“I’ve got you.”
“They’ve got you.”
Does this mean:
Either,
“I/We comprehend what you are talking about?”
Or,
“Caught you red handed.”
?
There is a third option:
It means Both.
But you can not use it to mean both meanings at the same time.
So,
Which universe are you in?
How do you interpret?
Do you even bother to check your interpretation is the same as the intended meaning?
“Society is not your friend.” -Terence McKenna
Society has taught us a common terminology to communicate.
We are attempting to straighten ourselves out after the compromises which have damaged us.
Using social terminology is compromise with social structure. When we relied on that world it damaged us.
Putting trust in each other means not putting trust in society.
Ergo those who are using social terminology are still functioning within its parameters and therefore are both damaged and damaging.
To help straighten them out we have to encourage them away from the toxic culture, wholesale.
Any compromise on healing is insufficient dedication to healing.
Society forces you to compromise on holistic healing because of how toxic and damaging it is.
When you recognise this, you make your choice.
“That’s creepy. You hardly know me.”
“I don’t need to know you inside out and upside down to know how it feels to feel how I feel about you.”
“What you have isn’t love it’s infatuation which means you’re obsessed which means you’re dangerous.”
“I don’t think we’re talking about the same thing here. What do you mean by that word?”
“Well, I don’t know, what do you mean by that word?”
“You don’t know what love means? And yet you shun me for mentioning it?”
“I... you confused me now.”
“How can someone confuse you by having an emotion?”
“Because of what it means!”
“What do you think it means?”
“It means you’d die for someone and I don’t know if I feel that way about you.”
“I love my dog but I wouldn’t die for him. I love my game console but I wouldn’t die for it. I love the taste of strawberry but I wouldn’t die for that either. These are things which cause me to feel contentment. The world is a better place because of them.”
“Oh. Why didn’t you say that?”
“You have a very morbid understanding of what love is.”
“You took me by surprise with it. It’s not the sort of thing you say to a girl on a first date. It undermines its value.”
“I hold you with that value, what’s wrong with that? I know my own emotions. Geez lighten up.”
“I’m sorry.”
“What, for reacting like you did? You don’t get to tell me how I feel. It doesn’t work that way.”
“I’m sorry I thought you expected me to say ‘I love you too’ so we could have a happy perfect moment together except I don’t know if I feel that way about you. I’m sorry I ruined your delusion.”
“The L word is not a trap. It’s not a social response like saying please and thank you.”
“I know that.”
“It’s an expression of how a person feels about someone or something. I don’t expect you to feel the same way and that doesn’t matter. It’s not why I said it, I was not attempting to manipulate you. Is that what you think love is, a manipulation?”
“No!”
“I’m sorry too I’m sorry I said it. I still have love for you even though you’re being awkward about accepting that someone out there likes you.”
“Likes me or loves me?”
“Well, both.”
“You made me feel awkward. If you loved me you wouldn’t have done that.”
“You made me feel love for you. If you were not lovable you wouldn’t have done that.”
“Damn you.”
“You compared me with your game console.”
“And my dog.”
“I’m not sure which is worse.”
“And strawberry.”
“That I can handle.”
“You have a real paranoid attitude about love, do you know that? You should work on it.”
“I have a normal attitude about it!”
“Sure, looks like it.”
“What’s that meant to mean?”
“I have a normal attitude about knowing my own emotions. How is that a bad thing?”
“It’s a strong word.”
“Only if you mean it that way. I didn’t say I love you strongly.”
“You love me a little bit?”
“Mildly. I mildly love you. It was more but you’ve put me off you now. By twenty percent.”
“You eighty percent love me?”
“Well maybe ninety percent, since you smell of strawberry.”
“You smell of dog.”
“My dog loves you too.”
“I can handle that. He’s allowed to.”
“Ye eighty five percent.”
“The L word is special and it’s reserved for special occasions.”
“Ye next time I’ll just say you cause me contentment and see how happy you are with that.”
“That somehow seems less acceptable now.”
“The lesser of two evils.”
The best advice I have is start growing your own food. Look up “Cuban food crisis” on YouTube. Potatoes will grow in a bag of straw with a handful of soil thrown in, or in compost. Hardy spinach survives winter in Wales and self-seeds if you let it. It’s also slugproof. Anything else is a bit more work.
I’m sure you have some space at all available somewhere for starting off a home grown food “project” - this might become more important than people realise.
2020 has taught us survival mindset. In the back of my mind is a constant concern “covid19 is only a fire drill” - fill a cupboard with couscous, it’s cheap and easy, better than pasta.
We had decades of knowing we were doing things wrong and we didn’t collectively change because we didn’t individually change. If we don’t do it now we won’t make it. It’s that simple.
