Primal origin is still there within the core of all evolved, developed, re-written, emergence.

Planetary, individually.
It is Atma distilled within cycles, regurgitative distraction of delusion.

Cave of Altamira, Northern Spain

PALEOLITHIC

/ˌpalɪə(ʊ)ˈlɪθɪk,ˌpeɪlɪə(ʊ)ˈlɪθɪk/

adjective: Paleolithic

Relating to or denoting the early phase of the Stone Age, lasting about 2.5 million years, when primitive stone implements were used. Covers c. 99% of human technological prehistory. The Palaeolithic period c. 3.3 million years ago.

LITH
lithic (of or relating to lith)

From Middle English lith, lyth, from Old English liþ (“limb, member, joint, tip of finger, point”), from Proto-Germanic *liþuz (“limb”), of unknown origin. Cognate with Scots lith (“part of the body, joint”), West Frisian lid (“part of the body, member”), Dutch lid (“limb, member, section”), Middle High German lit (“limb, member”), Swedish led (“joint, link, channel”), Icelandic liður (“item”), Dutch lid (“part of the body; member”) and gelid (“joint, rank, file”), German Glied (“limb, member, link”).  Alternative form: lythe (15th century).

https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/lith


Definition of lith - photographic film with a very thin coat of emulsion, producing images of high contrast and density.
https://en.oxforddictionaries.com/definition/lith


Definition of -lith - denoting types of stone. ... -lith. suffix. Denoting types of stone. 'laccolith'. 'monolith'. Origin. From Greek lithos 'stone'. Pronunciation. -lith. /lɪθ/.
https://en.oxforddictionaries.com/definition/-lith


Origin of lith. before 900; Middle English, Old English; cognate with Dutch, Old High German lid, Old Norse lithr, Gothic lithus limb, member; akin to German Glied ...
https://www.dictionary.com/browse/lith

PALIMPSEST

Definition of palimpsest in psychology. 

 1 : writing material (such as a parchment or tablet) used one or more times after earlier writing has been erased. 

2 : something having usually diverse layers or aspects apparent beneath the surface.

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/palimpsest

Definition of palimpsest in geology. 

A palimpsest is a geographical feature composed of superimposed structures created at different times.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Palimpsest_(geology)

Definition of palimpsest in Archaeology.

CATEGORY: artifact.  

DEFINITION: A collection of archaeological artifacts, ecofacts, and material that may not be related -- that are together through accident or natural forces rather than human activity.

https://archaeologywordsmith.com/lookup.php?terms=palimpsest

GALLERY TIME

google search for "palimpsest"  

revealed the following imagery. 

Check for continuities. 

"A palimpsest is a manuscript that has been overwritten. 

It comes from way way back in the day when parchment or vellum was expensive 

and durable so scribes would scrape off what had been written and write over it. 

But, inevitably, trace of what was there are left behind, 

making the new text an iterative build on the previous. 

A wall of street art is an urban version - each work builds on / writes over the other. 

Toilet door graffiti is the same. In the digital world, everything is a palimpsest." 

-Faris Yakob

Digital Palimpsests by Faris Yakob

Patricia O'Black

Christine Crockett

Lisa Pressman

Ken Browne

Los-Angeles-Reverse-Palimpsest

Sepideh Mehraban

Hare & Klein

Cecil Touchon

www.nurhangokturk.com

Marion Mettler

Henry Jabour

3D scanning & VR

All art accredited through hyperlinks to original sources. 

No copyright infringement intended. 

Art exists to advertise itself, surely? 

SPIRITS

Throughout aeons, energies cavort, entwine, distangle, seek balance, tumble, swing, progress onward, distil and simplify as they come to know their true essence, rise through vibrations marked for easy reference as time passing, become gradually and increasingly aware, self-aware, capable of assimilating and responsible for consequences of themselves and their impact upon the maelstrom of all things within their karmic crossing.

The spirit of a palimpsest, being the vortex through which overlays and re-conditions, corrections and deviations blend and blur a thing through time; is a different entity than a palimpsest spirit, an individual formed incidentally throughout the journey of temporal energies frictionally influencing one another throughout time. Or perhaps it is. Perhaps the words are interchangeable. Perhaps the descriptor's given here are more accurate with exchanged definitions.

"Ātman is the first principle,

the true self of an individual beyond identification with phenomena,

the essence of an individual." 

-wikipedia: Ātman_(Hinduism)

Measurement Jars

Measurement Jars


Utensils required:
8 jars, ink, water.

Method:
We will be pouring blends of solutions into the jars, always through the mixing jar.
The mixing jar is always 50/50 of whatever solutions we are pouring to make that blend.

The jars are labelled to describe their contents as follows:

mixing jar (empty unless being used)

ink jar (100% ink)
water jar (100% water)

storage jar 1 (50/50) (aka 1:1)
storage jar 2 (ink blend) (75/25) (aka 3:1)
storage jar 3 (water blend) (25/75) (aka 1:3)

storage jar 4 (1+2) (37.5% water / 62.5% ink) (aka 2:1)
storage jar 5 (1+3) (62.5% water / 37.5% ink) (aka 1:2)



PROBLEM!

The % system does not give accurate ratio!

Storage jars 4 and 5 have a problem translating the percentile system into accurate ratios.
Basing it on the proportional ratios, the decimal mathematical system gives us this equation:

jar 1 + jar 2 = 1:1 + 3:1 = 4:2 = 2:1 = two parts ink + one part water

This should be  66.6r% / 33.3r%  NOT 37.5% / 62.5%

jar 1 + jar 3 = 1:1 + 1:3 = 2:4 = 1:2 = one part ink + two parts water

This should be  33.3r% / 66.6r%  NOT 37.5% / 62.5%

There is a 9% window of variance (4.5% more or 4.5% less) between accurate ratios and the decimal measurements.



For this reason: we simplified the whole story and use instead the system (as do computer memory chips) generally associated with ‘the calendar wheel’
(of/Mayan/Aztec/Amerindian/Babylonian/Keltoi/Tibetan/Chinese/Aboriginal/etc)

1 2 4 8 16 32 64 128 256 512 1024 … so on …


This also does not give us a definitive system for correlating the ratios with the decimal. It does however illustrate the fallacy of relying exclusively on decimal as an accurate system of measurement. This becomes important when we are basing our comprehension of macrocosmic and microscopic reality (quantum, particle and astrological physics) on using a system which does not harmonize with “multiversal balance”. 

And yet; 5 is the sign of Mankind or Satan, depending on the source.

Atma / Brahmin

 ATMA and BRAHMIN

"Is the Sky the Rain?" 

"Is the Rain the Sky?"

Both are O2H2O. 

Both the same yet unique. 

This answer satisfies most because it amuses them and provides equity, equality. 

Yet it is not the absolute truth.  

Those who pioneer to discover beyond the general consensus cannot fit into the general consensus, must by definition stand apart from it. A caste system evolves dependent upon individual understanding verses community understanding. 

"This is MY raindrop." -anon 

Neither is more right. Neither is more wrong. Both are equally necessary. The consensus for stability, which would become stagnation if not for progress. The pioneers for progress, to avert stagnation which is decay. Continual flux, cycles, between progress and decay. Within an enclosed system we cannot have one without the other. Infinite loop, Eventual self-destruction, Evolution to state of expansion beyond limitations. 

Step one: identify that which limits us and beat it using what we have. 

Step Two: identify what we have and how best to use it. 

Step Three: remove resource wasters who threaten ability to stabilize-and-progress. 

Step Four: progress through stages of development.

It works on multiple planes: 

materially, 

(emotionally, mentally, spiritually) = perceptively (intuitively)

} energetically.

It works energetically. 

Everything is in relation to something else. And then there is a harmonic of that. It is the galactic Harmonic. Coming online with it, to become a conduit for it, is buddahood, is Atma. The centered self. Anything other than the centered self is delusion, is distraction. Our attention focus pulls toward, or away from, that simple state of being. We distract ourselves by turning away from ourselves because we do not want to face and assimilate the true nature. We are fifty percent angelic and divine, sacred; we are fifty percent bestial and crude, corruptible, nasty. When we get this in balance (as I write it is 30.11.18 a half-moon, darkside ascending, the unveiled is revealed), we achieve equilibrium, inner harmony. Knowing it is to always return to it. It helps us to avoid wrong-action. 

In Buddhism from Sanskrit (Middle/Far-East) the concept of Samsara which means both confusion and conditioning. Samsara means delusion. Delusional means both; being-in-a-state-of and creating-of-(viral).

It is not perception from Atma, from clarity and connectedness with galactic harmony. It is from attachment to anything other than that internal balance and functions to delude us away from and thus deny us from achieving peaceful equilibrium. Atma is balanced core which acts as conduit through which harmony (brahma) flows.

The divine connection with source is from and through you. The core of your inner being. It is not from identity with paradigms, idioms, delusional distractions, false self image, compromise of self with social culture, desire for external fulfillment, trying to be something for the sake of egotistical wants. The frame of mind involved with all of that, is continual escape from Self, from facing ones self and accepting it. Many people do not believe them selves ready to attain it, believe themselves undeserving of it due to past life experiences. Many people have a lot of pain and disgustingness to wade through and accept about themselves before coming into a clear relationship with self. This is a primary factor of why people escape from it into delusions. It is a purgatory process.

We simply have to let go. Letting go is the fast track, involving acceptance and in many cases involving forgiveness, of self and others. Acceptance that things are the way they are is necessary whether you set out to change them or simply accept them as they are.

To progress beyond limitation we have to accept the steps and stages of leveling out, as we ascend. It does take us time to assimilate and for all the pieces to balance internally and externally, before they are stable. If you are relying on other people as your steppingstone and yet they are unstable with your path of ascension, they are going to become crushed and then the ground and your feet is going to disappear. Patients and the development of patience is a natural part of the process in developing a long-term foresight and deeper comprehension of our situation.

Ascension through balance, balance through Ascension.

The balance comes in stages because we are complicated and there are so many threats to our weave, they cannot all settled, balance and become stable continually. Should they do this, we become a plinth and we stagnate, we cease to ascend. That imprint is marked as a platform in time, which may last for millennia or maybe forgotten immediately.

However, as we have observed that most of our weaves harmonize at specific events and occasions. Some are put under pressure to hurry them up, to test them, to break them if they are distraction/delusion in the ultimate journey. It is a distillation process, often a pressure-boiler of coming toward purity so we may vibrate at a higher frequency and ascend further beyond what we can even observe from the current reference point.

Therefore, there are nexus events, nodes where time-streams converge, synapses merge. We recognize and have a revelatory moment, which helps us to let go of all the unnecessary baggage from the past, which we have been letting holding onto, necessary as it was yesterday to get us to here. They may be identified as rungs on the ladder or steps in a process.

It is imperative to understand and accept that it does take time for the collective come on up to catch up with itself and for everybody to recognize and also harmonize with those empowering, our current stage of development. Many are incapable of comprehending where you are at; the pioneers of any culture are literally ahead of and beyond, outside the scope of the mainstream surrounding them, those who are affected by their wake. It takes time to communicate to them, for them to assimilate that communication, for them to except that stage of development. Thus we are many of us at different stages of development.


Brahmin recognize a whirlwind of delusion surrounds a peaceful inner core, and this is the nature of our universe. Is it in motion? Is it stable?