There is good news. We’re learning responsibility, compassion, accountability, ecology, it’s exciting. This is all part of the upshift.
The zombies/sheep’s - they put chasing money first. That’s the sickness.
“Just doing my job”
“have to do it for work”
= not good enough.
That’s the death cult.
We literally have a very powerful death cult controlling our lives.
Break away from that.
And she said:
“Fucking hell. You've basically summed up what I've been thinking. Small things have led to this. For example, I work for the council. Literally a few months before march every council worker who needed to input any data was given a laptop. We started working from home. How convenient. The zombie reference is outstanding.”
There is a photo of Melinda Gates the wife of Bill Gates in the Wuhan lab in 2016.
The Wuhan lab contained samples of Covid19 as well as a lot of other similar virus.
The Gates Foundation has been researching vaccines so they were growing cultures of the virus to test vaccines on.
That’s where the virus was leaked from. It probably did originally come from animals but the current pandemic is a leak from a lab.
The Gates Foundation stand to make a lot of money from their vaccines. It is financially in their interests to have the vaccine for a pandemic.
“If you want the answers, follow the money.”
Dr Fauci who is mates with the Gates owns the company which manufactures the testing kits. He also stands to make a lot of money from the pandemic.
Fauci and Bill Gates have both for the past ten years been telling people a pandemic is coming. In December 2019 they told the world it will be here faster than people are ready for.
None of this is conspiracy theory. This is all proved and provable. This is what is actually happening.
The problem with the test kits is they don’t work. The guy who invented them spent the last forty years of his life campaigning against the medical industry that they are not accurate for testing if a person carries a live virus, only that they have antibodies because they once had something similar.
Anyone who ever had a flu or common cold will test positive for covid19. Anyone who had a flu vaccine within three months of getting tested will also test positive for covid19. That’s the science. It’s why the figures are hyper-inflated.
Hyper-inflated figures causes panic. This means more funds given to developing a vaccine faster.
Bill Gates has on multiple occasions used this phrase:
“Depopulation through vaccination”.
He is a eugenicist who believes the world is overpopulated.
In the past decade the Gates Foundation tested its vaccines in India and Africa. Both nations are now suing the Gates Foundation because the vaccines have been proved to be responsible for causing infertility.
“Depopulation through vaccination”.
This is not a conspiracy theory. All of this is verifiable.
"There has never been such an aggregation of power in the history of humankind as big tech enjoys today, with money and monopoly, power and the hubris that comes with the unchecked use of power," Republican Senator Ted Cruz
Gates obviously with Microsoft is a powerhouse for the internet. This is why Google, Facebook, etc YouTube have been on an agenda to remove anything which puts the Gates Foundation in a bad light. Anyone who has evidence or speaks against them is banned from those platforms. They are using cloak and daggers, manipulation, misinformation, to push the vaccination=depopulation agenda.
Please please do not vaccinate your kids. The covid19 virus is bad yes but it does not cause infertility and it has a 99% survival rate in the people whose immunity systems are so low they caught the virus at all.
The chemical hand soap the state is encouraging everyone to use: it kills the virus but it also gets absorbed through skin into the blood and reduces your immunity system. That’s what it’s designed to do.
It’s all part of the statement made by the New World Order called Agenda21 which is next year.
People warning everyone about it have been persecuted and called conspiracy theorists. It’s not a theory. It’s actually happening.
Watch who is aware and who is a zombie.
Humanity will survive this comparatively mild pandemic which I do personally believe has been manufactured to usher in a new world order because the evidence all adds up to that.
Normal soap also kills the virus.
Sunlight kills it.
Sanitary - to make sane
Dispenser - machine to eject
A sanitary dispenser is a machine to eject sanity. Crazy-making.
You are probably a double-think zombie who laughs at this and assumes it’s a joke and a clever pun on words. To take it literally is autism.
Take it literally.
The description literally means to eject sanity.
What do those chemicals do?
They absorb through the skin into the blood to reduce immunity system.
This is happening at exactly the same time a pandemic is frightening the world.
A pandemic with a 99% survival rate amongst those whose immune system is so weak they catch it at all.
“Most people won’t even know they have Covid-19 and 25% have probably already had it without being affected.” World Health Organisation, March 2020
The world of Zombies is controlled by a Death Cult.
“Depopulation through vaccination.” eugenicist Bill Gates.
The Life Cult grow their own food and make their own soap. Because responsible, mature, educated adults.
“If it seems too good to be true, it is.”
This is absolutism and the worst type of cynicism.
You send a signal out to the universe describing your perfect harmony and the qualities you require from a person who would help you to sustain your perfect harmony because they are organically and naturally perfectly in harmony with you as you are with them.
The nature of reality is like water, it seeks balance. Like electricity, it seeks balance this is what we call earthing. Energy seeks balance and you are energy.
At some point you mistook a dysfunction meme for the truth. Your operating system has been hijacked. You have some dodgy coding there.
You tell the universe what do you want and it gives it to you.
Then faced with confirmation that the universe is altruistic and that there is harmony in the universe, you doubt it and assume it is a trick.
This is a red flag signifier that you are broken.
People who are not broken recognise this immediately. They do exist.
This is a caste system based on the individuals relationship with harmony.
The playing field is the interface between an individual’s self-respect and maintenance ability of their own energy, and the external universe.
All of those dysfunctions and delusions generate toxic energy. If you bring that into a relationship, it pollutes.
He wishes he had been able to voice this quite so succinctly at the time she said those words. It took two months for the insight to clear sufficiently to express it. She had gone through her checklist of the qualities of her perfect guy and he had ticked every box.
Her next reaction was to tell him to never message her again revealing that she does not trust life, she does not trust herself. Her insecurity and mistrust of the universe overpowered her sense of integrity. She has no integrity.
That she lied about her divorce status and later confessed she is still married is an example of why she is untrustworthy. She lied. She lied because her own internal balance system is self-deception.
Attempting to straighten her out, as a member of the community, as a friend, as an at one time potential sexual partner, as a human being being humane, as a person who is fed up with having to put up with so much delusion and too often having to experience the consequences of other peoples dysfunction.
“Sell your cleverness and buy bewilderment!
Cleverness is mere belief;
Intuition is divine.”
Jalal Uddin Rumi
A well written blog about Avoidant Personality Disorder
https://www.harleytherapy.co.uk/counselling/avoidant-personality-disorder.htm
The world is on lockdown. Our villages are on lockdown. It is a more extreme lockdown than the one earlier this year.
One thing was proved by this: track&trace does not work. It does not prevent the spread of the virus and it’s useless at chasing up who has caught it.
The purpose of the lockdown, social distancing and face-masks, is to minimise risk of the virus spreading.
It appears to be spreading worse now than it was before, because people are not minimising the risk. That is why we now have more a extreme second lockdown.
People who survived plagues in the past did so by total isolation from risk.
I’m stuck because my sons mother is sending him to school. As we have shared residency by court order, I can’t do anything to protect us (my son or myself or her and her lodger and all our extended families and people we encounter) from minimising the risk.
I have been called “overprotective”. I don’t believe I am overprotective, I believe I’m sensible. Why have we got social-distancing, face masks and lockdown ???
People ignoring all that are the problem, which is making the virus spread.
Schools are a part of the problem because if any of us who are totally minimising risk in every other area of life do get infected, that’s where it’s going to come from.
This is the governments strategy.
We send our children to school as opposed to homeschooling, by choice. We literally have to sign the children over to give the school our consent for them to attend.
The other option is to inform the education authority we are homeschooling. It is legal and in the current situation it is recommended as a safety measure.
In 2020 and into 2021 it is the parents choice whether we increase the risk of a pandemic by sending children to school, vs homeschooling.
In shared residency situations where the parents cannot agree, traditionally the state steps in and encourages the children to go to school.
In light of covid-19 the state workers employed for that task (Education Authority Officers) will not step in. They are minimising their own risk. They will not even answer their phones to give advice. It’s not their fault they don’t know what to do about the pandemic.
The obvious advice is to minimise risk and stay safe.
Who is being responsible vs irresponsible by analysing the situation this way?
The demons are tricky
They integrate between human and divinity
They change words
Humans recognised we need soap to avoid plagues
Soap is made from lye
We need lye
Humans asked for much more lye
The demons intervened
They changed the word
They told divinity: Humans need lies and soap
We have had industrial revolution
Demons are hidden nobody believes in them anymore so they are more powerful and more discrete
Soap gets rid of demons too
But
The price we paid is culture is full of lies
Lye and lies
The divinity gave us lies and soap
For generations the culture has been lies instead of truth
So much that truth is rare, barely recognised.
Those who live in truth are discriminated for being different.
Attempting to explain this to people is difficult.
A pandemic of cognitive dissonance, human minds deviate and fall victim to demonic persuasions.
This is how the medieval demons take over the world - through possession of humans who no longer recognise it as a reality as was once feared in medieval times.
The answer is soap.
Lye is dangerous to mess with and so are lies.
Spiritual soap that we recognise truths.
Using industrially produced commercial soap cleanses some bacteria but not all of the demons.
Only spiritually made soap can do that.
Soap for the spirit.
